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Remember it on your birthday!

At midnight, the sound of rain ticking outside the window runs over the heartstrings and plays sad music. At this moment, I don't know whether to remember the passing years or raise a glass to celebrate new growth.

I don't know when I started to have the habit of writing a caprice on my birthday every year. I have always believed that the Chinese New Year's Eve is not the end of the year, when the day of your birthday, it is a real year, write some essays, it can be regarded as a summary of your own year.

In previous years, I wrote it in my diary or on my blog, but today I want to write it in my book, but I can't write it for a long time.

I remember when I was in college, birthdays were always huge, and the students and teachers got together to celebrate their birthdays, and it was a very warm feeling. But looking back on it many years later, it was very worrying.

I remember that I was carefree at that time, and when I came back from drinking at night, some of the brothers in the dormitory fell asleep on the table, and some fell asleep in the corner, and I fell asleep in the toilet, and after waking up in the middle of the night, I turned on the computer and wrote an essay, maybe it was a habit developed from that time.

After graduating, I gradually forgot about my birthday, if it wasn't for a few good friends to remind me, I almost forgot about it, thinking that tomorrow (today) night will inevitably have a little wine, so I will take advantage of the clear mind to write an essay.

Now that I have graduated three years ago, I have an indescribable melancholy.

As the saying goes, since ancient times, literati have been sad, and they like to shout nonsense, and there are many literati who call themselves, but I am not among them.

I studied science and engineering in high school, and I studied engineering in college, and I worked in engineering after graduation, so I really wasn't a literati!

Every day, I live a life where I don't have to worry about eating and drinking, I have a headache when I think of the house, and I have a pain when I think of the car.

Every day, I do a lot of work where my hair falls, and every day I see English letters and programs.

It's only at night when you type your fingers on the keyboard that you feel like you're doing a good job, and you feel a little more fulfilled in life.

Just like many years ago, when I wrote the story of youth with pen and paper, the same was to feel fulfilled inside, the difference is that at that time, it was in the mood for flowers, and now, it is a grassy year, maybe it is winter grass......

This is my ideal country, or my safe haven, an engineering student, born with the heart of a literati, a person who borrows words to send his nostalgia.

Faced with firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, worried about the parents forcing marriage one after another, sad that no one reads the story that they think is very good.

On days like this, it's a bit of a waste of youth!

I smile a lot, not because I don't know what pain tastes like, but because I want my laughter to bring joy and sunshine, and I like to keep my sadness to myself. Smile and meet the ups and downs of life. Laughing will at least make your life a little simpler and more comfortable. It's not easy for everyone, so why bother to bring your sorrow to others?

Sometimes I think, maybe this is our life, no matter what kind of era you are in, or what kind of background you are in, what you work hard for is not the word happiness?

When I think about it this way, I will no longer dwell on it. Life always goes on, and if a person stays in a certain place, all he gets is to live in regretful memories, and the dreams in his heart will never come true. People should learn to cherish, but also learn to let go!

I came here to write stories, I met a lot of good friends, I met a lot of people who like words, they like to create stories, they like to read stories, and I wrote a story myself, but I really don't know how to describe it.

Everyone has a good and upward heart, who doesn't want to be affirmed by others in life? In fact, sometimes, it is better to be a false affirmation.

The only criterion for a storyteller to witness his success is the number of listeners!

But that book was largely unrecognized!

This book is also more than 100,000 words, and recently it has gradually entered the cold palace, no complaints, no regrets, every step of growth, is a learning process, what I need to do is to learn how to let others affirm me! It is the kind of real affirmation, not hypocrisy.

But after all, people have to live, my life has to go on, I can't devote myself to here, this is not my job.

I would like to wish myself a happy birthday with this nonsense essay! What should be said is that I am a year older, not a year older.

I'm still young!

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