Chapter 473: Whoever dies first loses
Her hand was on the back of the wheelchair, and her tone was dull and cold: "I'll help you up." ΡΡΡ.(vii) (ix) x.S.ΡΠΎΠΌ The update is so fast. 79 Novels"
She lowered her head and didn't look at Shen Cexian's eyes, but it was Shen Cexian who kept staring at her.
"If you don't want me to push you up, I can leave." Zhou Ran said.
She raised her eyes slightly, and there was no sparkle in her eyes, as if she was talking to an unrelated man.
Shen Cexian suddenly raised his hand and landed his wide palm on the back of her hand.
"Zhou Ran ......" he called her name, and there was endless sadness in his eyes.
The years are long, and the clothes are thin. The twilight is dyed, and the wind is cold.
Time flies, like a white horse passing through a gap......
Although it was summer, Shen Cexian's hands were cold, and when his hand was on the back of her hand, Zhou Ran trembled slightly.
She moved her eyelids and tried to look up, but in the end, she still didn't look at him.
"Here comes the elevator." She said lightly.
Zhou Ran pushed him to the elevator entrance, and as soon as the elevator came, she pushed the wheelchair up.
There are not many people in the 'private' hospital, and at this point, there are even fewer people.
There were only Zhou Ran and Shen Cexian in the elevator.
As soon as the elevator 'door' closed, Zhou Ran went to press the floor, and it happened that Shen Ce also raised his hand.
The fingers of the two were 'intertwined', and Zhou Ran retracted his hand first as if he had been electrocuted. It was Shen Cexian, and his eyes were stunned.
He pressed down on the floor, and the elevator slowly went up.
It was quiet in the elevator, and neither of them spoke.
Shen Cexian's ward was on the sixth floor, and he arrived soon.
He thought that as soon as he got upstairs, Zhou Ran would walk away. But instead of leaving, she pushed him into the ward.
"Ah Ran."
Shen Cexian finally spoke up and called her.
It had been a long time since he had called her name like that......
His hoarse voice echoed in the empty hallway, sounding particularly lonely and muffled.
Zhou Ran walked behind him, and the hand that grabbed the wheelchair gradually clenched.
There was still no expression on her face, and she didn't speak.
Ah Ran ...... He hadn't called her like that in years.
I remember that when I was still in college, Xu Mengxi liked to call her Ah Ran the most. Slowly, after getting acquainted with Shen Ce, he would also call her Ah Ran.
Later, never later.
Memories are like 'spring' rain, endless, hitting my heart, but it hurts more than the hail.
Everything in the past, every time I think of it, is it a withered yellow, is it a 'spring' wind blowing, can be reborn......
A-ran, A-ran.
That year, the ginkgo biloba leaves fell, the autumn wind was clear, and the sky with white clouds was glowing with the low 'mystery' of the distant sublime light.
The sunset dyes the fallen leaves all over the place, and when the wind blows, these withered yellow fallen leaves float in the air, and they are dyed the same 'color' with the yellow sunset.
That year, he sat on a bench under the ginkgo tree and whispered "Ah Ran" to her passing by after class.
Clear eyes and a clear smile.
Zhou Ran's hands paused, and the wheelchair stopped.
It's just that there are too many things mixed up in time......
The years are as good as they were back then.
Shen Ce wanted to turn his head first, but in the end, he closed his eyes slightly and sighed lightly.
"Ah Ran, when you get divorced...... You said that whoever dies first loses. The corners of Shen Cexian's mouth raised a faint arc.
Zhou Ran's hand was grasping the wheelchair, and the tighter he gripped it, and his knuckles were whitening little by little......
Her eyes were slightly raised, as deep as the ocean, making it impossible to see the depth in them.
Her 'lips' were pursed, but her eyelashes were covered with a layer of 'mist' and 'mist' water.
"We've hated each other for the rest of our lives......" Shen Cexian's voice was very low and his speed of speech was also very slow, "In the end, I still have to go first......"
His voice echoed in the hallway for a long time, hovering in Zhou Ran's ears.
Zhou Ran has been silent, silent......
Shen Ce didn't get a response from Zhou Ran first, and smiled faintly: "Ah Ran, send me back to the ward......"
Zhou Ran's lips moved, and she spoke softly, as if she was saying something that had nothing to do with her: "Shen Cexian, your competitive spirit has always been so strong, and you have never refused to lose to me." β
She paused: "So...... You can't afford to lose. β
Shen Cexian's face was calm at first, but after hearing her words, a strange look finally appeared in his dark eyes......
"If you lose, even if I win in this life, are you willing?" Zhou Ran lowered his head, his voice low and hoarse.
If there is something in the throat, it is indescribably astringent. In that position in the heart, there was a knife-like pain, little by little, little by little, spreading......
Shen Ce didn't speak first, he leaned on the wheelchair and closed his eyes slightly.
He and Zhou Ran have really fought for a lifetime.
For a long time, for a long time, Zhou Ran didn't get an answer from Shen Cexian.
Slowly, her hand regained grip on the wheelchair and pushed him forward......
She walked slowly, and he wished she could walk slowly.
In this life, they have not been together for a long time, and many times, because of quarrels, they miss it.
From the beginning, they got married because of a business marriage.
In the past, the Zhou family was not known to be many times stronger than the Shen family, and it was more or less cost-effective for the Zhou family to marry the Shen family.
At that time, in order to get rid of her father's oppression, he vowed to make the company bigger and stronger.
At that time, he also wanted to put her ...... away
Thirteen years ago, he finally got his wish, and they divorced.
But why didn't he feel as relieved as he imagined......
Even after thirteen years, there is still no ......
Zhou Ran pushed him to the ward, no matter how slow he walked, there would be an end to it.
"Here we are." Zhou Ran said lightly.
Standing at the entrance of the 'door', she glanced at the 'door' sign.
Pushing open the 'door', sunlight shone in through the half-drawn curtains, filling the room with light.
The light in a room makes people trance.
Zhou Ran pushed Shen Ce in first and closed the 'door' casually.
Zhou Ran didn't say much, and after pushing him into the ward, he helped him stand up.
"Let's go, the window is shining." She said lightly.
As she approached him, he smelled all too familiar in her.
Like a quiet orchid, it lingers in the bottom of my heart for a long, long time......
Everything that is familiar is like quicksand in your hand, and gradually, it slips away from between your fingers.
The past has become the past after all......
The quicksand that slipped through the fingers was also gently dispersed with the wind......
When Zhou Ran lowered his head to help him, he raised his eyes and stared at her quietly.
She's still so good-looking, except for a few fine lines at the corners of her eyes.
She was still very young, as if she had been more than twenty years ago. As she approached him, he looked at her bright eyes and subconsciously raised his hand.
When his hand was halfway raised, Zhou Ran turned his head to look at him.
Shen Cexian's heart was stunned, and the hand that stayed in mid-air finally fell......
They are divorced and he is not qualified to touch her again.
Zhou Ran looked at him and forgot to come back to his senses for a while.
It was the first time since the divorce that she had seen him so closely, so closely.