His cold hand slowly reached for my scar, caressed the scar and said, "I can help you remove this thing." ”

"No, just let it stay here."

I put my phone next to my pillow, and he whispered in my ear, "Lu Yanxi, you are hating me, are you?" ”

"Don't dare." I replied lightly, as if I was angry with him.

"Don't you dare? What else would you not dare? Jiang Fuchuan said coldly.

I didn't speak, and kept avoiding his harsh gaze.

That's how I hope we can have an ordinary encounter between us, and I hope that I can become a god. Because then there is not such a big gap between us.

He picked me up and laid me on the bed, and I unconsciously turned my head to the side.

Jiang Fuchuan looked down at me and said, "I'm asking you once, are you sure you want to keep this scar?" ”

"I'm sure." I replied.

What if the scar disappears? That doesn't mean I haven't had the wound, so why erase it if it's been experienced?

Perhaps the purpose of the scar is to make the injured person remember clearly what happened to him/herself.

"Emperor, will you dislike me?" I no longer avoided his gaze, and looked up into his star-black eyes.

His eyes were lowered, and he asked rhetorically, "What do you dislike about?" ”

"I hate that I have an ugly scar on my body. Will it? I asked.

"No, it won't."

He leaned down and kissed me on the forehead, and I closed my eyes and stood motionless, like a lamb to the slaughter.

"Emperor, if I give birth to a god fetus, can you set me free?" I spoke suddenly, humbly asking.

I don't know what's wrong with me, and I'm desperate to get out of this identity.

Perhaps, in the dark, my heart just wants to see that Jiang Fuchuan can let go of his identity and dignity to keep me.

Jiang Fuchuan stopped, sneered, and said, "Okay." ”

I opened my eyes and tears flowed down my face.

He was still impatient, even if I couldn't handle it.

Perhaps, he is waiting for me to beg for mercy.

Finally, I didn't hold back and whispered: "Emperor......"

"What's wrong?" Jiang Fuchuan asked.

"Nothing ......"

I swallowed back the words I pleaded for, and raised my hand to wipe my tears.

His eyes were cloudy, he looked at me and asked, "Are you sure it's nothing?" ”

"Sure......" I said through gritted teeth.

Later, I tried to resist, even though I knew it was useless......

"Don't move!" Jiang Fuchuan said sharply.

I sobbed softly, and he was visibly angry.

"What are you crying about?" Jiang Fuchuan asked.

"I hate you......" I replied.

I covered my face with my hands, and he was stunned, then got up and let me go.

I took the opportunity to disengage, shaking my shoulders and whimpering softly.

Jiang Fuchuan suddenly grabbed my arm and asked, "Lu Yanxi, you said you hate me?" ”

The moment I raised my eyes, I saw the anger in his eyes, as if he was dissatisfied, as if he was confused.

I didn't answer, I wanted to nod but didn't, so I sat quietly.

He slowly let go of his hand and turned his back, and in a trance, I saw several shocking blood marks under his back, which was hidden by his long hair.

My heart tightened instantly, and I asked, "Emperor...... What's wrong with your back? ”

"Nothing." He replied coldly, as if he didn't want to discuss it with me at all.

After being silent for a long time, he turned his head to me and said, "Lu Yanxi, how many times have you counted?" ”

"......No," I replied, shaking my head.

"Well, then there are eighty-one more times, and I will come every night from tomorrow, no matter how busy you are, you will have to wait for me in this room in the early hours of the morning, and if I don't see you when I get here, I will do it at my own peril."

His back was still so majestic, with a hint of depression in his majesty, and at the moment when he said this, I suddenly felt that we were so far away, as if we could never make friends.

The person in front of him looks like a stranger.

The next day, I went to class for a day in a languid state, and all I could think about was Jiang Fuchuan. I only remembered two words of what the teacher said in class, and that was the word "after class".

I'm glad that the teacher didn't ask me to answer the question today, otherwise I would have made a fool of myself in public and been ridiculed by my classmates.

When I got home, I ate something and sat on my bed and turned on my phone again and again to check the time, not thinking about anything else or playing games.

At night, Jiang Fuchuan came as promised, with a chill.

"You're here......" I said.

"Hmm......" Jiang Fuchuan replied lightly, and then sat down beside me.

"Are you busy today?" I asked casually.

"Not busy." Jiang Fuchuan replied.

I had a good chat with him, and he still didn't have much patience today, and I was mentally prepared.

"Ebukawa ......"

I would call him by his name once in a while, because it was so special to me. I don't regret having feelings for him, but if I could do it all over again, if I could take charge of my life, I wouldn't want to know him again.

I stretched out my arm to hold him, and I don't know how long it took, as time went on, my consciousness was gradually overwhelmed, and my mind gradually went blank.

……

Finally, I leaned on his shoulder and asked the same question as last night.

"Emperor, what's wrong with your back?"

He didn't answer me, the room was unusually quiet in the dark, and my feelings were very complicated.

Not long after lying down, Jiang Fuchuan sat up, and I knew that he was leaving......

But at that moment, I actually hoped that he would stay.

I don't know how I could have thought that way.

"Wait for me tomorrow at the same hour."

Leaving these words, Jiang Fuchuan's figure disappeared instantly, as if there was no trace of reluctance, and my tears moistened my eyes, and my heart was very sour.

Obviously, I hate him, I hate him for acquiescing to the eternal life gate to use me and the child as bait, and I hate that he didn't come to save me when I was lying on the operating table in despair.

But freedom is what I proposed......

The next day was the weekend, and when I woke up, I dialed Zhang Hengye's phone.

"What does the Empress Niangniang command?"

Zhang Hengye heard the sound of a mechanical keyboard on the other end, thinking that he should be playing a game.

"We'll meet, I have something I want to ask you face-to-face."

"Okay, let's make an appointment."

Zhang Hengye happily agreed, I thought about it and said, "Come to my house." ”

"What hour?" Zhang Hengye asked.

"Well, at noon, I'll treat you to dinner."

"Oh, it's so rare, you invited me to dinner?"

"Don't talk nonsense, I'll wait for you, you must come."

I was stunned for a moment, then took a shower and changed my clothes.

As noon approached, I ordered takeout on my mobile phone, and carefully put it on a plate, which looked good.

It didn't take long for Zhang Hengye to come.