Su Ai nodded again, "Yes, I won't love anymore." If she hopes that he can let go of his feelings for Cancan, then she also hopes that she can let go of this feeling for him.

Since you don't plan to love anymore, it's good for each other to let go of this relationship completely.

The pain in her left hand came again, and Su Ai only felt as if her left hand was about to be pinched off by Mu Ang.

His eyes were fixed on her, and the coldness and anger in his eyes almost overwhelmed her.

"Su Ai!" he gritted his teeth and shouted her name, and the faint green tendons on his forehead meant that he was really angry, "You said you want to love me, and you will try to make me fall in love with you, but what are you now? After I fell in love with you, you said don't love me anymore?"

Su Ai endured the pain in her left hand and still looked at Mu Ang quietly, "I really want to work hard to make you fall in love with me, but hard work doesn't mean that you will definitely have the results you want." You love me, indeed, you love me more than other people, but this love, once in front of Cancan, will become vulnerable. ”

After several experiences, she has already understood that once something happens to Cancan, then in his eyes, she will no longer be able to see her existence.

And such a mood, such a feeling, she doesn't want to experience it anymore.

"I've already said that I'll put Cancan down slowly. Muang said.

"But the person who can really let you go of Canchan won't be me. "You see, I tried, but I didn't. Ang ......"

She called his name softly, just as she had called his name before, affectionately and gently. It's just that there is an indescribable complication, "I'm not as generous as you think, because I love you, so I'm also selfish, selfishly want the person you care about the most in your heart and care about the most me." But for you, the person you care about most now is Cancan, even if you love me, but this love will always be ranked after Cancan. Chan-chan is my best friend, and I don't want myself to become jealous of Can-chan, and I don't want myself to be bad and twisted, so the end, maybe for the best. ”

He wanted to refute hers, but he didn't know where to refute it.

"I said that I would love you seriously and hard, but I also said that if one day, I understand that you still can't fall in love with me, then I will take back my love well, and then I will never pester you. As she spoke, her eyes and tone were unprecedentedly firm.

"It's not like I can't fall in love with you, I'm already in love with ......," he said halfway through his sentence, but she interrupted.

"Your love is not the love I want, the love I thought was that I would put the man I loved in the most important position, and he would put me in the most important position. But, Ang ......" Su Ai paused, and the corners of her lips pulled out a very faint smile, "The person in your most important position is not me. Not before, and not in the future. ”

As she spoke, she twisted her wrist to pull her hand out of his grip, but found it useless, his fingers still gripping her hand.

"Why do you say it won't be in the future, give me time...... Give me time!" he repeated, if only she would give him time, then he would be able to do it.

"I can't give you the time you want, Muang, let's break up, I can love you, I can be liked by you, this is enough for me. "Yes, that's enough, if she continues to be greedy, if she really continues to be in this relationship, then she will become more and more greedy, and she will want more and more things, and if she can't get the same love from him in return, then she will only keep jealousy, keep twisting.

She raised her other hand and broke his fingers one by one, as if she was peeling away the pull between him and her.

"What if...... I don't want to break up?" he said in a hoarse voice, and there was a hint of begging in his cold eyes at the moment.

Su Ai was stunned, she had never seen such a gaze in Mu Ang's eyes. It's like taking off the cold, like a fragile child who doesn't want to lose important ...... Toy.

Maybe she is like a toy to him, she can accompany him, she can resolve his loneliness, and she can give him the love he wants. But no matter what, it is impossible to become the most important existence in his heart.

"I'm sorry. She lowered her eyes and replied in a low voice.

I'm afraid that if I look at his eyes at the moment more, I can't help but agree. In that case, we will only repeat the mistakes of the past.

Finally, his fingers completely left her hand, and she took a step back, still hanging her head, and said in a low voice, "Then I'll go back first, goodbye." ”

His gaze was fixed on the top of her head, did she really not have the slightest nostalgia? could it end so simply? Just as her body was about to cross his, he suddenly stretched out a hand and blocked her way, "Do you really not regret it?" he asked in a deep voice.

