I smiled, maybe it was because she was shy that her clothes were worn so quickly.

After putting on my shoes and jackets, I went out with Wen Xiren.

After leaving the room, Wen Xiren asked, "Where are we going to eat?" What does Senpai like to eat? ”

"Just eat whatever you want." I replied.

Outside the hotel gate, the first thing that catches your eye is a white expanse, with snowflakes flying in the air and dancing under the whip of the north wind.

I reached out and caught a snowflake, and the snowflake quickly turned into a drop of water, and if I hadn't caught it and let it fall to the ground, it might have survived a little longer.

"It's snowing...... Senior sister, it's so cold, why don't we go and eat hot pot! Wen Xiren said beside me.

I glanced at her and replied without thinking, "Okay, let's go eat hot pot!" But...... It's not even ten o'clock, is the hot pot restaurant open? ”

"It should be opened, go and see it, let's go."

Wen Xiren naturally took my hand, this is the first time a girl took the initiative to hold my hand, and I felt a little warm, so I didn't refuse.

"I know a super delicious hot pot restaurant, let's go there today." Wen Xiren took my hand and said.

"Is that far away? Do you want to take a taxi. ”

"Not far, just ahead."

It didn't take long for us to walk to the door of the hot pot restaurant, and I realized that this hot pot restaurant was the one Xu Shaohan had brought me to.

"Senior sister, why are you stunned? Let's go! ”

Wen Xiren took my hand and walked towards the hot pot restaurant, and I hesitated and walked in.

When eating, I always think of Xu Shaohan. So I sent a message to Zhang Hengye, asking him where Xu Shaohan's soul was, but he didn't reply to me.

"Senior sister, what do you think of the taste of this hot pot restaurant?" Wen Xiren asked.

I nodded, restrained my desire to cry, and replied lightly, "It's good, I like it very much." ”

Wen Xiren smiled happily and said, "From then on, I will often bring my senior sister to this hot pot restaurant for dinner." ”

I looked up at him and asked, "Why do you take me to dinner so often?" Are you going to be my friend? None of my classmates at school wanted to be friends with me. ”

Wen Xiren said affirmatively: "Of course, I especially want to be friends with my senior sister, and after going through these things, I found out that my senior sister has always been misunderstood." You should be very miserable to go through these things alone, I will accompany you in the future, no matter what others say about you, I will refute it. ”

I was very relieved to hear her say this, and finally a classmate could understand me.

I poured myself a beer, poured her a glass, and said solemnly: "No need to refute, I'm used to it, and promise me not to tell anyone about yesterday, and don't defend me." ”

"Why, I can understand that Senior Sister is reluctant to let others know your true identity, so why can't you defend those rumors, they will only get worse if you are like this."

"It's their business what they do, and I'm just going to be myself. Senior sister, promise me. ”

My attitude was very serious, Wen Xiren nodded, and said, "Okay, I promise you." ”

I smiled, then raised my glass and said, "Okay, after this glass of wine, you must do what you promised me." ”

"Don't worry."

After drinking the glass of wine, my mind has always been the figure of Xu Shaohan.

A few glasses of wine kept going down, and my head was a little dizzy, and I always felt that I had a stomach full of grievances and wanted to talk to someone, so I mentioned Xu Shaohan to her.

"Senior sister, you asked me if I had a boyfriend at that time, and I'll tell you now, I don't know if I have a boyfriend. Actually......"

Wen Xiren listened carefully, she gave me a look, and motioned for me to continue.

I took another glass of wine and said slowly, "I don't have a boyfriend, and I didn't know who I was in my past life. Then a man suddenly appeared and told me that he was my husband and that I was his wife. Everyone around me knows what I went through in my past life, only I don't. Ever since I knew my reincarnation status, I have known a man who has always been by my side, has given me a lot of support and encouragement, and has always been silently helping me behind my back. Now he's dead......"

Wen Xiren gasped, his expression was full of regret, and I asked with a smile, "Isn't this story very bloody." ”

"It's not...... I just didn't think you'd go through this, so what about later? Wen Xiren asked.

Still smiling, I looked up at the ceiling, trying not to let my tears fall, and said, "Later, I later learned that although I married that person in my previous life, I always loved him in my previous life. He said to me, "Do you know how sad I am standing in front of you, but you don't know me......"

Wen Xiren interrupted me and said, "Then who do you like?" ”

My bitter smile continued, and I replied, "I don't know, I'm confused right now." My name in my previous life was Mo Yi. I always feel that I shouldn't be labeled as Mo Yanxi's future generation, I'm not Mo Yi, I'm Lu Yanxi, but I still can't get rid of my identity. All reincarnated beings in this world have their own memories of past lives, but I don't. ”

I don't know if it's because of the alcohol or because I feel Wen Xiren's sincerity, I have a lot to say, or I want to find an answer myself.

"Senior sister, do you feel any difference when you face the two of them?" Wen Xiren asked.

I looked at her and smiled, "Are you an emotional expert?" ”

Wen Xiren shook his head: "I'm not, but I want to understand you." ”

"That's good."

I poured myself another glass of wine, this beer is not very strong, usually I don't get drunk as much as I want, but today maybe it's not drunk and everyone is drunk, and the whole of me is depressed.

"I'm nervous when I'm in front of that person. Actually, I'm afraid of him...... Because of who he is, and how he makes me feel. He was always very domineering and wanted to possess everything from me, telling me that I was his woman. But when it comes to the other person who has been with me, I have never thought of anything else, she is my partner, my friend, my loved one. But...... But when I found out that he was the one I loved the most in my previous life, I was shocked. After his death, I really fell into one of the hardest stages of my life. ”

Wen Xiren stared at me without blinking, and I asked, "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”

She put down her chopsticks and drank a glass of wine, and said, "You know your own thoughts better than anyone else." ”