I crouched in the corner of the rooftop, surrounded by a lot of noise. It didn't take long for Xu Shaohan to squeeze through the crowd, shouting my name as he ran towards me.

"Words!"

Seeing Xu Shaohan, I stood up and strode into his arms, and he hugged me and said, "Hey, don't rub your snot on me." ”

I buried my face in his chest, tugged at his clothes tightly, and sobbed softly in his arms.

The late autumn wind was cool and slightly cold, and when the street lights were on, there were only two people left on the rooftop, Xu Shaohan and me.

We sat side by side on the ground, silent for a long time, before Xu Shaohan spoke: "Tell me, what's wrong?" ”

"I killed a girl."

Xu Shaohan smiled and said, "There are still few girls you killed." ”

"This time is different. She was suicidal. I was the one who caused her to kill herself. ”

Xu Shaohan didn't ask again, just patted me on the shoulder and said, "Okay, the matter has passed." Since you live in this world, you should live according to the principles of this world. No one has convicted you, and you don't want to go down a dead end. ”

I glanced sideways at him and said, "I just don't understand why a few words can make a person lose the idea of living, why people are so indifferent to a girl's death." Our school forum mentions this and praises me for doing a good job. Zhang Hengye had known that she was dead, but he had never regretted it. Now I'd rather my classmates misunderstand me and hate me as they did before, rather than have them change their opinion of me because of these things. When faced with the facts, they distort everything, and in the face of ghost hunting lies, they can look up to me. ”

"You can't look at Zhang Hengye from the perspective of ordinary people, his existence is close to God, and ordinary people are insignificant in his eyes. It's too cold on the rooftop, let's go home. ”

"Good ......"

When I got home, there were a lot of messages on my phone. Mr. Han, Sister Haoyue, He Mengyang, the three roommates, Zhang Hengye, and even Tang Yu all sent me messages, but there was no Xu Shaohan.

I know a lot of people, but the one who knows me best is Xu Shaohan. He knew I wouldn't take my life.

"Is it cold? Warm up with some hot water? ”

Xu Shaohan stood in front of my bedroom door with a glass of water, I lay on the bed and shook my head at him, and said, "It's not cold, I want to sleep, you can help me bring the door." ”

"Okay, then you can rest."

After Xu Shaohan left, I looked at the ceiling in a daze. As soon as you close your eyes, it is the scene in the video of Xuanxuan jumping off the building.

If I could turn back the clock, I would like to say sorry to her.

When it was dark, I was still staring at the same position in a daze. I don't know if my eyes are too tired, and there is always some dark blue light around. After rubbing my eyes a few times, it was still the same, I didn't dare to close my eyes, I was afraid of seeing the scene of blood bursting out of Xuanxuan's body when she fell to the ground.

"Words! Lu Yanxi! Open the door! ”

Xu Shaohan suddenly slammed my bedroom door frantically, and I wanted to speak, but I found that I couldn't make a sound, and my body couldn't move.

"Lu Yanxi!"

Xu Shaohan kicked the door open, helped me up from the bed, and said, "Yanxi, be good, it's okay, relax!" ”

What's wrong with me?

Feeling light and fluttering, is it because the yang life is over?

It didn't take long for Teacher Shen to suddenly appear, Xu Shaohan dragged my back with his palm, and said to Teacher Shen: "Teacher Shen, talk to her!" ”

Teacher Shen walked up to me, held my hand and said, "Yanxi, you don't have to answer my question, you just need to think about the answer in your heart." Yanxi, what color do you like? You...... What's your favorite food? Do you remember who your high school table mates were? When we first met, what was the name of that piano piece you played in the piano room? Also, and your grandmother, your grandmother's name is Yang Anruo, do you remember what songs she likes to sing? ……”

Teacher Shen kept asking these meaningless questions, and at first I could answer them silently in my heart, but it didn't take long for my consciousness to blur.

Teacher Shen picked up the mobile phone and didn't know who to call, Xu Shaohan took my hand and continued to ask instead of Teacher Shen: "Yanxi, do you remember what season you just joined the reincarnation camp?" How many seasons are there in a year? How many months? What is your bank card PIN? How do you say Apple in English? Watermelon! You only eat watermelon in summer, do you remember how to say watermelon in English? How much did you score in the college entrance examination? ……”

Later, I couldn't hear what Xu Shaohan was asking, and then Zhang Hengye also came, he was standing in front of me, chanting a spell in his mouth, and a charm between his fingers.

"Ah......h

I came to my senses and took a long breath, and I almost suffocated to death in that moment.

Xu Shaohan put me down, and the moment I lay down, I knew that I was soaked in sweat.

"Lu Yanxi, you can really do it!" Zhang Hengye scolded.

"I'm finally back, so I'll leave first if there's nothing to do." Teacher Shen glanced at me, and then said goodbye to Zhang Hengye and Xu Shaohan.

"Lu Yanxi, tell me about you! What do you have in your head every day! You are God! Even if you're a human now, you're a reincarnated person! Do you feel uncomfortable if you don't look for something for a day? Do you know that something is going to happen to you, how many of us are unlucky with you? ”

Zhang Hengye crossed his waist with one hand and pointed at me with the other to scold, I swallowed and spit, and said to Xu Shaohan: "Brother Shaohan, help me get a glass of water." ”

"Okay."

After Xu Shaohan left, I sat up and asked, "What do you mean?" Will you be out of luck if something happens to me? ”

Zhang Hengye patted his head and said, "Hey, I won't tell you, you can do it yourself." ”

His figure disappeared into the room, and after a while, Xu Shaohan walked in with a water glass.

Taking a sip of water, I asked, "What happened to me just now?" ”

"You...... You almost reborn. Xu Shaohan replied.

Hearing about rebirth, the glass of water in my hand slipped out of my hand. Spilled a bed of water.

Xu Shaohan went to the bathroom to get a towel, and said while helping me wipe the water stains: "No matter who it is, an eternal or a reincarnated person, rebirth is not allowed. If you are truly reborn, you will become a reincarnated reborn. At that time, you will become the target of the reincarnation camp and the eternal life gate, and this world will no longer tolerate you. ”

"I ...... Reincarnated Reborn ......"

I clutched the quilt tightly, and Xu Shaohan continued: "Presumably, your obsession with rebirth is the girl who committed suicide." Guilt strengthens your obsession and even makes you want to go back in time. Shen Congyin and I kept asking you questions in order to divert your attention, fortunately Zhang Hengye arrived in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable...... Yanxi, you are a reincarnated person, if you care too much about something, it is likely to lead you to the point of no return, learn to let go, you have experienced a lot of things over the years, it is time to grow up. ”