She finally made up her mind to leave him, and she tried to do so, but he was breaking all her efforts in such a simple and crude way.

When the kiss finally stopped, in the dim alley, only the sound of each other's heavy breathing could be heard.

There was still a hint of numbness in her lips, Ji Lianxin simply stopped all the struggles, since the struggle was useless at this moment, then it was better for her to save some strength.

Chu Xici's head was buried in Ji Lianxin's shoulder socket, as if he was sniffing the breath of her body, and as if he was reminiscing about the kiss just now.

After a while, his voice was only half a year old and a touch of hoarseness, and it sounded in her ears, "Don't get too close to that Yan Zhe, don't get along too pleasantly, I don't like it." ”

Ji Lianxin suddenly had an urge to laugh, looking up, she could see the night sky from the alley, the sky was very dark tonight, the moon was mostly covered by clouds, and the starlight was sparse.

"This kind of conversation is not suitable for us. Ji Lianxin replied, "Mr. Chu, whether you like it or not, it has nothing to do with me. ”

Perhaps before, his words were like holy decrees to her, and she would try to obey them, even if she was reluctant to do so.

And it was not so much a secretary who was executing the orders of the president, but a woman who was following the words of the man she loved so much.

But now, there's no need for that!

Chu Xici slowly straightened up, staring down at Ji Lianxin, his dark eyes revealing a cold and fierce color.

"Doesn't it have anything to do with you?" his voice, blending in the night breeze, seemed so cold.

Her heart couldn't help but tremble, but she still tried to answer in a calm voice, "Yes." ”

Her answer, as if to provoke him, pressed his lips down on her again, snatching everything from her lips and tongue, swallowing out all the sounds he didn't want to hear.

"Hmm......" Ji Lian dodged in embarrassment, but couldn't avoid his kiss.

His fingers were teasing her body, even though they were both dressed on each other's bodies, but her body was still very unassailable, because of his kiss, because of his touch, and trembling for a while.

Just when she felt that she was about to faint, he stopped kissing, and his thin lips left hers, and said in a cold tone, "Your body is not what your mouth says. ”

These words, like a basin of cold water, made her body, which was still hot just now, suddenly cool down.

The blood on her face faded little by little, Ji Lianxin pursed her lips, then raised her head and looked at Chu Xici, the corners of her lips even raised slightly, "Mr. Chu, are you doing this now just to prove this?"

He was slightly stunned, yes, whether she likes it or not, it never matters to him, and he doesn't care at all, but just now, he couldn't suppress the emotions that kept pouring out of his heart that couldn't tell whether it was anger or something else, he just wanted to prove that he and her were not unrelated.

"Why don't you like me getting too close to Yan Zhe, is it because of jealousy?" she asked again.

His thin lips pursed into a straight line, jealous...... Seeing Yan Zhe standing with her, the two of them talking happily, the dazzling and uncomfortable he felt was all because of jealousy?

Jealousy, what is jealousy?

But before he could speak, she continued, "I don't think it should be jealousy, after all, I'm not Dong Xiaoren, maybe she can break many of your conventions, but I'm not." ”

Dong Xiaoren...... Chu Xici's eyes flashed, and for a long time, this name gradually faded in his mind, and even these days, he didn't think much about it, but the three words that flashed the most in his mind were Ji Lianxin.

Ji Lianxin let out a long breath, her eyes fixed on the man in front of her, under the moonlight, he was full of cold and dark aura, but he was so beautiful that he could easily sink people.

If she's not so sober, maybe she can make a fool of herself.

However, even if it is a momentary self-deception, in the end, the result will only return to the way it was before, and the ending will not change in the slightest.

He is in charge of the entire fashion kingdom of M, and he is so high that one sentence can even decide the life of others.

Many people adored him and worshipped him, but she felt that sometimes, some of his behaviors were like a child who had not yet fully grown up.

It's like now......

