168. [168] Thank you for keeping him alive
Therefore, Guan Cancan had no way to understand the pain of Si Jianyu, but she knew that she would work hard to heal his pain and injury...... No matter how many years......
She read the fable in her hand and saw it, and it wasn't until a pair of hands wrapped around her waist from behind her back, and his breath enveloped her, that she suddenly came back to her senses.
"Why are you watching this early in the morning?" his voice came from her ear.
Guan Cancan turned around and looked up at Si Jianyu, "When, will you take me to your parents' cemetery?"
He shuddered and stared at her.
She continued, "I really want to thank your parents for giving birth to you, and ...... Your mom protected you in her last moments. ”
If it weren't for his mother's hug, maybe he wouldn't have survived, then she might not have met him, and she wouldn't have experienced so deeply, feeling sorry for someone, and loving someone.
His eyelashes fluttered slightly, and after slowly opening them, he whispered, "Okay, if you want to meet them, I'll take you there." They'll be happy for me, too, and glad I found you. ”
To Guan Cancan's surprise, on the weekend, he took her to the cemetery.
In the quiet cemetery, two tombstones are side by side, this is a joint tomb, and there is a picture of a man and a woman on the tombstone, she knows, it is his parents.
The man in the photo is elegant and elegant, with a temperament similar to that of Si Jianyu, but Si Jianyu has more of a charming and charming face, and this is from the smiling woman in the photo.
Guan Cancan had seen a photo of Si Jianyu's mother before, and he always felt that more of his genetics in his appearance came from his mother, from this woman who finally protected him with her life.
Guan Cancan bowed three times to the tombstone very seriously, and said to the tombstone, "Thank you, thank you, for giving Yu life and letting him live." I don't know what will happen in the future, but I can guarantee that I will definitely try to give him happiness, and give your true beloved son, a lot of happiness, even the happiness that you have not had time to give, will be doubled to him. ”
And when Guan Cancan said these words, her hands were always interlocked with Si Jianyu's hands, and they were clenched very tightly.
There was a slightly cool temperature on his hands, and she knew that it was the temperature of his palms. And then the temperature is gradually getting warmer...... In the future, she will make this hand become warmer and warmer, and there will no longer be any coolness......
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Guan Cancan felt that she seemed to be more in love with Si Jianyu. It seems that as the understanding deepens, this love also becomes deeper and stronger.
Su Ai looked at Guan Cancan's newly revised tune, and commented with a sigh, "Just from your tune, you can see that you have been in love lately! What's the matter, Si Jianyu agreed to let you learn to drive?"
"Well, agreed. Guan Cancan said, what really deepened the sweet intensity in her music style was not because of learning to drive, but because she could feel that she was seeing Si Jianyu more and more clearly.
It was as if he was wrapped in a fog in her eyes, but now, she was slowly clearing the fog and seeing him little by little.
He has many facets, elegant, gentle, affectionate, gloomy, happy, sad...... And she wants to see more of him, whether it's good or bad, she wants to see it.
"Then what driving school are you going to enroll in?" asked Su Ai again.
"Yu said he would arrange it for me. Guan Cancan said that she also knew how many psychological obstacles he needed to overcome if he wanted to agree to her to learn to drive and personally arrange for her to learn to drive.
But he is taking this step, coming out of the shadows of the past little by little.
"If it's arranged by Si Jianyu, then it must be the top instructor to teach you how to drive. You're going to pass the exam, and it's probably going to be easy. Su Ai said with a smile.
"Hey, Sister Cancan, are you going to learn to drive?" Fang Ruolan heard Su Ai's words, and ran forward with an excited face, looking very interested.
"Hmm. Guan Cancan responded.
"That's good, I also want to learn to drive, Sister Cancan, where did you learn to drive? Why don't you go together?" Fang Ruolan said enthusiastically. It seems that he can't wait for the work to be over in a while, so he immediately went to the driving school with Guan Cancan to sign up.
"No, my boyfriend will arrange it for me. Guan Cancan refused lightly.
The smile on Fang Ruolan's face froze for a moment, and then she smiled as if she was fine, "Wow, Sister Cancan, your boyfriend is really considerate, envy the dead! Hey, I really want to learn to drive with Sister Cancan, I will feel like I have a good care, if I learn to drive alone, I feel a little flustered." ”
It's a pity that her remarks didn't get the response she wanted, and Su Ai was quite "kind" and said, "Xiao Lan, if you want to learn to drive, then go find Xiao Li, I heard some time ago that Xiao Li has plans to buy a car, he doesn't have a driver's license yet, he should take out his driver's license before buying a car." ”
Fang Ruolan was a little unhappy, but she couldn't say anything to refute, so she had to say, "I don't have the money to buy a car for the time being anyway, and it doesn't matter if I learn to drive at night." After speaking, he took the initiative to pick up the music score that Guan Cancan had placed on the table, and said enthusiastically, "Sister Cancan, this is the score you modified, can you sing it to me?"
