Chapter 878: Her Final Regression
Xu Chaowan was still staring at the screen, concentrating on his concentration and holding his breath. ΡΡΡ.(vii) (ix) x.S.ΡΠΎΠΌ The update is so fast.
There is a suffocating boredom in the heart, and a breath is suffocated in the heart, blocking the heart.
The screen was pitch black at first, and after a gust of wind, a fire appeared on the screen!
The flames were so bright that half of the sky was burned red.
Xu Chaodui's face suddenly turned white, and he clicked a pause with his trembling right hand!
The screen was frozen, Xu Chaowan didn't dare to look at it, she quickly closed the page.
The computer screen returned to calm, but Xu Chaodui's heart was still beating violently. This video is still a restoration of what happened back then, and it is very 'realistic', so 'realistic' that it is exactly the same as the memory in her mind.
Her hands were still shaking uncontrollably, and she deleted the video as quickly as she deleted a text message! She didn't dare to look.
However, when the mouse moved to the audio position, she hesitated.
Does she want to delete this piece of evidence audio......
She didn't know that she had always been very conflicted in her heart, and she had fallen into this contradiction since she promised to be with Shen Chi five years later.
No one can understand her thoughts, and many times, she can't tell anyone what she thinks.
She likes Shen Chi, she loves him, but she doesn't love Zhou Ran.
However, Shen Chi is Zhou Ran's son.
Clear conscience? How can she have peace of mind...... Especially when all the memories were awakened, she couldn't feel at ease.
Her heart was beating violently, and she tried her best to suppress her feelings, and after the gravity blow that life had given her, she at least had the baby in her belly.
However, this child is Shen Chi's son, and he still has a great blood relationship with Zhou Ran.
Why did things develop like this, if she had learned this truth thirteen years ago, she would definitely not have loved Shen Chi.
Now, with love, can you go back?
She stroked her stomach and felt very uncomfortable.
She stared at the audio file on the computer screen for a long time, her mother's voice and smile and the fire in her mind.
This is evidence, if she wants, she can use this evidence to accuse Zhou Ran, and she can avenge her mother.
However, with Shen Chi on one side and Zhou Ran on the other, she couldn't find a balance at all.
She didn't know what to do, whether she would delete or keep the audio file......
The mouse hovered on the audio icon, and for a long, long time, she still couldn't make a choice.
It was only when the little maid downstairs came up and knocked on her 'door' that she came back to her senses.
"Four less 'milk' and 'milk', are you there? Lunch was all ready. β
"I see."
The sun was shining on the floor, and she turned her head to look out the window, the sky was blue, the time was beautiful, and everything was fine.
A bird flew past the window, drew a graceful arc, chirped, and flew into the distance.
This beautiful thing seems to be infectious, Xu Chaodui looked out the window, and his whole heart was 'covered' with a layer of sunshine......
At this moment, Xu Chaodui made a choice, and she left the audio file.
She will not accuse Zhou Ran, but leave this document, if Zhou Ran threatens her in the future, she can at least have the capital to protect herself.
What she hopes most is that everyone takes a step back and is well.
Xu Chaowan pulled out the USB flash drive and put it in the 'drawer', and the black 'colored' and inconspicuous USB flash drive lay quietly in the corner, she hoped that she would never open it again.
Thirteen years ago, she chose to take a step back, this was her last step back.
She walked to the window, and the weather was fine today, with clear skies and scorching sun.
When she opened the window, a fresh breeze with the scent of grass blew on her face, and although it was the end of autumn, everything was still fine.
The red and white hibiscus spits 'dew' delicate in the autumn sun, one by one, standing on the branches, when the wind blows, the wood hibiscus sways with the autumn wind, and the graceful posture. In the distance, there are clumps of trees on the mountain, most of which have withered and yellowed, but they are still standing 'upright', as if waiting for the next 'spring' season.
After standing at the window for a while, Xu Chaodu's heart slowly regained its calm.
She gently put her hand on the edge of the window, and she was looking at the Shen family, who had grown up since childhood.
When she came back five years later, she was very disgusted with the Shen family for a while and didn't want to live here.
But in the memory of the Shen family, after all, the sweetness is greater than the pain, and here is the most beautiful time for her and Shen Chi.
She held out her hand, and on the ring finger of her left hand was the diamond ring he had put on her with his own hand.
The five fingers are stretched out, and the clear ruby sparkles in the sun, this red 'color' is very beautiful, very pure, and the diamond is also bright and translucent.
She narrowed her eyes and just looked at the diamond ring in the sun.
She took a step back, but it was okay......
She hopes that this time will always be safe, and she can still wait for her original intention after enduring all the turbulent 'waves'.
Standing at the window, her heart slowly regained its calm, no longer aching as it had just been.
She is willing to bury this suffering thirteen years ago in her heart, and if she can, let her bear it alone.
She knew that her mother would never forgive her, but she was allowed to be 'selfish' for a while, she wanted to be with Shen Chi well, and she loved him.
"Mom, I'm sorry......" she muttered to herself.
She had no way to accuse Zhou Ran, let alone collect evidence, if she really had to do that, how could she and Shen Chi be as good as ever.
There was already a rift between them that needed time to be healed, and she didn't want a second one, so she took a step back.
It's just that I feel sorry for her mother in my heart, I'm really sorry.
Her head bowed at the thought of her mother's smile, her mother was kind to her, but she couldn't help her get revenge.
In this respect, she is 'selfish' and does not ask for her mother's forgiveness......
Her mother probably wouldn't forgive her......
A trace of sadness and amazement floated in Xu Chaodu's eyes, and when she thought of this, her heart would still be uncomfortable.
Probably because he didn't see Xu Chaodui go downstairs for a long time, the little maid came up and knocked on the 'door' again.
At this time, Xu Chaodui came back to his senses and walked back from the window.
opened the 'door', and the little maid was already waiting for her: "Four young 'milk' and 'milk', lunch is ready." β
"Let's go." Xu Chaodui closed the 'door'.
The little maid helped her up the stairs with her and went downstairs with her.
"I'm home alone, so I don't have to cook so much."
When she went downstairs, Xu Chaodui saw a table full of dishes, and she smiled.
"Si Shao specially advised, saying that even if you only eat one bite, you should cook a little more food, so that you can have balanced nutrition." Little maid.
"It's too 'wasteful', call Steward Ling over to eat together." Xu Chaodui said.
"Huh? Okay, I'll call the housekeeper. The little maid ran away happily.
When Shen Chi was not at home, Xu Chaowan asked Steward Ling to accompany her to dinner. At first, Steward Ling was reluctant, after all, there were different masters and servants, but Xu Chaowan didn't care about these, she was just a little afraid of being lonely and quiet.
She likes to be lively and prefers to be accompanied.
Fortunately, when Shen Chi was not at home, she still had a small bun in her stomach to accompany her.
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