114. . 【114】Whose fear?

The heart, aching again, was accompanied by a feeling of not being able to breathe. Every time he saw her tears, he would feel this way, but in the face of her tears, he would feel a sense of helplessness, and he didn't know how to make her stop her tears.

So, all he can do is......

He lowered his head and sucked her tears, not wanting her to cry like this, the more she cried, the choked sobs made him more and more irritable.

"Si Jianyu, you can ...... Is it okay not to have children?" Guan Cancan sobbed, her strength, her bravery, all turned into tears at this moment. In the final analysis, she is just a student in her early 20s, even if she has experienced the divorce of her parents, even if she is more precocious and sensible than ordinary peers, she still grew up under the careful care of her mother, and some problems are far from being able to face them strongly.

"What's so bad about giving birth to my child, if you think you have to love two people to get married and have children, then—" His voice paused, and his gaze fell on her tear-stained face, "Guan Cancan, since I can afford to give you love, then I can also afford to give you love." ”

Originally, he had never thought about any children, but when she was about to buy birth control pills, he suddenly felt that it would be good if he could have a child who fused her and his blood. However, it is only good, and it is not to the point where it has to be.

It's just that he doesn't like her refusal, and he doesn't like her saying that she doesn't want children, which makes him feel inexplicably uneasy.

But what this uneasiness actually meant, even he couldn't say.

She looked at him in a daze with tears in her eyes, and her ears heard his words, but she seemed to not understand. What is he talking about, will he give her love......? Do you want to love her not only to like her, but also to love her?

And what he did next surprised her even more.

He actually turned around and walked to the kitchen, poured a glass of warm water, and then took the contraceptive pill he had unpacked just now, and there were still a few pills in it that were intact, "Is it that as long as you take this medicine, you won't cry?"

She looked at him blankly, only to see him sit beside her, and put one of the pills to her lips.

She opened her lips and put the medicine in her mouth, and he fed her water to swallow it.

After taking the medicine, Guan Cancan still couldn't come back to his senses, didn't he obviously object to her taking the medicine? But why did he feed her himself just now?!

Her eyes were still wet, and her dark eyes, when she looked at people with water, were so unconsciously willing to give in to her. originally wanted to punish her, but in the end, the person who was punished seemed to have become him.

Si Miyu sighed, put the water cup on the coffee table, then stood up, bent down and picked up Guan Cancan, and walked into the bedroom.

Her feelings had gradually calmed down at this moment, pursed her lips, and still asked, "Why?" Why did she suddenly seem to change her mind, and why did she compromise, and why did she compromise.

He gently lowered her to the bed in the bedroom, his fingers caressing her red and swollen eyes, "Because I can't help it." "I can't bear to see her cry, I can't bear to see that she finally likes him, and she may shrink back again because of this.

Surprise flashed in her eyes.

He continued, "Cancan, I don't want to force you, if one day, you love me and I love you, then you will give birth to our child for me, okay?"

She pouted, this kind of words were almost like making some kind of agreement, but in the face of his gaze at the moment, she nodded like a ghost.

After a night of tossing, she was already very tired at the moment, and it didn't take long for her to fall asleep on the bed, but Si Jianyu was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at the sleeping person with her eyes lightly.

"Are you crying because you're afraid of me, afraid I'll do what I say?" he muttered to himself, as if asking her, but she was asleep and could not give him any answer. A shallow smile tugged at the corner of his lips, and he whispered in a self-deprecating tone, "But I'm also afraid, afraid of your tears." ”

This kind of fear frightened him and made him at a loss.

――――

When Guan Cancan woke up, Si Jian Yuzheng was sitting on the edge of the bed, and when he saw her open her eyes, he smiled slightly, "Are you awake?"

She blinked wryly and sat up sharply. She had fallen asleep yesterday, so it meant that he probably - "You didn't sleep yesterday?" she asked.

"Hmm. He bowed his head.

She was a little embarrassed, "Why don't I read something now, and you can catch up on sleep............ but then she paused again, and now that it's dawn, who knows if there is anything in his company waiting for him to deal with!

"Just a night without sleep, for me, it's nothing. "Tsumi Michi. Before he knew her, it was normal for him not to sleep all night.

Guan Cancan was silent, and suddenly she raised her head, looked at him seriously and said, "You really won't force me in the future...... "Although she was a little embarrassed, she still said it completely.

