"Something happened to be borne by the holder of the Emperor's Order, what are you afraid of, I just want to know the answer now!" I said.

Bai Wuchang hesitated for a moment and said, "Okay...... The son of God will not travel to the world to absorb evil thoughts like Jiang Qi, this is the plan of the underworld, preparing to open a magic circle in the world, and the magic circle will continue to release the divine power of purification to replace Jiang Qi's role, so that the evil thoughts in the world will gradually decrease, and there will be fewer and fewer obsessed people. ”

"So, what does the underworld want to do with my child?" I asked.

"Do...... The spiritual source of the magic circle ......" Bai Wuchang replied.

My mind was breaking down, my brain was blank, and my breathing was getting rapid.

"The function of the magic circle is to channel and seal, how can it release the power of purification?" Teacher Shen asked.

"It is precisely because of this that the Son of God is needed to be the heart of the formation and become the spiritual source of the magic circle." Bai Wuchang explained.

Teacher Shen thought for a moment and said, "It seems that this magic circle is equivalent to an altar. Only the purest power in this world has the power to purify, and the newborn son of the god is the most suitable choice. ”

I didn't speak, Teacher Shen looked at the black and white impermanence kneeling on the ground, and said, "There's nothing wrong here, you can go, I will take care of the emperor here." ”

"Yes, yes......" Black and White Impermanence quickly stood up and hurried away.

I clutched my lower abdomen in a daze, tears falling unconsciously, wetting my pajamas.

Teacher Shen took a chair and sat down in front of me, his eyes full of pity.

"Yanxi, the child will have it again." Teacher Shen persuaded.

I slowly raised my head and asked, "Teacher, does it hurt to be a spiritual source?" ”

Teacher Shen's brows furrowed, and he said, "No." ”

"So, is there only enough for him to stay there for the rest of his life? What if one day he runs out of power? ”

"Divine power is renewable, and there is no day when it is exhausted."

"Really? That way, it seems to be even more miserable......"

Now I know why Jiang Fuchuan wants children so much and is so anxious to have children.

It turned out to be because of this.

Jiang Qi became more and more violent day by day, and the distracting thoughts and resentments of the people of the world became heavier and heavier, so the God Realm had planned all this a long time ago.

Comparing hearts to hearts, Jiang Qi is also a pitiful person.

But I don't understand, in that case, why did Jiang Fuchuan bother to name his child?

Jiang Yi'an.

How is Yi'an?

How easy? How?

It is clearly a lifetime of work and a lifetime of dedication.

is clearly reduced to a puppet and used by the world.

Thinking of Jiang Fuchuan's words, I couldn't help but sneer. I remember saying at the time that he hoped this child would not be in the priesthood like him.

But the fate of the so-called son of God is so miserable.

Is all this just to lie to me? Or rather, this is his wish, but this wish is so slim, so slim that there is no chance.

"If I recover that part of Mo Yi's memory, will my divine power be able to come back?" I asked.

"It stands to reason that it can't, but you now have demonic power, it's not completely impossible, although there is no direct divine power in that part of the memory, but at least with those memories you can convert demonic power into divine power." Teacher Shen replied.

"That's ......"

"What do you want to do?" Teacher Shen asked.

"I wondered if I could be this spiritual source." I replied.

Teacher Shen suddenly grabbed my wrist and said, "No! ”

"Why?" I asked, looking up.

"You...... More than half of your soul belongs to Mo Yi, and the emperor will definitely not agree. Moreover, you have almost become a reborn, and you have some obsession in your body, so your power is not pure enough to have a purifying effect. Teacher Shen said.

"But...... I don't want to...... Whether the power is pure or not is related to the purity of the soul, if the emperor washes away the memories in my soul, and then let Yi Ruijie wash away my obsession, then I can! I said.

Teacher Shen let go of his hand and turned his head sideways, and said, "How can your abilities be comparable to those of the Son of God?" ”

"Can't you? So what can I do......"

I was desperate.

This despair is mixed with five parts sadness, three parts disappointment, one part anger, and one part helplessness.

"Yanxi, you are an eternal now, you can have as many children as you want, without this one, there will be the next one." Teacher Shen said to me.

I shook my head and asked with a wry smile, "Teacher, you don't have any children, do you?" ”

Teacher Shen didn't reply, and I continued, "Yes, what if you have children? You men, you don't understand the idea of being a mother at all. ”

Teacher Shen continued to be silent.

"Teacher, you know the devil and mother god. She had 500 children, and every day she went to catch other people's children and feed them to her own children, but one day the Buddha stole one of her children, and she was heartbroken and painful to go to the Buddha to cry, and under the persuasion of the Buddha, she changed her evil and became a Buddha. This is the case for a person with 500 children who loses a child, especially when I only have this one now. Later...... There will be in the future, will it? Hehe......"

If Jiang Fuchuan really used this child to practice the spiritual source of the array, how could I be willing to give birth to a second one with him, and then treat it as the first child, what happened to him at all?

But then again, maybe Jiang Fuchuan just wants a magic circle spirit source, and when this kid's task is completed, maybe he won't want to pay attention to me anymore.

What am I?

"Teacher, I'm tired, I want to sleep."

Teacher Shen looked at me worriedly and said, "Are you sure you really want to sleep?" ”

"I'm sure."

"Okay, then I'll go out first, something will call me."

Teacher Shen stood up, walked to the door and added, "Yanxi, let it be." You can't change anything by suffering so much. ”

"Got it."

After Mr. Shen left, I lay down on the bed. I knew he might feel sorry for me, but he couldn't empathize with me.

Even the father of the child does not understand, let alone him?

I smiled, it wasn't just me who was suffering, but the kid as well.

I didn't sleep all night, and the next day I got up as usual to wash, and Mr. Shen had already made breakfast.

"Yanxi, I know you have eaten the breakfast made by Xu Shaohan and Zhang Hengye, so let's try what I made today." Teacher Shen said.

I kept smiling, nodded and said, "Okay." ”

When I got to the table, I kept putting food in my mouth, but I didn't taste it.

I don't know how to eat, I guess that's where I'm now.

"Yanxi, is it delicious?" Teacher Shen asked.

I nodded and smiled and replied, "Delicious." ”

"Eat more if it's delicious, and tell me in advance what you want to eat at noon."

"Well, I want to eat crayfish."

"Okay, then I'll go to the fresh food supermarket and buy it later."