343. [343] In his sleep
Mu Ang gently lowered his eyes, and the light fell on his fingertips.
The knuckle that had been injured was now healed, and there she had put an OK bandage on herself.
It's just an OK bandage, but it's just a return once.
Sitting down on the sofa, he closed his eyes and continued to listen to the melodious singing.
Cancan...... What are she doing now? If she is happy, she must have a bright smile on her face.
That smile was once so close to him, once within his reach, but ...... But it still doesn't belong to him after all!
And what is it that really belongs to him? Perhaps...... Nothing, right......
Just like when he was a child, he was covered with pain, curled up in the bed, fantasizing that his parents could come to see him, they could touch his head, and they could say to him, "Don't be afraid, Daddy Mommy is with you." ”
However, even such a simple request was never met, and his room was always cold and cold, and he was always alone.
When Su Ai walked out of the bathroom, he saw Mu Ang half-lying on the sofa, his body curled up slightly, as if he was taking a nap.
Although the air conditioner is turned on in the room, it is easy to catch a cold if you fall asleep like this.
Su Ai thought about it, so she walked to the bedroom, hugged a thin quilt, and carefully covered Mu Ang's body.
Her movements didn't seem to wake him up, his eyes were still closed, and his body was motionless.
Looking at his sleeping face, she suddenly had some inspiration in her mind, so Su Ai took out her notebook and pen from her bag, and simply sat on the carpet next to the sofa to perfect her new song.
Soon, she was almost completely immersed in the refinement, and a slight moaning sounded in her ears before she suddenly came back to her senses.
It was a very soft moan, almost quickly drowned out in the song that filled the air, but Su Ai still heard it. There were only two people in the room, her and Muang, who would be moaning and moaning, and there would be no one else but Muang.
However, when she turned her head and looked at Mu Ang, who was asleep on the sofa, she was completely stunned.
His brows were furrowed, his face was pale, and his thin body had curled up into a ball at some point, as if it was trembling slightly.
She guessed, put the notebook and pen in her hand on the coffee table beside her, leaned over slightly, and shouted softly, "Mu Ang?"
"Good...... It's black, it hurts...... No...... It's just me......" staccato sounds, spilling out of his thin lips, and then she saw crystalline tears oozing from his closed eyes.
He...... Crying?
This is even an unimaginable thing for her. What kind of nightmare could make the usually cold Mu Ang have such a reaction?
Su Ai thought of the nightmares she had when she was a child, and her mother seemed to hold her in her arms and gently pat her on the back.
So, she raised her hand and gently patted his back through the thin quilt, one at a time, very light, very soft, with a rhythmic rhythm, and merged with the surrounding music.
I don't know how long it took to shoot, but it seemed to start working slowly, the trembling of his body gradually stopped, and his original frowning brow gradually returned to its original state.
Su Ai breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the undried tear stains in the corners of Mu Ang's eyes, thought about it, took out a tissue, and carefully wiped the tears in the corners of his eyes.
Just as she was about to withdraw her hand after wiping, his eyes suddenly opened, and those dark and deep eyes stared at her as if covered with a layer of mist.
She suddenly felt overwhelmed, and her fingertips even pressed against the skin at the corners of his eyes.
For a moment, the two stared at each other with big eyes.
After a long time, she didn't see him speak, so she had to break the silence awkwardly, "I...... Just wanted to wipe away your tears, nothing else......"
After she said this, he remained silent, and his eyes were still fixed on him.
She smiled and raised her hand to withdraw it, but his hand suddenly grabbed hers, "Don't ...... It's just me. ”
Su Ai was stunned, only to feel that Mu Ang's gaze seemed to be looking at her, but it seemed to be looking at something else through her. Was he dazed, or was she hallucinating?
But his hand held her hand so strongly, making her understand that what was in front of her was not an illusion, but a reality.
"I ...... You're not the only one here, I'll be with you. Without even thinking too much, the words came out of her mouth.
His eyelashes quivered slightly, and then, as if satisfied, he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep again.
