"You refused to enter the palace because of that woman, right?"

Unconsciously, his tone had become cold, like a cold wind in spring.

I don't know when it began, the name of Concubine Li has gradually disappeared from his mouth, and the honorific title is almost no longer used.

King Ji still doesn't speak!

Sometimes people just like to escape, Chong Louyue's patience has been worn out by so many years of forbearance, and for a person like King Ji who pretends to be crazy, he can also maintain good forbearance and endurance, the man half-squinted his eyes and narrowed, and there was a cold chill on his lips: "Yan Xie, it's that woman's son, right?" ”

King Ji's hand holding the quilt finally began to tremble.

He wanted to restrain it to the death, but the waves in his heart were too strong, and he couldn't restrain his trembling.

Knowing that he had been seen by Chong Louyue, his lips trembled and he opened his mouth: "What a sin, what a sin!" ”

He spoke of two evils in a row, and his heart ached.

It seems that over the years, he has regretted the sin he created, so he chose to cover his life with madness, he is not really crazy, but he doesn't want to be tormented by his conscience soberly, it is better to be crazy, but also to try a psychological comfort.

However, this evil is still there, and it is not at all possible to pretend that madness can be curbed.

Seeing King Ji's reaction, Chong Louyue's heart suddenly turned cold to the bottom.

It's true!

He never dared to think that his noble and indifferent mother, who seemed to be unable to eat fireworks in the world at all, would have such an unbearable past.

It is almost unimaginable that such a woman who demands a perfect life without the slightest stain has such a story, and this story should be the most unbearable for her to look back on, but she has the biggest stain on this unbearable past, Yan Xie, to the bone.

He was now finally able to understand why his mother was so kind to Yan Xie and so cold to him.

However, he is also her own son!

"I thought that after your father died, no one would know about this anymore, but I didn't expect that after hiding for so many years, I still can't hide from it!" King Ji raised his head, and his cloudy eyes began to gradually brighten, and he woke up from the pretended chaos, with a complicated and painful look on his face.

Chong Louyue didn't speak, pursed her lips tightly, her lips were slightly white, and she looked extremely weak.

King Ji sighed and slowly talked about the past: "After your father died, no one has been able to talk to me for a long time, since you are here, then talk to me." ”

At this time, this old man showed the tiredness of vicissitudes of life, and he had reached his twilight years, with gray hair and a sad expression.

"You're right, Yan Xie, it's indeed her son!"

He began to tell Chong Lou Yue about this past, which is a very long story: "Thirty years, I fell in love with her, after all, I couldn't resist the temptation, and secretly ate the forbidden fruit, at that time, I was young and vigorous, and I felt that she would not marry, so I didn't care whether there was a husband and wife before or after marriage, so there was Yan Xie, at that time Yan Xie was still in her belly, I was ready to give the Zhu family a dowry to marry her, at that time I had the best relationship with your father, and I told him her in private, and your father asked me to take her into the palace He helped me take a look, If it were a good girl, he would have decreed the marriage himself! ”

When talking about this, King Ji's hands couldn't help but tremble, and even his lips and teeth trembled.

Thirty years ago, he now speaks of it as if it were vivid, as if it had happened yesterday.

His dissatisfied, wrinkled face and cloudy eyes slowly filled his eyes with remorse when he talked about these things.

continued to say sadly: "Eldest brother is like a father, I had a lot of respect for your father at that time, so I stood up for his words, and took her into the palace to give your father a look before the dowry, who knows, it was this decision that created thirty years of sin!" ”

This is how the story began, he beat his chest with tears in his eyes: "I will always remember the day when your father saw her, he was so surprised and possessive as a wolf, and I was too naïve to think that his brother and wife would never be tempted, and I was very proud that I could marry such a woman. ”

Concubine Li is really beautiful, her beauty can touch the hearts of all men.

When he was young, he was raised in the deep boudoir, and he was still young and romantic, and he was friendly with her brother Zhu Jing, and often went to Zhu's house, and was fortunate to meet her, so there were those things later.

Otherwise, few people know that there is such an arrogant daughter in the Zhu family.

"It's all my fault, I brought her out, I will never forget that day, on the tenth day of the first month, the day after I took her into the palace, the news of the emperor's concubine came, and the emperor's dowry was sent directly to the Zhu family, and she was named and wanted!" There were more tears in King Ji's eyes, and he couldn't fall down tremblingly.

is already old, and in his eyes, the things that have precipitated are getting more and more muddy.

He can feel the most painful and sad part, and **** is entangled in his heart night and night, so that until now, he has let himself live like this crazy.

Chong Louyue listened to what King Ji said, even if he was hard-hearted, he was infected.

Knowing the pain of losing a loved one, you can also feel the grief and loneliness of this old man at this moment.

When you are old, you still have to be tormented by the past, and you will not be able to die well.

"My father snatched love with a sword, so his fate was so ridiculous!"

He sneered and said this, always feeling how ridiculous this thing was, his father, who had been fighting for power and women all his life, when he was young, actually did such a thing that lost ethics and morality, robbed his brother and wife, and in the end, he was also killed by a woman.

Regarding this matter, Chong Louyue just felt very ironic, and forgot about it sadly.

King Ji stretched out his hand to wipe the old tears in his eyes, and continued to tremble his lips and said: "At that time, she was also scared and stupid, and she was at a loss, she came to beg me and let me elope with her, otherwise, the child in her belly would not be saved." ”

At that time, the emperor knew that she already had King Ji's flesh and blood in her belly.

However, he didn't care about anything, as long as the woman, everything else could be ignored.

"How cowardly I was at that time, she begged me hard, but I never made up my mind, I lived under the protection of the imperial brother for more than 20 years, nothing, all the brocade clothes and jade food are because of the name of King Ji, I am afraid that once I leave this name, I will have nothing, elope with her, and will be hunted down, when the time comes, neither of us will have a good end!"