Chapter 316: Weak Heart
Wilderness, lonely men and widows.
Rubbing the intersecting skin actually has a **** effect, at least Xiang Wan was a little at a loss and wanted to comfort or do something, leaning himself into Buck's arms and stretching out his palm to hold his face: "It will pass, it will pass...... I don't remember what my dad was like, and he didn't leave a few photos, they were all registration photos, I just remember when I was a kid, he loved to laugh and prick my face with his beard......"
Buck has been at the construction site for the past two days, he really hasn't shaved, he has a little stubble, and the girl touched his face and pasted it: "I just remember that many uncles and aunts came to visit us at home and said a lot of comforting words...... You're not going to cry, are you?"
It seems to have a feeling of metabolism, almost a year has passed, rubbing the girl's hands and hot skin on his body, Buck seems to be able to bury the past, as if the psychology of a person who can laugh at himself is the most powerful, and he who dares to face the past is truly no longer escaping.
He hugged the girl tightly in his hand, smiled and didn't speak.
Xiang Wan's words are much more unusual: "I miss my dad very much, I have thought since I was a child, my academic performance is not good, my work assessment is not good, when my mother criticizes me, as long as I am unhappy, I miss my dad very much, when I was a child, I would talk to myself against the wall at the head of the bed, as if I could talk to my father, and when my mother found out, she cried, and I didn't dare to think about it......"
Buck leaned over and threw a few thick branches into the fire, the girl herself said vigorously, and she didn't let go, and when he sat down, Xiang Wan became face to face and rode on his lap, she was tall, and her legs were long and powerful, and she hugged his neck when she rode on Buck's waist: "Then I decided that I had to follow the path of my father, to be a contributing person, and I wanted to follow his choice......"
Buck pity: "Your mom isn't sad?"
Xiang Wan pouted: "She only knows silent tears, so I think I must be strong and bleed without tears." β
Buck helped her brush her long hair, shaking it out for drying: "You are a bit of a father-lover, you have lacked your father's love since you were a child, and you have been particularly eager for it, but you have neglected your mother who has always been by your side, she is the one who loves you the most, you should go back to accompany her." β
Xiang Wan's head was placed on Buck's shoulder, and she reached out and gently touched Buck's stubble connected to the Adam's apple, and paused: "Really?"
Buck's neck is not afraid of itching: "Your father sacrificed, she must be sad, and you are holding back your strength to do something, I said that the most hurt is your mother, you should go back and do your filial piety, and then help your mother find a wife." β
The girl who was already lying on Buck's shoulder with affection bounced up: "What are you talking about?!" That expression, as if Buck was going to destroy her mother's archway.
Buck put his hands and feet on the girl's back, as if to soothe the fried cat: "I said it wrong? Your mother deserves to be lonely for the rest of her life? Really, you are concerned about this, where do you live now?
Xiang Wan was really appeased, and leaned back: "The compound...... We stayed in the compound all the time. My grandparents told us to come and live, but my grandparents had passed away. β
Buck Jianyì: "Really, you don't have to live in the compound to show people this chastity archway, people have to be happy in the world, you have to make your mother happy, move out, go to your grandparents to live or buy a house by yourself, leave that environment, maybe let your mother change her thinking, especially if you want to change first, why should your mother stay a widow for the rest of her life?"
The girl was finally able to resist: "Yes, you know that you don't want to be a widow, and it's a girlfriend and a ......" It seems that she feels that she has gone too far, and she looks at Buck angrily.
Buck was angry: "There are too many dead people, life and death are the same thing, if I die, she will probably remarry, this is nothing unusual, your mother is just on the shelf, you have to help her unload." β
Xiang Wan was impatient: "Okay...... I know, go back and discuss with her...... "I feel that one of Buck's hands is warm on my back, pull the other hand around it, and by the way, look at the wound on Buck's arm that has been bandaged, and compare it with my own closer point: "You are a big ......"
Buck nodded: "This is a nine-millimeter caliber pistol bullet, and yours is a small-caliber sports pistol bullet, there is a big difference." He could also see the dark red spots on the girl's shoulders in the firelight, like a small flower dotted on the white jade round shoulders, and suddenly felt that his throat was a little dry.
Xiang Wan is obviously a sign of emotion, the two of them are one on the left shoulder and the other on the right arm, relatively close to each other, and unconsciously leaning on Buck's shoulder and rubbing his face: "I like you to hold me like this." "The voice is completely soft.
Buck looked down at her, with genuine pity: "You...... Why do you have to make your ideals so great?"
The girl laughed: "I think, I may really sacrifice in the future, but I have never tasted love, you teach me? β
Buck is not surprised by this kind of feeling, many people who are on the battlefield or about to go on a mission will have this kind of resolute or indulgent mentality, many companions like to linger in the land of fireworks, and they are all based on a similar mentality, but this kind of thinking appears in such a peaceful girl, which still makes Buck sigh.
Unlike the ******** that most people see, Buck does have a deep understanding that the international community is unpredictable, and it is really called an endless stream of fighters who defend their national interests at all levels almost every day and every moment, and it is the contribution of these unsung heroes that can make people in a peaceful society enjoy prosperity, and they can make a lot of comments and talk about current affairs after they have had enough to drink.
It is precisely because he understands this qiΔ too well that almost every country is fighting for its own interests, and there is no end to such a war, that Buck will be particularly tired.
Some people have rivers and lakes, and this sentence is completely suitable for the world.
He reached out and brushed Xiang Wan's smooth cheeks, and the girl had a gentle movement of gently rubbing her face with the palm of her hand, and the tenderness in her eyes was really unprecedented, and Buck smiled: "Yes, this is a girl who likes people, but I really have a girlfriend, and she knows to be careful of breaking my legs." β
Xiang Wan despised him: "Let's not break her leg like this?" Really, she straddled Buck's lap like this, and she was extremely thin, and she could really feel something she was eager to try, but she was also inexperienced and a little overwhelmed, otherwise with a backpush, Buck would have little resistance.
Buck is really resisting: "Men are really flowery, you say I'm a playboy, I'm really a fancy gut, but the best thing I learned in Eastern Europe is that since I have a girlfriend, it's better not to do that, ...... heart."
He can also bully Xiang Wan, who has no combat effectiveness.