"Well, no regrets. "Since this decision has been made, then there is nothing to regret.

Her words were like a hammer that slammed into his chest, making him almost breathless. Doesn't she regret breaking up with him? Is she really going to take back her love for him completely?

It was she who kept getting close to him, constantly saying that she loved him and liked him, so that he finally slowly accepted her, and then began to gradually fall into it.

But when he was trapped willingly and didn't want to withdraw, she could simply get out.

Lowering his hand a little, he no longer blocked her way, but replied in a cold voice, "Since you don't regret it, then I won't regret it either." ”

But it's back to the time when no one loved him, but he became the only one left. He has long been accustomed to such years, but without her company and her love......

He watched coldly as she got into a taxi, and watched the car gradually move away from his field of vision, before slowly lowering his eyes and looking at his right hand in a daze.

This hand, which had held her hand tightly just now, was also broken by her fingers one by one. His fingertips, as if there was still her temperature, made his heart throb for a while.

For the first time, I understood that her departure could make him so painful.

In the depths of my heart, a voice spoke...... Can you really get used to the days without her anymore?

And I can't give an answer.

――――

The taxi drove to the door of Suai Community, and when she was about to pay to get out of the car, in the driver's somewhat surprised gaze, she found that her face was already full of tears.

She touched her face, paid and got out of the car. She didn't want anyone to see her tears at this moment, so she didn't go straight to the house immediately, but walked slowly on the boulevard, wiping the tears from her face little by little.

But the tears seemed to be wiped away, and the more they wiped, the more fierce they became.

There is no freedom at all. The pain of breaking up is so clear. Loving someone can be so sweet, but it can also be so painful. And in the future, can she find another person who she likes and loves like like this?

Su Ai squatted in the corner of the shadows and couldn't help but cry out loud. It's like venting all the tears that have been suppressed from the hospital at this time.

The cry is like crying out all the grievances, unwillingness, sadness, and pain......

Until her voice was hoarse and barely vocal, and her tears were almost dry.

When Su Ai returned home with red eyes, the father and mother of the Su family were washing up and preparing to sleep, and they were taken aback when they saw their daughter's virtue.

"Xiaoai, what's wrong, what's going on?" Su's mother hurriedly asked her daughter with concern.

"It shouldn't be Mu Ang, this kid is bullying you, tell Dad, Dad is looking for him!" Usually daughters come home so late, most of them are dating Mu Ang, so it's no wonder that Su's father has this guess.

"He didn't bully me, Cancan had something in the hospital today, so he came back late. Su Aiye replied dumbly, at this time, her mind was still messed up, and she just wanted to be quiet alone, so she didn't directly say about her breakup with Mu Ang, and planned to find an opportunity to talk about it with her parents in the future.

When Su's father and mother heard this, they thought that their daughter was red-eyed and dumb at this time, and it was related to Guan Cancan, so Su's mother hurriedly asked, "What happened to that child?"

"I had a miscarriage in the hospital, but luckily she was okay and she woke up when I left. Su Ai said.

Su Mu breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's okay if people are okay, it's okay to be okay." Hey, but this is a waste of children...... I'll stew some chicken soup tomorrow, and you can take it to Cancan, she needs to make up for her body now. ”

Although Su's mother also knows that with Guan Cancan's current identity, there is naturally someone to serve her, and all kinds of good things are indispensable to make up for her body, but this is a little bit of their family's heart after all.

Su Ai nodded, and then said to her mother, "I'll go back to the room first." ”

Su's father and Su's mother didn't say anything more, but just told their daughter to go to bed early.

And when Su Ai returned to the room, what caught her eye was the huge 20-inch photo at the head of the bed, which was ...... Photo of Muang.

Originally, she put this enlarged photo at the head of her bed so that she could see it every day. As long as you see his photo, you will feel sweet in your heart, but now that you see it, it is sour and painful.