Zhang Hengye exhaled a long breath, his facial expression was a little jerky, only to see him smile shallowly, and said, "Emperor, I don't know how to ......"

I interrupted him: "Don't know how to get along with me? ”

"yes, yes." Zhang Hengye nodded and said.

"Doesn't you seem sure by that? Do you not know how to get along with me? I asked again.

Zhang Hengye's tone was firmer, and he said, "Yes." ”

I smiled, looked at him and said, "Master, I didn't seem to have had much contact with you in my previous life, why did I recover my memory, and your attitude suddenly changed so much?" ”

Zhang Hengye said: "That's because you don't think you have too deep contact with me, but I know a lot about everything about you." ”

"Tell me about it." I leaned back on the sofa with great interest, waiting for Zhang Hengye's next words.

Zhang Hengye was silent for a moment, and then said: "Actually, there is nothing to say, these things have passed after all, but with my friendship with Lu Yanxi, the emperor and queen mother, there is something I want to confess to you." ”

"If this matter is related to Shan Xing Shen, then there is no need to confess, because there are all the memories of Shan Xing Shen, and I have not awakened." I said.

Zhang Hengye slowly turned his head sideways to look at me, and I continued, "How does Master know that my memory has recovered? ”

"The little morning light when Shen Yan dies is the light of memory." Zhang Hengye replied.

"Oh...... I see, it seems that black and white impermanence also knows, those two guys...... Gee...... Master, the memories of Shan Xingshen are all sealed in the memory red lotus in the Forgotten Terrace, I haven't awakened, but I can also roughly guess what you want to confess to me, investigate everything about Shan Xingshen, grasp Shan Xingshen's whereabouts, and even kill Shan Xingshen's person with your own hands, it's you. I said.

Zhang Hengye's body shook slightly, and said, "You...... You already knew? ”

"Yes, I already knew that Xu Shaohan mentioned it in his diary. But I also know that you are doing what you are told, and it is the emperor who made you do this. I said.

Zhang Hengye seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and his body gradually relaxed, no longer so stiff, and no longer so restrained.

Zhang Hengye lit a cigarette and said slowly: "There is one more thing, it is about ...... I ...... with Lu Yanxi"

"Master." I called out to him and interrupted what he was about to say.

"Master...... I know, you want to say that you like Lu Yanxi, right? I said with a smile, as if I didn't care.

"Hmm." Zhang Hengye responded.

"Master has known me for a long time, so Master doesn't have any thoughts about me, but Master likes Lu Yanxi, who has a broken memory. Master, I'm Mo Yi now, but I still hope that you can get along with me as a simple me with no memory of my past life, that is, Lu Yanxi, of course, I don't mean to let you continue to like me, do you understand? You know that we will never be possible, not to mention that I have become Mo Yi now, and I am no longer just the person you like. ”

I said a long time, Zhang Hengye didn't react, he was still smoking silently, I found that his hands were trembling slightly, but his breathing was unusually smooth.

After being silent for a long time, Zhang Hengye extinguished his cigarette and lit another one, he took a sharp breath, then nodded, and said, "I understand what you mean." ”

Then he stood up and walked to the window, looked at the bustling night scene of Kyoto outside the window, and sighed.

His back was thin and lonely. I was also quite moved, and I didn't know what to do when I saw him like this.

I stood up and walked behind him, trying to pat him on the shoulder and persuade him, but I didn't think how to speak.

In this way, the two of them stood silently for a while, and I finally reached out to pat him on the shoulder, before my hand touched Zhang Hengye's shoulder, Zhang Hengye suddenly sighed and said: "The emperor's Mo is still back after all, this Mo is still the most perfect Mo in his ideal." Can...... But my Lu Yanxi is getting farther and farther away, where did she go? ”

Hearing this, I was stunned for a long time, my hand hung in the air, and finally I took it back.

"Lu Yanxi has never been yours, and it's a good thing for you that she's gone." I said.

Zhang Hengye's shoulders trembled slightly, he nodded, I grabbed his arm and dragged him over to face me, I wanted to talk to him well, but I bumped into his tearful face.

"Zhang Hengye ......"

My heart seemed to stop beating at that moment, but I didn't expect the memory to recover, which made Zhang Hengye disturb his mind again, this time...... My heartache seemed to be even stronger.

"So...... Have you never given up on loving Lu Yanxi in the past? I asked.

Zhang Hengye couldn't hold back a whimper and nodded, and my tears couldn't help but fall.

"Where is Lu Yanxi good? She's not worth it at all! "I was a little out of control.

Zhang Hengye wiped the tears on his face, turned around, and said lightly: "Whether she is worth it or not, only I know." ”

"Zhang Hengye! Do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to be like this! Do you know that you disturb my heart again and again! Can you please stop doing this...... I'm begging you......"

I slowly crouched down and cried silently.

Zhang Hengye turned around, squatted down beside me, and patted me on the back.

"Empress Niangniang, don't be like this, you are not really a complete Lu Yanxi, you are Mo Yi." Zhang Hengye said.

I looked up and nudged him, and he sat down on the floor, looking at me with a complicated expression.

"So what, I got my memory back, so I'm not Lu Yanxi? Everything Lu Yanxi has experienced is what I have personally experienced! Lu Yanxi's heart is the same as mine! What is the difference between Lu Yanxi's feelings and feelings in me...... It doesn't make a difference at all...... I regained my memory, and I endured everything that Mo still had endured, but I couldn't lose the pain that Lu Yanxi experienced, I still ......"

Zhang Hengye got up, wiped away the tears that were about to fall from the corners of my eyes, and wiped the tears on my face, his hands were scented with tobacco, and his eyes were full of tears.

"Yan Xi...... Don't cry......"

"Master......"

"Master will still treat you as before, Master is here, and he will not go anywhere. Also, Master will fulfill your wish and stop loving you, is that okay? ”

Zhang Hengye's tears fell, and I wanted to throw myself into his arms, but I finally held back.

"Good...... Retractor ......"

I stretched out the little thumb of my right hand, Zhang Hengye smiled helplessly, hooked with me, and made an agreement.