Chapter 53: Senseless Life and Death

But these half-human demon beasts in the Jindan period are stronger, they are not human, they are demon beasts, they don't know pain, and they are fearless of life and death. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoIn the cognition of these half-human demon beasts in the Jindan period, only fighting is the meaning of their existence.

Even if they knew that they would die, these golden pill stage half-human demon beasts would not hesitate, even if they would be destroyed in the next moment, they would move towards death without hesitation. Dying in battle on the battlefield is their destination, and it is also something they have known for a long time, this is an honor, an honor to contribute to the victory of the entire Jindan period of demihuman demon beasts, although they will die, but in these demihuman demon beasts of the Jindan period, their death is the most correct thing, no matter what the outcome is, their spiritual power The task they complete for the completion will be inherited by other centaur beasts in the Jindan period, and they will be fused, and at that time, they don't know who they are. But their mission, their mission will still be inherited by them, and they will continue to follow in the footsteps of their predecessors until the final victory.

And now Hu Yang's thoughts are the same as those of these half-human demon beasts in the Jindan stage, but they are different. Hu Yang is actually very afraid of death, since he was in his hometown, Hu Yang was very afraid of death, and even spared his life. Hu Yang didn't even dare to kill a fish at that time, let alone kill these fierce beasts. At that time, Hu Yang was just a teenager, a teenager who was struggling desperately for life.

At that time, Hu Yang felt that it was actually the same as before, although at that time he couldn't see bloodshed, couldn't see dead people, and couldn't even feel potential danger. But Hu Yang knew that it was really terrifying at that time. At least Hu Yang now knows what he's facing, and he knows what his outcome will be. More importantly, all of this was chosen by Hu Yang himself, he could have escaped, but chose to face it. He could have survived better, but he chose this extremely difficult and desperate situation.

At that time, Hu Yang realized that the danger at that time was fatal. At that time, Hu Yang was idle all day long, doing nothing, knowing how to play games online all day long, and even forgot how to work, although Hu Yang had not yet found a job to make a living at that time. But at that time, Hu Yang was really dead, and that kind of death was not the death of the body but the death of the soul, although Hu Yang would also have hallucinatory happiness at that time. For example, when you are drinking, when you are playing games, for example, when you see people who are more miserable than you or who are struggling in society like yourself. Hu Yang felt that at least he was happy at that time.

But now, Hu Yang knows that he is wrong, and he is very wrong. He, Hu Yang, only gradually understood all this after arriving in the Xuanyue Continent, and only then did he know what he was like before.

Hu Yang knew that he was about to die at that time, if he hadn't met the main god.

Yes, he met the main god, the main god of the pit father, the main god who chose NO but still dragged Hu Yang over, the main god who has always been tied to himself and lives and dies together.

Hu Yang felt tears running through the corners of his eyes!

He remembered the old days・・・・・・

At that time, Hu Yang was still a bitter person who was waiting to die in the society, and at that time, Hu Yang, his soul was about to die. At that time, Hu Yang felt that he had been abandoned by the whole society, and in the vast civilized world, there was no place for Hu Yang and no value for Hu Yang's existence.

At that time, Hu Yang still felt that all this was caused by this society and this world, he hated, he resented!

Whenever he saw people younger than him driving luxury cars worth hundreds of thousands of millions, he would curse these people fiercely, and he felt that others did not deserve all this. The person sitting in the luxury car should be Hu Yang, who has just graduated and is still looking for a job, how can it be that ugly young man?

Is it because he was reincarnated well? Hu Yang felt that all this was so unfair, in the face of these, Hu Yang's mind would always have only complaints, only resentment, he felt that he was the best, those rich people should all die, their money, their status, the value of their existence were all obtained through dirty means, and everything they enjoy now is stained with blood.