"When I sing, it's just my interpretation, not yours, and you can't get a new score in the future, so let the composer sing it for you. Guan Cancan said.
Fang Ruolan said with some dissatisfaction, "I just want to help the studio get a better ranking in the finals, Sister Cancan, you have always achieved a good ranking before, and this song was written by you, how to sing it can better reflect the beauty of the song, Sister Cancan must know." ”
The implication is that if Guan Cancan doesn't sing, it is hiding his secrets.
Guan Cancan's eyes turned cold, "Each song, each singer has a different expression, and it will have a different charm, if every song is sung best by the composer, then simply all the composers are singers, what about singers who can't compose?"
As soon as she said this, Fang Ruolan's face suddenly turned red, "I...... I just really want to hear Sister Cancan sing it, and I want to use it as a reference, because ...... Because I have only joined the studio not long now, and now I have to participate in the auditions, time is tight, and I am afraid that I will not be able to interpret the song well, so I will say this, Sister Cancan, don't blame me!"
Fang Ruolan looked like she was eager to explain, and she said that she was completely thinking about the studio.
Brother Guan walked over, and after listening to it, he said to Guan Cancan, who wanted to calm things down, "Cancan, Xiaolan is also for this competition, you can sing it to her." ”
"Then you can't always let Cancan sing it!" Su Ai stood up and said, "Brother Guan, every time this song is modified, Cancan must sing it to Xiaolan again, this is the first time! I watched it from the side, I was sad, I had never heard of a composer before, I had to sing it to the singer over and over again." ”
Brother Guan estimated that he listened to it, and he also felt that it was a bit exaggerated, but they came to Fang Ruolan at the beginning because her voice was very similar to Guan Cancan's. Naturally, Fang Ruolan was deliberately imitating Guan Cancan's singing, and the rest of the studio didn't hear it, but everyone was optimistic, and even wished that Fang Ruolan would deliberately sing more like Guan Cancan.
"Cancan, you see that the finals will be held in two days, why don't you sing it again to Xiaolan, I promise, this is the last time. Brother Guan and Guan Cancan discussed.
For Brother Guan, Guan Cancan has a sense of gratitude in his heart, when the plagiarism incident broke out, Brother Guan stood by her side with Su Ai at the beginning, firmly believing that she did not plagiarize.
So for the sake of Brother Guan's face, Guan Cancan said, "Okay, I'll sing it one last time." ”
When the clear singing voice was floating in the studio again, Fang Ruolan listened carefully, and at the same time pressed the voice recorder button that had been in her pocket to record the singing.
She will definitely sing this song exactly the same, so that others can't tell who sang this song.
She will let Si Jianyu know how much her voice resembles Guan Cancan. If Si Jianyu likes Guan Cancan's singing, then she can do the same! Fang Ruolan said to herself in her heart, she wants to seize the opportunity and change her destiny!
No one knew that in the next two days, as long as Fang Ruolan went home, she would take out the recorder, listen to the tunes sung by Guan Cancan in the recorder repeatedly, and then learn carefully, not letting go of any detail.
And in the finals of the selection competition, when Su Ai listened to Fang Ruolan's singing on stage, the uneasiness in her heart became more obvious.
"Cancan, don't you think, that...... Does Fang Ruolan sing too much like you?" Su Ai couldn't help but say, this kind of resemblance is not only the resemblance of the voice, but also the resemblance of the singing style and the resemblance of the interpretation of the song.
Although Su Ai had long known that Fang Ruolan was deliberately imitating her friend's singing, she still couldn't help but be surprised when she really heard it completely.
"Well, it's quite like. Guan Cancan said, when she heard this singing, she almost thought that she was singing on stage.
Fang Ruolan...... Is it really just for the tryouts to imitate her singing so hard, or is there some other purpose?
But on the other hand, Guan Cancan felt a little pity. She had listened to the recordings of some of the songs that Fang Ruolan had sung before, and although there were many deficiencies in her skills, she still had her own spirituality and her own understanding and interpretation of the songs.