"Western resignation. Ji Lianxin shouted this name softly, how long has it been, she hasn't called this name, and now she is shouting like this, just because she has some sincere words, she wants to say to him, "I'm not someone you will fall in love with, emotional things, you can't force it, I'm willing to gamble and lose, so I don't want to complain." You don't like to see me and Yan Zhe getting close, in fact, it's just like children treat their toys, sometimes, children don't like that toy in time, but they don't want to be played with. However, as long as there are new toys, then when the time comes, the old toys will not have any impact. “

Although it may seem a bit embarrassing to compare yourself to an old toy at this point, it is true.

After a pause, Ji Lianxin continued, "Of course, it is also possible that what you found is not a new toy, but a person that you will really fall in love with, and the other party will also fall in love with you." ”

And she is nothing, and in the end she is nothing more than forgotten.

Chu Xici sneered and said, "You think I'm treating you like a toy?"

Ji Lian said in her heart, "Otherwise, or do you want to say to me that you love me?"

He pursed his lips and said nothing, if he really has someone he loves, then that person should be Dong Xiaoren, but what is Ji Lianxin's mood?

"You don't love me, do you?" Ji Lianxin's mouth gently spit out this answer, "So don't approach me casually, and don't make this kind of misleading behavior at will, okay? I'm just an ordinary person, I will weigh the pros and cons, and I will be dizzy to do some impossible daydreams, your behavior will make me misunderstand that you care about me, and even fall in love with me." ”

"Isn't that good?" he asked rhetorically.

"If it's not true, then I'd rather not!" Yes, self-deception, in the end, it will only be more painful, even if the process sometimes seems to be wonderful, but the final outcome can't escape the word desolation, "Some people may think that the result is not important, the important thing is the process, but I am different, I am just a mortal, for me, the result is very important." ”

Chu Xici's eyes flashed, and Ji Lianxin felt that the force pressing her was loosening little by little, so she quickly moved her body, broke away from Chu Xici's embrace, and took a few steps back.

"Mr. Chu, I'll go first, I hope that next time, I will keep a certain distance, and it will be good for you and me. After Ji Lianxin said this, she raised her footsteps, crossed Chu Xici, and walked towards the alley.

Passing by, that's all.

Ji Lianxin's figure gradually disappeared at the mouth of the alley, and Chu Xi's long body was still standing in the dim alley, like a sculpture.

Outcome......

So what is the result she wants?

In the palm of his hand, the feeling of emptiness surged again. And he, disgusted with such feelings.

"Toys?" he muttered to himself, would he be so disgusted if he had just treated her as a toy, as if he wanted to hold on to something, but couldn't.

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Although she told herself that everything she should say had been made clear, and she should stop being sentimental and thinking about what she didn't have, it was undeniable that Chu Xici's two intense kisses still disturbed her heart that she had finally calmed down, and also made her completely insomnia all night.

"Sister Lianxin, what do you think of this business?" Yan Zhe's voice rang out suddenly, which also made Ji Lianxin suddenly come back to his senses.

"What?" she didn't react.

Looking at her appearance, he knew that she probably didn't listen to what he said just now, "Sister Lianxin, do you have something on your mind?" Yan Zhe asked with concern.

"Why do you ask?" she asked, not answering.

"You seem to be wandering a lot today, if you have something on your mind, you might as well say it, maybe I can help you solve it. Yan Zhe said.

She laughed, "It's not a big deal, what's more, even if I say it, you can't solve it." ”

He hurriedly said, "If it's for economic reasons, or if you want to run or something, if you open the back door, I can help ......."

It's just that before he finished speaking, he was already interrupted by Ji Lianxin, "Yan Zhe, thank you, but it's really not these things you said, for me, if it's just like this, then maybe it's easier to solve." ”

Yan Zhe asked, "What the hell is going on?"

"Don't ask, I got your heart, but there are some things that can be solved with the help of others, but after all, you need to solve it yourself. Ji Lian said in her heart.

Yan Zhe was silent for a moment, and then said with some hesitation, "Do you think I'm not very reliable and incapable, so you think I can't help you, I actually ......" He pursed his lips slightly, although he didn't want to use his family's power too much, originally here, as a small employee, he just wanted to prove his strength.

But now, the woman in front of him made him feel a strong desire to help her, as long as he could dissolve the shallow melancholy in her eyes, then even if he used the power he hated, even if it was to do what he disdained to bully, he was willing. <

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