Hu Yang has even been thinking that his thinking is extremely correct a long time ago, those people got all this by exploiting themselves, and those people got everything now by deceiving, suppressing, and exploiting countless toiling people. Those people are damned, and Hu Yang is like a hero of justice, fighting them invisibly.

At that time, Hu Yang even felt that the sentence that everyone was equal was the truth, even if he was rich, knowledgeable, and knowledgeable, he should be on an equal footing with himself, and even if he was his own elder, his own teacher, and his own nobleman, it was the same. Because Hu Yang felt that he should be the one who stood on their heads, Hu Yang didn't want to be looked down upon and didn't want to admit his failure.

But...

But...

However, Hu Yang realized that he was wrong at this time.

In this world, there is not only hatred, but also many beautiful things, and once one's state of mind changes, the world will also change.

Hu Yang only now understands that he was wrong, he was very wrong.

Hu Yang knew that the reason why he hated those rich people was because they were rich, and there was no other reason. It is simply because they are richer than themselves that Hu Yang now understands how ridiculous his former self was.

At that time, Hu Yang felt that their money was not worthy of them, and their money was dirty.

But now, Hu Yang understands that his thoughts are just an excuse, an excuse that can make him righteous and incomparably bright to discriminate against the rich.

Hu Yang knows that in fact, no one's wealth is obtained out of thin air, even if he is the second generation of rich, but his parents, his ancestors, did they also have those enviable wealth from birth?

No, this is absolutely impossible, even if it is a state, it can only exist for a few hundred years, let alone those families who are attached to the land. No matter how glorious and wealthy you were in the previous dynasty, when the dynasty changes, there will naturally be someone to replace you. Your wealth, your status, and even everything you have will cease to exist, and another family or person will repeat your story until the next change of dynasty.

Therefore, Hu Yang only now understands that just like these centaur beasts in the Jindan stage hate Hu Yang very much now, Hu Yang knows that the reason why these centaur beasts in the Jindan stage hate him so much is not because he killed those centaur beasts in the foundation building stage and robbed them of their spiritual power. It's just because Hu Yang is stronger than them. Whether they admit it or not, all of them, the half-human demon beasts of the Jindan stage, have already subconsciously compared themselves to Hu Yang. They felt that they were real demonic beasts, and they were worthy of obtaining that red-blooded spiritual power, but they were miserable to find that Hu Yang actually had the same spiritual power as them, and was more powerful than them.

Just like Hu Yang, if he saw a peer who was about the same age as himself, and he happened to be much richer than himself, Hu Yang would resent them. Yes, not envy, but resentment, Hu Yang felt that everything should be his own.

And now this kind of thinking has also spread among these half-human demon beasts in the Jindan stage.

Now Hu Yang suddenly understood how ridiculous and terrible this idea was. Because Hu Yang knew that these thoughts had always existed in his heart, and he never left for a moment.

If Hu Yang hadn't had this experience now, Hu Yang would have thought this way even today.

But Hu Yang now understands that all of this is wrong, no one will get wealth, status, or even cultivation for no reason! For example, Hu Yang now, he knows how he has come all the way, these half-human demon beasts in the Jindan stage are only seeing their spiritual power and cultivation now, but they don't see how Hu Yang obtained these cultivations, and how he obtained this kind of spiritual power like them.

They are just like the original Hu Yang, simply resenting people who are richer and stronger than themselves.

And they never thought about why those people were so rich, so strong, and whether they were born like this, which is simply impossible.

Therefore, Hu Yang now knows how ridiculous his original self is, and the hardships and burdens that others have endured behind their backs are all things that Hu Yang can't understand. Nothing comes out of nowhere, everything comes at a cost. In the past, Hu Yang didn't know this simple truth, but now Hu Yang understands, although it is a little late, because Hu Yang is about to rush into those half-demon beasts in the Jindan period, but Hu Yang does not regret it, he is very glad that he understands this truth, and he is also grateful to the half-demon beasts in the Jindan stage who let him understand these truths.