Chapter 139: I Want to Be Like You, Too

I sighed helplessly, Jiang Fuchuan was already dressed, and I ......

I hurriedly picked up a bath towel to wrap my body, and Jiang Fuchuan smiled: "I'm still shy after going through so many times." ”

"I ...... Hey, I'm going to lose weight. ”

Jiang Fuchuan said in a deep voice: "Don't reduce." ”

"But I'm fat...... "I'm a little aggrieved."

"Isn't it good to be fat? I used to be panicked when I held you, but now it's much better. ”

I looked up at him, and he pulled me over, kissed me on the forehead, and said, "I'm leaving." See you tonight. ”

"Hmm."

After Jiang Fuchuan left, I took a shower and prepared to go out, and when I opened the door, I smelled a smell of alcohol.

Xu Shaohan was sitting on the sofa, I ignored him and picked up the cup on the coffee table, turned around and went to the water dispenser to pick up a glass of water.

"Words ......"

Xu Shaohan's voice was a little hoarse, it should be a hangover, I asked coldly, "What's wrong?" ”

"Come here."

"I'm not going to go, I have something to say."

Xu Shaohan stood up and walked in front of me, as if he was going to whip me.

I put down the glass and took a step back and asked, "You, what do you want to do?" ”

The moment he stretched out his hand, I hurriedly blocked my head with my arm, and he pulled my arm off my head and squeezed my wrist tightly.

I tried to break free, and he said, "Lu Yanxi, why did you give me back the hairpin I gave you?" ”

I snorted coldly, he didn't even tell me about such a big thing as an engagement, and now he accused me of giving him a bear hairpin as an engagement gift?

"Say! Why? ”

Xu Shaohan was a little excited, and I shook my arm hard but hit the wall hard.

"Hiss......"

Seeing this, Xu Shaohan pulled my hand that was thrown against the wall, and I pushed him and scolded: "Don't touch me!" ”

"Does it hurt?" Xu Shaohan asked.

"It doesn't matter to you whether it hurts or not!"

With that, I turned around and walked to the door, and Xu Shaohan grabbed my arm again.

I turned my head angrily and said, "Hey! I told you not to touch me! ”

Xu Shao laughed coldly, let go of his hand and said, "Is it your turn to say this to me now?" It's really a good reincarnation in heaven. ”

"What do you mean?" I asked.

Ever since I knew that Xu Shaohan had all the memories of his past life, I was very concerned about everything he said, and it was possible that he said the same thing to me in his previous life.

What is the relationship between us?

"It's nothing, it's okay if you don't remember, it's okay if you don't remember......"

Xu Shaohan walked to his room in frustration, I strode forward to stop him, and shouted: "Xu Shaohan, can you make it clear!" ”

"You've given me back what I gave you, what else do I have to say?"

I said angrily: "Xu Shaohan, are you mistaken!" Why do you say that about me? Yes, I gave you back that hairpin as your engagement gift, but what about you? What did you do to me? You didn't even tell me about something as big as an engagement! What do you do with me? Did I do something wrong or did I feel sorry for you? Now I'm going to ask you, why didn't you tell me when you were engaged? What am I in your eyes? ”

Xu Shaohan was stunned for a few seconds and said, "You, are you sad?" ”

I stubbornly don't overdo it: "No, I'm just cold!" ”

"Yan Xi...... I'm sorry, I didn't plan to get engaged to her in the first place, I was just joking, so there's no need to inform you, I thought you knew. ”

I squinted at him and said, "I don't care if you're playing on the spot!" ”

Xu Shaohan leaned against the wall in silence, and I continued to ask, "What did you mean by that sentence just now?" ”

"Which word?" Xu Shaohan asked rhetorically.

"Don't pretend to be here with me! You just said that the way of heaven is good for reincarnation, what do you mean? What do I not remember? ”

Xu Shaohan stood up straight and looked at me, his eyes were like a clear pool, as if there were tears in his eyes.

"Lu Yanxi, do you really care about your past life? Do you really care if you have awakened memories of your past life? ”

"I ......"

I didn't know how to answer for a while, because I couldn't figure out what was going on in my heart, sometimes I cared, sometimes I didn't.

"It's good that the memory has not awakened, and I also hope that I can be like you, a reincarnation without the memory of my past life. Most of the memories of past lives are painful, so painful that they are obsessed, and they are so painful that they cannot be forgotten in this life...... You also know that reincarnated people are very obsessed, so ...... So I don't want you to remember your past life, so that at least you can live well without the interference of memory. But...... But my heart aches and I struggles. ”

After Xu Shaohan finished speaking, he pushed me away and returned to the room, leaving me standing alone in place.

Yes, maybe not having awakened memories is a kind of happiness for reincarnated.

Xu Shaohan...... What did he go through in his previous life?

In the past, I always felt that Xu Shaohan was carefree, living in a wealthy family, and having whatever he wanted. But now it seems that his inner world is not as simple as I imagined, and he is not willing to reveal it to me.

The air was filled with the smell of alcohol, and I walked to the window to open it, and the street downstairs was as noisy as ever.

When I arrived at school, it was already half past eight, and I was faced with the problem of deducting credits for being late.

After standing in front of the classroom door for a while, I was about to knock on the door and shout a report when someone tapped me on the shoulder.

"Lu Yanxi, long time no see."

When I looked back, it turned out to be Tang Yu.

"Senior Tang Yu, you are ......"

I looked him up and down, and he had changed a lot.

Tang Yu is usually a person who pays great attention to his appearance, but now he is really sloppy and haggard, his hair covers his ears, and his beard should not have been shaved for a while.

"Makes you laugh."

Tang Yu was a little embarrassed, and I said, "It's okay, what's wrong with you?" How did it come to this? ”

Although I asked so, I already had the answer in my heart, which was nothing more than the unforgettable relationship between Tang Yu and Duan Qing that shared weal and woe had come to an end.

The last time I saw Duan Qing, he was in a relationship with a girl, and he thought that his sexual orientation was normal, and he had become a reborn who had not experienced death.

"I ...... I'm out of love......" Tang Yu said.

I looked at him with a look of pity and was surprised, "What? How so? ”

"He, he changed suddenly."

I sighed and persuaded: "Senior, everyone has their own ambitions, since you have both broken up, why should you be obsessed with self-suffering?" Look away, maybe there will be better options waiting for you. ”

Although Tang Yu's sexual orientation is abnormal, I will not belittle him because of this, there are many gay lovers in this world, and it is not difficult to find them.

"I ...... I don't think I'll be in love again. I chose to wait for him, for him to change his mind. ”

Although I admire Tang Yu's determination, there is no room for recovery in all this, Duan Qing has already mastered his own life, what he has experienced is unknown to others, since he has been reborn, then he should not look back.