Chapter 989: Mourning is greater than dying

At that time, she only had one feeling, no one wanted her anymore......

Afterward......

Xu Chaowan lowered his head and didn't think about it anymore, the past was over, and it had been so many years. Fastest update access: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ.

In the future, she will definitely be good to her child and save the best for him.

Thinking about it like this, she has some expectations again, and life seems to be full of hope.

"Okay, you wait for my news, and I'll find you a suitable child." Xiao Mo Dao.

"I'm relieved to have you doing things." Xu Chaodui said.

"It's too cold at night, don't catch a cold, I'll go first." Xiao Mo put on his gloves.

"Well, be careful when driving on the road, and be careful of fireworks." Xu Chaodui advised.

"Yes." Xiao Mo hooked his lips and smiled.

After saying that, he didn't look back and walked to his car not far away.

The ground was full of red firecracker shavings, and the air was filled with a strong smell of fire and medicine, and when the wind blew, it could be smelled everywhere. This taste has added many years to this Chinese New Year's Eve.

There are no more people walking on the road in the community, and almost every house is lit up, which is very lively.

When Xiao Mo walked to the car, he glanced back at Xu Chaodui.

Xu Chaodui was still standing in the aisle, watching him leave.

He opened the car door, waved at her, and shouted, "Go back." ”

After speaking, he got into the car, couldn't bear to look at her anymore, directly stepped on the clutch and the gas 'door', and drove the car out of the community.

The car disappeared in front of Xu Chaodu's eyes, but she still stood in place for a long time.

There is an indescribable feeling in my heart that tomorrow is the Lunar New Year.

Everything new always brings infinite hope and expectation, and she also hopes that the New Year will be a little happier.

In the past year, many times, she has not had a happy life......

She stood in the aisle, and at this time, the sound of firecrackers sounded one after another outside, and the air was filled with the smell of fireworks.

Xu Chaodui looked up and saw a cluster of fireworks 'flowers' blooming in the sky!

The corners of her 'lips' also bloomed with a sweet smile, and at this moment, she remembered the day before New Year's Day, when she nestled in Shen Chi's arms and watched the fireworks with him.

It's as if it was yesterday.

She left herself a 'very' sweet memory, maybe it will be very warm when I think about it later.

Standing downstairs and watching the fireworks for a while, she didn't feel the cold, she just thought it was beautiful.

It was five years later to come back and spend the first New Year in the country, alone.

At this time, she is very much looking forward to having a baby who will be with her in the future......

After Xiao Mo left the West Garden, he drove along the road from Jincheng to City C.

Through the window, he watched the sky full of fireworks. In his mind, Xu Chaodu's smiling face always lingered.

After a long time, he let out a long sigh.

The car kept moving forward, and just as he was driving a short distance, his cell phone rang.

It turned out that it was Xu Chaodui who called.

"Xiao Mo, I just forgot to tell you, Happy New Year." Xu Chaodui said.

Xiao Mo hooked the corners of his lips, and in an instant, a warm current slid through his heart, and even the cold night became warmer.

"Happy New Year." He curled the corners of his lips and replied.

After finishing speaking, Xu Chaodui hung up the phone.

When the car drove to the territory of City C, Xiao Mo glanced at the time, it was almost twelve o'clock.

City C is much more lively than Jincheng, and the electronic screens of many buildings are also playing New Year's pictures in turn. The lights are bright and the stars are shining!

There are a lot fewer people on the road, but it doesn't affect the bustling feeling of City C as a cosmopolitan city.

He drove past the Shen Group building, which also showed images of the New Year's prosperity and prayers for the coming year on the building's electronic screen.

Xiao Mo slowed down and drove past the front of the Shen Group building, he picked up his mobile phone and made a call to Steward Ling.

"Happy New Year, butler."

"Secretary Xiao, you too, Happy New Year." Steward Ling was a little surprised, she didn't expect Xiao Mo to call her.

"Is Mr. Shen in the Shen family?"

Steward Ling shook his head: "No, Si Shao drove away from the Shen family after waking up, I asked, but he didn't tell me." So, I don't know where Si Shao is now. ”

Steward Ling's tone was anxious and anxious, she didn't even go home today, and she stayed at the Shen family all the time.

She was afraid that Shen Chiwan would be sent back drunk in the middle of the night, and no one would take care of her.

"Thank you, butler, I see."

"If you know where Si Shao is, call me back."

"Okay."

Xiao Mo hung up the phone and drove the car home.

On the way, he made another call to Shen Chi, and sure enough, the phone you dialed was turned off, please dial again later.

Xiao Mo wasn't worried about Shen Chi, he knew that Shen Chi was measured.

He was not very distressed about Shen Chi, and Xu Chaowan also told him tonight: "Xiao Mo, do you know? When I was pregnant, several times, my heart hurt by his bad temper. The two most painful ones were one when I almost had a miscarriage and one before premature birth. ”

Xiao Mo knew both of these things.

The time when he almost miscarried, Shen Chi and Nie Chenglang also had a fight, as for the time before premature birth, although Shen Chi did not lose his temper at Xu Chaodui, his attitude was relatively light.

It was precisely because Xiao Mo knew all these things that he insisted on helping Xu Chaowan once.

You must know that Xu Chaodui really has no relatives except for Shen Chi.

And Shen Chi treated her like that, which made her very chilled. Therefore, when the only little guy who is related by blood is gone, she really has to be sad more than dead.

As for the future, whether the two of them can still be together, and how long Shen Chi can find Xu Chaodui in the future, it depends on the fate between them.

Perhaps, they will never be together.

When his car drove right at the door of his house, the hour hand pointed to twelve.

He sat in the car and watched the fireworks bloom one by one, and it was the time of its heyday.

He didn't bother to drive the car into the garage, but sat in the driver's seat, watching the fireworks bloom from full bloom to fade away, and then from fade to fill the sky.

At the same time, on the shore of City C, a lonely and desolate figure sat on a rock.

Behind him is the sea, and in front of him is the boundless earth.

At twelve o'clock in the morning, he turned his head and looked at the endless fireworks in front of him.

Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple, exactly the same as the fireworks he saw on the sofa with her in his arms the day before New Year's Day.

It's just that the fireworks are still there, and there is no one in his arms.

The winter breeze is very strong, blowing from the surface of the sea, bringing out a salty smell and a whimpering roar.

The sea crashes against the shore and rocks, slapping and crashing, leaving a lasting echo in the sky.

The winter wind was too cold, and it cut Shen Chi's face like a knife, lifting the corners of his coat and blowing his scarf.

The seaside was dark, there was no light, only distant places, clouds of fireworks, blooming in the air.

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