Originally, this 100,000 chronicles should have been written after the completion of this volume, but since it has already passed 300,000 words, there are just some words to say, so I will release it first. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

To tell the truth, I am very satisfied with the state of my life recently, but I am not very satisfied with the state of writing, and looking back, the recently posted chapters have embarked on the road of no return to the "title party", which makes me really despise myself.

The reason why the state of life is satisfactory is mainly because everything is back on the right path, steady and down-to-earth. I am very satisfied with my work, there are no complicated interpersonal relationships, I don't have to bear too much pressure, I just do my job honestly, although sometimes I am a little busy, but after all, it is the writing work I like, not to mention that the food in the canteen is really good.

This week is a bit busy, mainly at work, resulting in several extra nights of work in a row, maybe next week or next week will continue to add, but the year is only busy this time, so although it is not happy, but hope is always ahead. And in the midst of exhaustion, I continued to adhere to the rhythm of code words, and from time to time I was stimulated by some people's renewal tickets, which caused my writing state to be too satisfying.

In the past, although I was serious about writing, I didn't care much about the grades, and I was a complete novice in the online literature industry in terms of the study of grades, so I was not too superintendent, but I fished for three days and dried the net for two days, until "The Years of the Country".

Except for the intermediate-pneumonia interval of 2 days, I have been trying to keep myself updated...... As you know, it's not easy to keep up to date without saving manuscripts, and I'm grateful to my friends at the beginning - no one blames me for being too slow to update, and I always find a little reason to be lazy in my guilt.

Then again, I'm a writer and a reader. When I was in the hospital with pneumonia before, I mainly relied on the night to live, and I read more than 2 million words in less than a week, so I am now chasing the update of the night every day. Today, I happened to see the latest leave instructions, and I suddenly felt inspirational from it inexplicably. Admittedly, I can't be compared with the great gods, this is too arrogant, but I don't care about the grades, after all, I still hope that I will have the day when I become a god, but my urgency for this goal is not enough for me to give up the road of Wenqing, so this is destined for me to take this road more bumpy and tortuous.

If it is a disease, I am not willing to treat it, and even if it is so sick that it is Arabic numerals and English letters, I am not willing to treat it.

I can't do it as hard as a cat and don't sleep for more than 30 hours to think about the plot, but I do want to write something different. If I'm not literate, then Puqing's online articles have routines, but the routines produced are all replaceable, although I was not qualified to study business in college, but I still understand the simplest truth.

I don't want to be the first, but I want to be the only.

Although this sentence was copied from somewhere else, I liked it.

What do I want my own book to look like? Again, I want everyone I create to be unique, and what he says is what he says, and he doesn't put it on a second person. What he does, the people he loves, and his choices are all his, and once a person writes about it, even I, the author, can't be swayed in the slightest.

Speaking of these 300,000 words, I basically didn't create a female character I liked too much, but I had some small ideas about several male characters, but the difference from before was that in the face of these male protagonists, I couldn't even say who I liked the most.

A few days ago, I went to Yongqi to do my hair, and the young man who said that he did the hairstyle really couldn't speak, so when he blew his hair, he said bluntly: "You have a lot of gray hair." "Then I was shocked.

I've always felt that my gray hair is only concentrated on the top of my head, and occasionally there are one or two, and when I see it pulled out, it will be gone, and I never thought that I would be associated with the words "there are so many gray hairs". Then I was very calm looking for gray hair in front of the mirror, and I was able to pull out more than a dozen of them myself in just half an hour, which was shocking. My husband's expression was complicated when he watched from the sidelines, and it happened that the two of us were going to watch the movie "To Youth" that afternoon, and I felt deeply ironic...... Because I have always said that I married the person I fell in love with in college, from acquaintance to companionship, we have not left for more than ten years, and our youth has not passed.

When my husband saw me throw away the twelfth gray hair, he said: "Or don't write a novel, you're using your brain too much." ”

I started joking with him, and it wasn't until he repeated it later that I felt I should take a stand.

So I replied with one word: "No." ”

The years will always pass, and one day I will have gray hair, but the old age that has left nothing and the old age that can leave anything, of course I have to choose the latter. Even if it makes my hair gray faster.

Well, at the end of the day, I found that the meaning was a bit scattered. In addition to repeating that I am a woman and not a eunuch, I am determined to continue to go further and further on the road of Wenqing. So I hope you will recognize my story and my words.

You have to believe that this author is really writing with "rope life", hehe.

This note will be continued.