500. [500] His agreement with her
Su Ai looked at Mu Ang's eyes a little dazed, and then nodded vigorously, "Well, because it's your business, I want to know." "Yes, if you love someone, you will want to know that person's qiē.
He pursed his lips, and the breeze blew on his face, ruffling his hair, and making his eyes darker, and for a while, "'This child will be stumbled by bad fate, and will be lonely all his life, and he will not be loved for the rest of his life. This was the order given for me at that time. ”
Su Ai was stunned, a 3-year-old child was criticized for such a fate, so when he was in college, no matter how many girls confessed to him, he refused, and the reason for refusal was always the same, "You won't be the one I fell in love with." ”
But then he met Cancan, which made him have the urge to love someone again, but the final result was like a confirmation of the success of these lives.
It was only now that Su Ai realized that she was afraid that Mu Ang hoped that she could love him in that rainy night, not only because of the loss of Cancan's blow, but also because of the relationship between these lives.
"This is not allowed at all!" Su Ai took a deep breath and smiled at Mu Ang, "I have never believed in these fortune tellers, what will happen to fate is in my own hands, if a fortune can determine a person's life, then there is no so-called variability of fate." Besides, aren't we dating now? You love me, I love you, you don't have loneliness, you will get the love you want!"
Her tone was serious, and her eyes were full of determination, as if she wanted to break the shackles of this life for him.
He looked at her fixedly, this woman would always be with him, no matter whether he was lonely, painful, lost, or sad...... will always be with him.
"Well, you're right. Mu Ang smiled relieved and hugged her, "You love me, and I love you, I won't be lonely all my life." ”
In the quiet temple, in the smoke of incense, in the side eyes of the monks in the temple, she and he hugged each other like this.
If here, for him in the past, the meaning was to set a frame for his life, so that he couldn't break free, then now, she is here, breaking this box for him, allowing him to break free, and giving him a different understanding of the future.
Even his mood was much more relaxed, and the haze that had been weighing heavily on his heart was constantly dissipating, and finally he saw the blue sky and white clouds.
After coming out of the monastery and getting into the car, Mu Ang said to Su Ai, "Come home with me in a while." ”
"Is it the Mu family's mansion?" asked Su Ai.
"Hmm. He nodded.
Su Ai actually had a trace of fear in her heart towards the Mu family's mansion, that cold and cold mansion was obviously exquisite and gorgeous, but it seemed to freeze all people's feelings, without a kind of family warmth.
And before, Muang would not take him back to the house, usually they would be in the hotel room or villa.
"Good. She nodded, fearful, but it was his home, and she still wanted to know.
The car drove to the door of Mu's house, and at this moment, the door was already clean, not like the last time she came, there were many reporters around the door. Su Ai followed Mu Ang into the gate, there were not many servants in the Mu family, and along the way, some servants could often be seen respectfully bending down and shouting Young Master Mu Ang.
This is a very different place from her home.
"By the way, what about your father?" she asked.
"I'm still with my mother. He replied.
Su Ai paused for a moment, "Hasn't your mother been cremated yet?"
"No, and my father didn't plan to cremate my mother's body, he used a special way to preserve my mother's body, and now I spend almost most of the day with my mother. Muang replied.
Su Ai was stunned, it can be said that Mu Tianqi's behavior has exceeded her general cognition. She never doubted how much Mu Tianqi loved Lu Xiaoxiao, from those news, from some of the words Mu Ang said, she could know that Mu Tianqi's love for Lu Xiaoxiao was almost in love with her bones.
But this love is twisted at the same time.
At least, ordinary people, I'm afraid that no matter how much they love someone, they won't use this way to keep the other person's body.
"Your father really loves your mother, but if this continues, he will become more and more unable to get out of the reality of your mother's death, and if he keeps himself trapped in this relationship, then it will be ...... too pitiful."
The last few words, Su Ai did not speak. She is not qualified to judge Mu Tianqi's love for Lu Xiaoxiao, and when she says the word pitiful from her mouth, she always feels a little ridiculous.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it so presumptuously. She met his gaze and said with a snort.