After a long while, until it was confirmed that he was really asleep again, Su Ai blushed in hindsight.
God, what the hell did she just say! If it were normal, she would never have had the courage to say this kind of thing to him, but just now...... Perhaps it was the faint tremor in his tone, the faint longing, that made her speak out naturally.
What he said just now should have been that he would only say this when he was asleep.
And who did he think of her? Did he think of Cancan? Or did he think of someone else? At least she knew very well that what he had just said was definitely not to her.
But it's a good thing that he's able to sleep so peacefully, at least for now, he doesn't look like he's having a nightmare, it's just ...... Her hand was still tightly grasped by him.
Su Ai moved his wrist, but found that he couldn't pull his hand out of his hand at all.
He fastened it tightly, like a child grasping a precious toy, and he felt like he would not let go. If you really want to pull your hand out, you can't wake him up now.
But his sleeping face made her not want to wake him up like this, hoping that he could sleep a little more peacefully like this.
Well, I don't know how long he will sleep, but anyway, she didn't plan to go home with a big swollen face today, so stay here and wait for him to wake up.
Su Ai thought, with another hand that was not held, she laboriously reached for the leather bag she had placed not far away, and finally pulled the leather bag to her side, and then took out the mobile phone in the bag and dialed the number at home.
It was her own mother who answered the phone, and Su Ai made up an excuse and said, "Mom, I'm not coming back today, the studio is a little urgent, I have to work overtime, and I guess it's going to be all night today." ”
"What's the matter, it's going to be all night?" asked Su Mu.
"Hey, it's just about the tune, anyway, some of it was said, and you don't understand it very well, that's it, I'm hanging, I'll go home tomorrow. Su Ai said anxiously, afraid that if she talked too much, she would be easy to be exposed.
Fortunately, because of work in the past, Su Ai also had a few overtime hours overnight, so Su's mother didn't doubt it so much, but just asked her daughter to pay attention to her body, and if she could take a nap in the studio, she would take a nap.
Su Ai naturally agreed again and again.
After hanging up the phone, Su Ai turned her head and looked at Mu Ang who was asleep again, and her eyes couldn't help but fall on the hand he was holding her wrist. It seems to be the first time in my life, and my hand is so tightly grabbed by a man who is not my father.
This man seems to be perfect, with a handsome appearance, outstanding ability, excellent family background, and a successful career, but who knows that he has had such a deep emotional wound?
Not too many people know that Mu Ang loves Cancan, and I wonder if it is a kind of luck for him now? At least those gossip reporters won't write about him.
Sometimes, love is really strange, and it will not be chosen because of conditions, but because of the heart.
In Su Ai's opinion, in fact, Mu Ang didn't lose anything to Si Jianyu, just because what Cancan loved was just Si Jianyu.
"I really don't know what it's like when you laugh. She muttered, her gaze drifting to his face. Now, his expression is calm, but he is also cold.
Even when he is asleep, he still feels unapproachable. Counting, she has known him for so many years, and it seems that she has never seen him smile from the bottom of her heart.
Even some occasional smiles are only available by Cancan's side.
And now, I'm afraid, even those smiles will hard, and she hopes that one day he will laugh happily, instead of being as cold as he is now.
It's like...... It's just living, but there's no joy in living!
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Su Ai woke up in a daze, as if something was looking at her, the feeling of being stared at made her open her eyes, and then, her eyes met a pair of familiar ice eyes.
She was in a dreamlike state and yawned, "Morning." ”
He glanced at her coldly, "Morning." ”
This voice made her feel excited, and she came back to her senses a little, and finally noticed the situation in front of her.
She's ...... here Although she was still sitting on the carpet next to the sofa, her head was indeed resting on Mu Ang's chest, that is, she fell asleep on him unconsciously?!
Thinking of this, Su Ai raised her head suddenly, and the whole person almost fell backwards, "Ah, I...... I ...... yesterday "She wanted to explain something, but found that he was holding her hand, but now, it has become a state where she is holding his hand.
God, how could this be!
Now, it is estimated that no matter how you explain it, it will become a cover-up!