He looked down at her, raised his hand, and stroked her somewhat messy hair, "Yes, I'll wait until you want to, so, no hurry." ”

Yes, he has enough patience, like a beast hunting its prey, and needs to wait quietly.

And his patience has always been excellent.

When Su Ai saw Guan Cancan, she was startled, and her friend's two eyes were swollen at first glance, and they looked like they had cried. But yesterday, weren't my friends still shy and timid? One night, the gap was too big.

"Did something happen?" asked Su Ai with concern.

"Nothing. Guan Cancan shook his head, after all, the matter has been resolved, and there are some details that are not suitable for suing Su Ai.

"Then if there is anything, you must sue me. Su Ai said, "If Si Jian Yuzhen has anything to be sorry for you, even if he is the president of GK Group, I will help you get angry." ”

"Good. Guan Cancan smiled. Su Ai's words made her feel a lot easier.

After class, Professor Yan called Guan Cancan to the office and asked about the scene when he went to Gao Yu to meet him. Guan Cancan didn't mention the relationship between Guan Chengyuan's side, but just said that there were many excellent student candidates on Gao Yu's side, because she was not the best among them, so she shouldn't be able to get that job.

Although Professor Yan regretted it, he didn't doubt anything, but just said that next time if he had the opportunity, he would recommend it to her again. Guan Cancan thanked him and exited the office. Guan Cancan knows that although Professor Yan is usually strict, he is very strong in his profession, and compared to those who are for fame and profit, Professor Yan is devoted to music.

Out of the office, Guan Cancan turned around, but he was stunned, not far away, Mu Angzheng walked over with another boy, just a moment later, he also saw her.

Mu Ang's footsteps stopped, and after bowing his head and saying something to the boy next to him, the boy nodded and left. Mu Ang raised his steps and walked towards Guan Cancan.

Walking up to her, he said lightly, "What a coincidence." ”

Coincidentally, it is indeed a coincidence, on the same campus, if you don't deliberately want to meet, then I'm afraid you won't see each other for a few months.

Since Si Jianyu announced that he was dating her in front of everyone in the school, Guan Cancan hadn't seen Mu Ang much, and naturally, she wouldn't know that on that day, when everyone's eyes were on her and Si Jianyu, Mu Ang personally tore up the Wen Jiàn that was originally intended to help her get out of the predicament.

If that day, it is not Si Jianyu, then it will be Mu Ang.

"Is there something wrong?" asked Guan Cancan.

Muang didn't answer, just stared at her fixedly, with a certain greed.

When he didn't see her, he thought he could finally sweep her out of his heart. But when he really saw her, he was not sure.

At the beginning, was he really deliberately approaching her? Not that he couldn't help but be attracted to her, so he approached?

Now, even he can't tell the difference. It's just that every time I play the piano, I always think of her songs, of the encounter in the piano room, of the time he once took her into his arms—even if it was just to comfort her nervousness.

Guan Cancan was a little uncomfortable by Mu Ang, so he said, "If you're fine, then I'll go first." ”

It was only after he took two steps that his voice suddenly sounded behind her, "Are you not having a good relationship with Si Jianyu?"

She paused, pursed her lips and said, "No, we have a good relationship." ”

He took an arrow step and stopped in front of her, "If it's smooth, why are your eyes so red and swollen, you cried, right?"

She was shocked, okay, Su Ai found out that she had cried, and now, Mu Ang also found out that she had cried, "Crying does not mean that the relationship is not going well, and there are many kinds of crying, maybe there are sad crying, but there are also crying with joy." ”

"So, you're going to say now that it's because you're crying with joy that your eyes are red and swollen?" he sneered, his eyes full of sarcasm.

"It's none of your business. Guan Cancan replied, and after speaking, she crossed him again, wanting to leave.

He grabbed her arm and pinned her against the wall.

Guan Cancan was stunned for a while, God, this is the corridor! Although there are no people here, it doesn't mean that no one will pass by, and the people in the room are likely to come out!

She glared at him, "What are you doing?"

He stared at her tightly, "Guan Cancan, what exactly do you want?"

――――It's a little bit of a card today.,I'll add a chapter of 100 votes of a monthly pass to add more chapters.,But it's written slowly.,It may be written after 12 o'clock.,In short, I'll add more before I go to bed.,Can't wait.,You can also get up tomorrow morning to read.。

Thank you for your support to Wenwen and me~ I will also do my best to write this article and repay everyone