Chapter 80: Conflict
Usually Zhao Qian would never yell at Ji Yue like this, he was probably angry just now, this was the first time Zhao Qian spoke to Ji Yue like this.
As soon as Zhao Qian said these words, he immediately repented, and slapped himself with his backhand, as if he was afraid that Ji Yue would be angry, and whispered, "I...... I'm going to say that in a moment of anger, don't take it to heart. ”
After speaking, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, and stood upright, waiting for Ji Yue's criticism.
Ji Yue originally wanted to scold Zhao Qian, but seeing Zhao Qian like this, the reprimand in his mouth suddenly became unspeakable, and his chest rose and fell more than a dozen times, so he had to give up the reprimand, both angry and mixed with a trace of concern, "Do you know how dangerous the scene was at that time, if it wasn't for me stopping to blow myself up, you would have died now, do you know?" ”
Zhao Qian lowered his head and muttered aggrievedly, "Then you didn't know that it was so dangerous, so why did you blow yourself up?" I almost won't see you. ”
Zhao Qian recalled Ji Yue's determination to die together at that time, as well as Ji Yue's affectionate gaze at that time, it was obvious that he was still concerned about this annoying guy. Obviously, Jun Xie betrayed Ji Yue, but Ji Yue still didn't forget him.
Before dying, they hugged each other tightly, as if it was not death, but the life-and-death eternal separation between the two people who were in love.
Zhao Qian raised his head and said in a low voice, "What about you?" I didn't even know anything about you, I thought you were really dead, and you didn't know how worried I was about you. ”
"As soon as you come out, go to find Jun Xie, is he so good?" A raging fire of jealousy inevitably rose in Zhao Qian's heart.
Ji Yue looked at Zhao Qian in front of her, and directly saw Zhao Qian's black eyes, which were dull and desolate, as if there was endless sorrow, and as if there was nothing, just empty. Ji Yue couldn't help but feel a little pain in her heart, "I just found Jun Xie and planned to kill him." Killing him is over, and he has fulfilled his wish - to avenge my relatives and friends. ”
Zhao Qian: "Then have you thought about what I will do after you die?" Are you going to leave me alone? ”
Ji Yue looked away, not daring to look directly at Zhao Qian, "My death won't have much impact on you." ”
Zhao Qian immediately interrupted Ji Yue's words, "No, if you die, I won't live anymore." ”
Ji Yue kept her voice calm and did not speak.
Zhao Qian smiled bitterly, yes, you won't care about me anyway, I have always been a dispensable person. Just like before, how could you come back to me? Even before he died, he thought of going to find Jun Xie.
So what am I?
But why did you change your mind and stop blowing yourself up because of my words at that time? Is there also a place for me in my heart?
However, you obviously don't have me in your heart, so you shouldn't have stopped blowing yourself up at that time, wouldn't it be nice to let me die with you? That's how you ...... It will make me think that I am important to you and can change your mind because of my words.
"Let's go back to the cave and rest first," Zhao Qian helped Ji Yue back to the stone bed, "I'll boil the herbs first." ”
That's it, Ji Yue looked at Zhao Qian's appearance, and she couldn't bear to say anything to hurt him.
As he spoke, he erected a shelf not far from the stone bed and began to boil herbs. He was busy roasting the hunted rabbits on the shelf, cooking for Ji Yue, and carefully taking care of Ji Yue's diet and daily life.
After a few days like this, Ji Yue's physical condition finally improved a lot.