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When Liu Qingqing went to the custody room, he saw Shen Zhifan's sons at the door again.

This time, Shen Qiang seemed to be aware of it, and did not follow on the spot, but glanced at Liu Qingqing from a distance, his eyes were extremely sad.

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It's not just grief, there's no inexplicable diaphragm.

Maybe it's the kind of speculation that lies between doctors and patients.

Anyway, this feeling is very bad, Liu Qingqing always feels as if she has done something bad and sneaky.

Liu Qingqing rang the doorbell of the intensive care room.

Maybe because there was no one inside, or everyone was busy, so I didn't open the door for her for a while.

While waiting for the door to open, Liu Qingqing felt like a century was so long.

"Dr. Liu." Shen Qiang's voice came from behind him.

Still haven't escaped. Liu Qingqing felt a chill behind her, and at the same time there was another voice in her head, why should I avoid him, I haven't done anything wrong. Moreover, as a family member of a patient, wouldn't it be normal for Shen Qiang to want to ask about his father's condition! He didn't do anything wrong.

Since we haven't done anything wrong with each other, why can't we communicate well?

Liu Qingqing looked back.

Shen Qiang actually took a step back.

"Huh." He squeezed out an extremely reluctant smile from his solemn countenance, as if his facial muscles were about to be deformed, "Are you?" ------”

Are you as defensive about me as the doctor in the ICU?

Do you think I'm here to make trouble?

But he didn't say the last two sentences.

Liu Qingqing didn't let him ask the last two sentences.

"yes, I'm just here to see your dad." She said.

"Oh." Shen Qiang was extremely careful about this rare conversation, "Then, Dr. Liu, please have one more thing, can you help me bring this pack of diapers in." ”

Shen Qiang really handed over a large pack of diapers.

It's the kind of adult diaper that spreads out 45 x 45 in size, or 60 x 90 in size, and can be spread flat on the bed.

Because Shen Zhifan is now sick in bed, he can't urinate and urinate independently, and the nurses in the intensive care unit are all cooking, and a lot of diapers will be used.

"That's fine." Liu Qingqing took the diaper.

The door to the intensive care unit has not yet opened.

Shen Qiang saw that Liu Qingqing didn't mean to guard against him more, so he continued to talk to Liu Qingqing, pointed to the two men on the side and said, "This is my brother." ”

The two men looked quite similar to Shen Qiang, looked slightly younger, dressed cleanly, and looked like decent people.

The two of them greeted Liu Qingqing with their heads bowed.

Liu Qingqing said in her heart: You have so many brothers, no wonder the hospital is so jealous, I am afraid that you will make trouble.

"You can leave one person here, and the others can go back and rest and take turns. Otherwise, the body can't bear it. ”

Liu Qingqing is not completely jealous of these three brothers, Shen Qiang has been squatting down for the past few days, his eyes are red like a sleepy beast, the stubble is growing crazy on his face, and he is still wearing the bronze T-shirt, with a sour smell of sweat all over his body, and he looks like he is more than ten years old.

Shen Qiang smiled helplessly, "My two younger brothers are in other places, one is abroad and the other is on the border, which is too far." My dad was very sick this time, and they had just come back, and they hadn't even been able to see my dad yet. ”

"We don't ask for anything else, we just have a wish. It was not easy for my two younger brothers to come back, so I wanted our three brothers to gather in front of the hospital bed and let my father take a look. ”

Liu Qingqing said apologetically: "But your father is in a coma now!" ”

In a comatose state, even if the three brothers went to their father's bedside, their father would not be able to perceive it.

Shen Qiang said: "Actually, no, I think my father still knew a little bit before he entered the intensive care unit, and he could open his eyes, so I felt that he could see me." ”

Liu Qingqing wants to say: Your father is unconscious, you feel that he can see you, this is your illusion.

Shen Qiang said: "Since I entered the intensive care unit, they have given my father anesthetic. He was never seen awake again. ”

Liu Qingqing said, "That's because your father is critically ill and can't breathe on his own, and the intensive care unit intubated him." The anesthetic was used because he was afraid that he would move unconsciously and pull out the intubation. ”

Shen Qiang nodded: "These medical measures are all for my father's sake, we understand." But I wondered if I could stop using the anesthetic for a while, just for a while, let Dad see us, and then continue to use the anesthetic back. ”

"But your dad can't see you."

"I know------ actually------ we all know that this time my dad may not be able to pass this ------------"

Speaking of this, Shen Qiang, such a big man, wiped away tears.

Well, when adults cry, it's not called crying, it's the eyes that go into the sand.

After Shen Qiang's wipe, he immediately returned to his normal posture and continued: "Actually, our family was not in good condition before, and in the past few years, the three brothers have started a family and have a small piece of the world, and I am thinking about letting my father enjoy a few years of happiness...... I didn't expect ...... He's getting sick this time......"

This is the so-called son wants to raise but does not wait?

Liu Qingqing suddenly remembered that his father was here.

…… No, you can't think about it!

If you think about it, your eyes will get into the sand!

Liu Qingqing restrained.

Just then, the door to the intensive care room opened.

Liu Qingqing felt a tightness in her arms, and then her body lost her balance.

She was caught by the nurses.

The door to the intensive care unit closed again.

"How do you talk to them?" The nurse said in a complaining tone, "Something will happen!" ”

Obviously, the nurse was well-intentioned, but Liu Qingqing felt that she was offended.

"I didn't say anything, in fact, their family seems to be quite easy to talk."

"You can't trust the patient!" The nurse said, "Maybe they recorded all your words!" You didn't say anything to them! ”

Liu Qingqing looked at the nurse with a serious expression, Liu Qingqing finally learned to lie.

"No, he just told me to bring in diapers." She slipped the diaper into the nurse's hand.

"Well, this family, it's quite positive to buy diapers, and I haven't used up the ones I brought yesterday."

Liu Qingqing entered the custody room.

It's a super big ward, and it's all open, a hall, no separate rooms.

There are two rows of beds on either side of the hall.

Next to each bed are ECG monitoring, ventilators, suction devices and other equipment.

Most patients lie quietly, the sound of breathing comes from the ventilator, and the sound of heartbeat can also be monitored from the ECG monitor.

It seems to be all robots.

Except for the occasional few who come to wake up after surgery, they are already awake, looking at everything around them with a bit of curiosity and fear, and they may think that they are in some kind of hell or something.

Liu Qingqing found Shen Zhifan.

He was confined to the hospital bed, with shaved hair, plasters on his head, drainage tubes, endotracheal intubation, gastric tubes------ and of course, indwelling needles, and hanging potions, which contained more than one kind of medicine, including the anesthetic that Shen Qiang said.

The anesthetic made Shen Zhifan, who was already unconscious, quiet, as if he were a sleeping kitten.

This is the image of most patients in the ICU.

Lost identity, lost the ability to express, like some kind of humanoid creature.

Usually, Liu Qingqing thinks the same way.

Today, she saw his true face, his social identity, his family, his children, and the emotions that his children placed on him.

Now, these emotions are still there.

He's there, too.

He just couldn't feel it.

Liu Qingqing thought like this, and suddenly the hand holding the drainage tube trembled.

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No, it's not her hands shaking, it's the yellow beads on her wrists shaking.

Imperial Topaz, the gem incarnated by the orange monster, emitted circles of orange light.