Chapter 211: Instinct from the previous life
"Why don't you know what I want to do? I finally sensed the existence of the Divine Fetus, and of course I had to destroy it! ”
Jiang Qi's starry eyes exuded anger, but Zhang Hengye was not afraid at all.
"Oh, I really don't know how your brain grows, you still want to live when you move the fetus? Jiang Qi, do you think that if you move the Divine Fetus, the pattern of this world will change? It's useless. Zhang Hengye said.
"Zhang Hengye, hurry up and see what's wrong with Yanxi!" Xu Shaohan hugged me and shouted.
"Don't worry, she just fell under Jiang Qi's curse, and she can't die." Zhang Hengye glanced back at me and continued: "Shan Xingshen, your identity has been exposed, you should know what to do next. ”
"You don't need to say it, I understand."
Xu Shaohan picked me up, my heart was mixed, and I didn't know how to face him.
"Yanxi, I'll take you down first."
Xu Shaohan carried me downstairs, and at this moment, a thunderbolt suddenly condensed in Jiang Qi's hand, and the thunder light came straight towards the two of us, and the speed was very fast.
Zhang Hengye appeared in an instant and blocked in front of us, and the thunder light hit him directly, but he was unscathed.
I saw him ruffle his hair and say, "You haven't made much progress in this thunder method." With me, you don't want to move this god fetus at all, if you know each other, get out of here! ”
"Okay, Zhang Hengye, I'll see how long you can protect her!"
Jiang Qi jumped directly from the upstairs after saying that, Xu Shaohan sighed and continued to carry me down.
"Yanxi, I may not be able to accompany you in the future, you have to take care of yourself." Xu Shao said coldly.
I didn't understand why he said that, and I couldn't ask, but my heart was so flustered that tears welled up in my eyes.
Xu Shaohan just told me today that he would protect me, and he would support me no matter what decision I made, but in a blink of an eye, he changed his statement......
He carried me step by step downstairs, passed the elevator door and did not stop, I wanted to speak, I wanted to ask him why he said that, but I didn't say a word, just looked at his face and kept crying.
"Yanxi, I once told you that it is actually a very happy thing to have no memory of your past life." Xu Shao said coldly.
He remembers his past life, remembers Mo Yi, does it make him miserable to have these memories?
"I thought I could spend this life with you, even if we can't love and know each other as before, even if I can only silently watch you love others, watch you cry sadly for others, but I still think this is enough."
By this time, my arms had regained a little sense, and I raised my weak hand and pushed his chest, but he just carried me downstairs, walking unhurriedly, not arrogant or impatient.
"You said that you are not Mo Yanxi, you are Lu Yanxi, but I have always loved Lu Yanxi as much as I love Mo Yi. The moment I first saw you in this life, I wanted to rush up and hug you and tell you that we finally met again, but I couldn't do that. I know that you don't love me, you love the emperor, because you are Lu Yanxi. ”
"Brother Shaohan......"
I opened my mouth with difficulty, but Xu Shaohan interrupted me and said, "I'm sorry, I couldn't do what I promised you." You know, I'm standing right in front of you, but you don't know me, and I'm really uncomfortable...... I can only endure endlessly...... But it's okay, I don't have to put up with it anymore from today......"
"Brother Shaohan......"
I just stared at him, without blinking.
I could clearly see a tear coming out of his eyes.
Later, I learned that those tears were mixed with all his sadness over the years and all his unwillingness at this moment.
It was also later that I understood why I was so uncomfortable at his engagement scene and wedding ceremony, this feeling was instinctive.
Born from the instinct of the previous life.
"Brother Shaohan, what do you want to do, why do you say such things...... Don't say it, I'm so uncomfortable......"
Most of my consciousness has recovered, but Xu Shaohan still hasn't let go, he may just want to hold me.
He smiled and said, "Okay, since my family is uncomfortable, then I won't say it." ”
"Let me go, I'll be able to go on my own." I choked up.
"No, I want to hug you, this could be the last time."
With that, I pushed him away with all my might, and rolled down the stairs myself.
"Words!"
Xu Shaohan hugged my waist, and after I stood firm, I pushed him away again, he looked at me blankly, and said, "Yanxi, do you dislike me so much?" ”
"Smack-"
I raised my arm and slapped him, and although my strength did not return, the sound was still very crisp in the empty hallway.
"What do you want to do?" I asked with tears in my back.
"I, I ......"
I pushed him against the wall and said angrily, "Xu Shaohan! What do you want? Where do you want to go? Why say something like that! I won't allow you to leave me, do you hear me? You said you wanted to stay with me, you promised! I didn't get married until you got married, but this doesn't affect the love between us, you and I have known each other for so many years, is it because of these that we have to completely cut off the relationship? ”
"Yanxi, you misunderstood, it's not because of marriage."
"What's the reason for that? What do you say!! ”
"I ......"
I shouted hoarsely, but Xu Shaohan didn't give an answer in the end.
My tears kept falling, and I raised my hand and slapped him again in the face of his silence.
"You shouldn't lie to me, why are you hiding it from me, you should have told me that you were Shan Xingshen! Mo Yifan is right, everyone around me is lying to me...... Xu Shaohan, I don't care what happens, and I don't care who you are! I only know that your name is Xu Shaohan, and you are my Lu Yanxi's partner in the reincarnation camp, my friend, and my relative! I won't allow you to do anything that will make me sad for the rest of my life! ”
Xu Shaohan walked up to me and wiped my tears, and said, "I'll only do it once to make you sad, forgive me, okay?" ”
I shook my head desperately and said, "No, I don't, I won't forgive you...... Brother Shaohan, who else can I rely on besides you? ”
Xu Shaohan, you said this, you said: Besides me, who else can you rely on? But you're leaving, what should I do......
Xu Shaohan touched my head and said, "Your life will definitely be wonderful, Yanxi, don't be afraid that no one will remember your existence, even if I disappear and disappear, I will remember you." ”
"Why? Why do you want to disappear and disappear? Tell me...... I'm in so much pain, I'm dying of pain...... Brother Shaohan, don't go, don't say such things, I beg you...... Even if you don't answer my phone call in seconds, you don't live with me, just let me know you're somewhere, maybe we can see each other once in a while, once a month, once a year, three years, five years, ten years...... It's good to see me once......"