"Then can the emperor tell me what it means to care about the world?" I asked.

Jiang Fuchuan didn't answer, and I continued: "My understanding of the world is slightly different from yours. ”

"What's the difference?" Jiang Fuchuan spoke at this time.

"As the emperor, it is right to care about the world. But the unborn child in my womb is also a part of the world, and it is also the part of my heart. If I were to be the spiritual source of that circle, I would do it, because this is my responsibility as an emperor, but this is not my child's responsibility. Jiang Fuchuan, you said that our child's name is Jiang Yi'an, easy, peaceful. But if you put such a thing on him, how can he be at ease? ”

Jiang Fuchuan turned his head sideways and stopped looking at me, and there was no reply.

I sneered, "In that case, why bother to choose a name for this child?" ”

"My child, as long as he is born, should have a name and a surname regardless of life or death." Jiang Fuchuan replied.

Hearing this, my laughter was even louder.

"What are you laughing at?" Jiang Fuchuan was a little dissatisfied.

"Nothing, nothing? Are I still allowed to laugh? Ha ha...... I haven't eaten breakfast yet, so I won't chat with the emperor yet. ”

With that, I stood up.

Jiang Fuchuan stopped me and said, "Yanxi, there will be another child." ”

He said the same thing to Mr. Shen, but after this matter, I don't want to have another child with him.

I hurriedly waved my hand and said in a nonchalant tone: "No, no, the concubine is not worthy." ”

"Lu Yanxi!" Jiang Fuchuan seemed a little impatient.

"Emperor, I don't want to have any more children with you." I said righteously.

Jiang Fuchuan grabbed my arm and said coldly, "I can't help you." ”

"Hmph...... Big deal, you kill me and let the next reincarnation give you another child. Still, she shouldn't be much better. The Emperor can use the first child as a spiritual source, and maybe he will use the second child, the third and the fourth to do something else. I said.

Jiang Fuchuan's hand gradually increased in strength, and I didn't cry out in pain, because no matter how painful it was, it couldn't hurt my reluctance to this child.

"Lu Yanxi ......"

In the end, Jiang Fuchuan still let go.

"Emperor, I'm tired, let me go after giving birth to this child, I don't want to have another one." I said.

"Do you want to reconcile?" Jiang Fuchuan asked.

I shook my head and said, "No, I don't want to." I love you, how can I be willing to leave you......"

My tears began to fall.

"Yanxi, I promise you, the next child, I will not use him to do anything again." Ebucheon Road.

"But I don't want to...... Don't want to ......"

I cried, and Jiang Fuchuan took me in his arms.

His arms were still cold, but it wasn't just his arms that made me feel cold at this moment.

He reached out and stroked my lower abdomen, and said, "This child will never be a spiritual source for nothing, I will make him more valuable." ”

Hearing this, I pushed him away and said, "Whatever you want, I'm hungry and want to eat." ”

After I said this, I left the room directly, and Jiang Fuchuan didn't stop me.

He Mengyang and the others were no longer there, and when they arrived at the restaurant, Mr. Shen was waiting at the dining table, and when he saw me come out, he stood up and asked, "The emperor is gone?" ”

"I don't know, whatever, let's eat."

I picked up the dishes and chopsticks and began to enjoy the dishes carefully cooked by Mr. Shen, and big tears fell into the bowl.

"What did the emperor say? Have you ever interceded with him? Teacher Shen asked uneasily.

"Nope." I replied.

Teacher Shen sighed, I glanced at him, and said, "Teacher, you know that it's useless for me to intercede. Jiang Fuchuan told me that I am the emperor and queen, and I want to care about the world. ”

Teacher Shen was silent for a while, and said helplessly: "Let's eat." ”

Instead of going back to my room to rest as usual, I went to the living room and watched TV on the sofa.

I don't know if Jiang Fuchuan left or not, but in order not to see him again, I lay on the sofa until the night.

I was a little sleepy after dinner, so I went back to my room. Jiang Fuchuan is not here, and I don't want him to be there, but he is really not there, and I am a little disappointed.

At night, I received a text message from Zhang Hengye, who advised me to look away, as well as the words that Teacher Shen and Jiang Fuchuan had said, "The child will have it again." ”

The child will have it again, but I don't want to.

The next child is still a god fetus, so it will still be remembered, maybe he will take over some position and be used for a lifetime.

If it is really like what Jiang Fuchuan said, he will not do anything with the second child, then compared to the next child, the one in his belly is even more pitiful.

If it were me, I would also ask, why use me as a spiritual source?

"Lu Yanxi, are you asleep?" Zhang Hengye's second message was sent.

"Nope."

My text message was just successfully sent, and Zhang Hengye came and stood in front of the bed.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

Zhang Hengye replied: "Come and see you, see if you are heartbroken." ”

I didn't shy away from answering directly, "Yes." ”

"Well, that's good. Lu Yanxi, this matter can't be changed at all, all you can do is accept reality. It's useless to be sad blindly, and it's even less worth hurting your body. Zhang Hengye said.

"You've come to enlighten me? Thank you. I said.

"It's enough to make the next child happier." Zhang Hengye replied.

"Isn't that unfair to this child?" I spoke my heart.

Zhang Hengye said: "How can there be any fairness in this world? ”

"Yes, there is no real fairness in this world, but fairness is relative." I said.

"Don't you want to have another child? But this can at least make up for the regrets in your heart. Zhang Hengye said.

"No, I can't make up for the regret in my heart, if I really have another child as if nothing happened, then I will feel guilty for the rest of my life." I said.

Zhang Hengye was silent for a long time, it seemed that it was because he really didn't know how to continue to persuade me. But I was very touched that he could come and persuade me.

"Don't worry too much about me, I'm not going to give up on myself, I still have something to do. Thank you for coming to accompany me, although I still can't see through it, but I feel your concern for me, Brother Hengye. ”

Zhang Hengye's cheeks were slightly red, and he said, "Don't keep calling me brother, you are thousands of years younger than me." Besides, I don't care about you, I'm afraid that you won't be able to think about it for a while, and then the jade will be burned. ”

I chuckled and said, "I'm not that kind of person. ”

Zhang Hengye sat down next to my bed and said, "Lu Yanxi, don't hate the emperor. ”

"Do you want to say that he can't bear it anymore and can't help himself?"