He shook his head, "It's just that no one can persuade my father unless he wants to come out of it himself." And the father, who wants to be trapped inside, doesn't want to really face the fact of his mother's death. ”
Su Ai didn't say anything more, her mother died, and her father was like this, I'm afraid the saddest thing was Mu Ang herself, and at this time, all she could do was to love him well and be by his side.
She shook his hand tightly, and he was stunned for a moment, then smiled very shallowly, and led him to a room.
This room was the one she had stumbled into last time.
"Is this your room?" she asked.
"Yes. He replied.
Last time, she didn't look at it carefully, but now that she looked at it, she only felt that the room was big, but it felt empty, and she could rarely see any decorative items in the room except for the basic furniture.
"You rarely live here?" she asked, curiously.
"After I was 18 years old, I rarely went home, and I usually only came back when my mother wanted to hear me play the piano. Muang replied that it was not like home to him, but a cage that distorted time and space.
Muang walked to a drawer, took out a box from the drawer, and opened the box, revealing a pair of moonstone rings inside.
Under the light, the moonstone set in the ring exudes a soft glow. Su Ai looked at the pair of rings in a daze, and she could see that the rings, and the moonstone stud earrings they were wearing, looked like the same style, and more importantly, she remembered that she had seen this pair of rings in the night market before.
"You bought this?" asked in surprise.
"Hmm. He bowed slightly, "When I went to the night market, I saw this pair of rings at the stall where I bought earrings, so I bought them." ”
Su Ai can be said to be shocked at this moment, she didn't expect Mu Ang to go to the night market and buy this. It doesn't look like he's going to do anything.
Mu Ang picked up one of the female rings and said to Su Ai, "Would you like to wear it?"
She was stunned, the ring has a special meaning for any woman, and for a while, Su Ai looked at the ring in Mu Ang's hand, but she was stunned and didn't make any moves.
Even my mind went blank.
He was still holding the ring in front of her, waiting for her answer. It took a long time for her to come back to her senses, look at him and say, "Do you know the meaning of a man giving a woman's ring?"
"Yes. He said in a low voice, "Ai, I want to marry you, I want to have each other's children with you, and I want to live happily with you." ”
He will be different from his father and mother, he will love each other with the people he loves, and he will give his children enough love, instead of being like his parents, who can't ask for it, but in the end it will be a lifetime of pain.
"Would you like to?" he asked her.
Is it willing? She also kept asking herself in her heart, she loved him, there was no doubt about it, but there was still that unsolved problem between them-"Is the person you love the most in your heart me?" Su Ai asked Mu Ang, and when she asked this, her heart was beating uncontrollably, like the one who was being judged.
His expression tightened, and he wanted to speak, but her fingers were on his lips first, "Ang, you think about it first, and then give me the answer, I want to hear your true words." ”
His eyes drooped slightly, and his long eyelashes obscured the look in his eyes, making it impossible to see what he was thinking at the moment.
For a moment, time seemed to stand still, and even the air seemed to freeze.
Su Ai's heart suddenly felt empty, she knew that he hadn't found the answer to this question.
But she'd wait, until the day he found out.
Su Ai took a deep breath, reached out and took the ring in Mu Ang's hand, and smiled at him, "Then one day, when the person you love the most is me, I will wear this ring, and this will be our agreement." ”
"Promise?" he muttered.
"Yes, yes, I think one day, I'll be able to wear this ring, right?" she put the ring away with a warm smile on her face.
He looked at her smile in a trance, and only felt that such a smile he was willing to treasure for the rest of his life.
"Yes, one day, you'll wear it. Because he loves her so much, he knows that this love is getting deeper and deeper, and he is becoming more and more inseparable from her.
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Su Ai didn't know how long the two had been hugging, as if she could keep hugging like this, until the sound of the knock sounded, she suddenly came back to her senses.
Mu Ang went to open the door, and the servant said respectfully, "The master said that since Miss Su is here today, I want to have a light meal at home with Miss Su." ”