65 The essence of Xu

Where am I?

Who am I?

What am I going to do?

When Xu Xianxian slammed into the Bloodwood Gate, she only felt that everything she saw in front of her was gray, and with her visual ability, she couldn't see her fingers.

No...

It wasn't so much that she couldn't see anything, but that there was nothing around her, no light, no wind, no people, no living things, just floating in a chaotic and deep world, with no distinction between up and down, left and right.

The little girl's whole body was fluttering, as if she was swimming in an ocean, and even her thinking began to become sluggish, and it took half a day to feedback back even thinking about problems.

"Do I still exist..."Xu Xianxian stretched out his 'hand', which was already transparent, and it was still fading, "Am I dead?"

After her voice spoke, it was heard at first, then gradually lowered, and then disappeared inaudibly.

The Dan Qi shell on her body had long been scattered and split, revealing only the petite and cute appearance in it, but her body was disappearing rapidly, gradually becoming transparent and fading, and then completely disappearing into this void space.

There is no light, no time, no meaning of space, the body has been blurred, the sound is gone, the mind is stagnant, and even the breath is forgotten what to do.

In the end, the concept of Xu Xianxian as an individual completely disappeared.

But even in such a state, Xu Xianxian still maintains her consciousness, even if she has no body, no eyes, no nose, and no ears.

She couldn't hear, she couldn't see, she couldn't smell, she couldn't feel, but she still floated in this chaotic world. - She no longer has a human form, but a rabbit hairpin, which holds her consciousness and keeps her soul immortal.

In this way, Xu Xianxian didn't know how long she had been floating, as if countless years had passed, as if it was just a moment, but every time she gave feedback on her thinking, it seemed that it had been a long, long time before she reacted a little.

During this time, the little girl forgot everything, she forgot her name, she forgot her age, she forgot her family, she forgot what she had experienced, all the memories and memories, in the long float, had turned into dust and ashes, and no longer left the slightest trace.

She was only left with the purest spirit, protected by the hairpin, not completely lost and dissipated, but she was also trapped in the hairpin, unable to get out, unable to move, and could only look out blankly.

Because at this moment, the little girl's consciousness saw a glimmer of light flashing in the distance.

She was supposed to be invisible, but she did.

A glimmer of blood-colored light.

As slender as a hair, it also floats in the chaotic and silent void, unchanged for eternity.

At the moment of seeing the blood, the girl's originally almost silent mind suddenly burst out with a little fire of wisdom, which ignited the deepest desire and greed hidden in the depths of her soul.

"I... Want... Get... Arrive... It..."

The little girl's consciousness was almost exhausted, even if it was only five words, and every feedback from her thinking seemed to have been separated by a long time.

When she had this greed, the rabbit hairpin trembled slightly, and in the void space, it flashed a reddish luster, and began to quickly approach the blood-colored light.

At this moment, when Xu Xianxian's consciousness came into contact with that blood light, he 'looked' into a mirror.

'What do you see?'

In the depths of my heart, a voice that could not distinguish between men and women suddenly sounded.

In this mirror, a fierce beast with a sheep's body and a human face, eyes under its armpits, and tiger teeth and human hands, with a black breath all over its body, is staring at Xu Xianxian fiercely and terrifyingly, it distorts every part of the world, and it is indescribably vast.

"I... I see..."Xu Xianxian's thinking was still a little stagnant, but as his thoughts burst out, he gradually returned to normal: he hesitated and made a sound: "I saw a fierce beast... It's like gluttony..."

Although she didn't know all the ancient legends of the Xia Federation, she still knew something about this kind of one of the four famous murderers who represented greed and gluttony.

But then the picture in the mirror flashed, and a terrifying demon with a head with sheep's horns, a hideous face, scarlet eyes, and wings on its back appeared in front of her, and countless gold and silver treasures were piled up around the other party, and countless ragged disciples knelt down under it praying for wealth and power.

'What do you see?'

The voice in the depths of my heart suddenly sounded again.

"I... I see it... Mammon..."

Xu Xianxian thought for a long time before she said slowly.

Mammon appears in the New Testament as the embodiment of money, an evil demon god who tempts people to kill each other for wealth.

Then, in the mirror, several unknown species flashed, all of them were twisted and hideous, although Xu Xianxian could not identify them, but he could feel that these were the embodiment of greed.

And when the mirror jumped to the end, the previous fierce beasts and demons were gone, and only a delicate and sweet little girl was left, looking at Xu Xianxian with a smile.

"This is..."

Xu Xianxian's thinking paused, because she saw nothing else in the mirror, but her own appearance.

Pure and sweet appearance, like a delicate doll, lovely eyebrows and eyes curved, like two crescent moons, ruddy lips gently pursed, inlaid on the white face as jade, red dress like blood, long skirt fell to the ground, folds and layers of rotation, like a circle of rings.

In particular, the rabbit hairpin on the other party's hair is particularly dazzling at this moment, flashing with a red luster.

'From the beginning to the end, you see that it is nothing else, it is yourself!'

The mechanical voice that originally discriminated between men and women became crisp and sweet at this time, and with the opening and closing of the blood-colored Lori lip flap in the mirror, there were teasing words.

'Come on... I'm you, you're me...' The blood-colored Lori in the mirror smiled sweetly, and stretched out her hand a little weakly, 'Merge with me...'

"You're me..."Xu Xianxian's consciousness began to blur, and she couldn't help but extend her perception over, muttering: "I'm you... You're me... We are one..."

'yes... Twisted minds produce monsters, and I am the irrepressible monster deep inside you...'

The blood-colored Lori's smile became sweeter and sweeter, and she stretched out her hand as if she wanted to touch Xu Xianxian's soul.

"Monster..."Xu Xianxian was about to touch the other party, but at this moment, her thinking paused for a few seconds, and she couldn't help but take a few steps back, and a transparent figure gradually emerged, and she frowned cutely: "But I don't like monsters... They're all ugly..."

'Uh... I'm so cute... No, it's because we're so cute, not ugly at all, don't you like it?'

Blood tears fell from the blood-colored Lori's eyes, and she seemed to feel disgusted and sad by Xu Xianxian, which looked very weird.

Lori Xu glanced at the blood-colored Lori in the mirror, clasped her hands in front of her chest, made a thoughtful expression, her expression was dull and cute, and she shook her head very seriously.

"I'm very cute, but..."

"You're not. ”

After saying this, Xu Xianxian's body re-condensed into substance, she took the rabbit hairpin from between her hair, and smashed it the blood-colored mirror.

'You...!'

Seeing Xu Xianxian's actions, the blood-colored Lori didn't understand why this was happening, and her delicate big eyes widened instantly.

Smack-

The blood-colored mirror shattered instantly, turning into a trace of blood light again, flowing into Xu Xianxian's eyebrows.

Then at this moment, Lori Xu, who regained consciousness, only felt that the world was spinning, and this void world began to collapse and destroy from where she was.

Everything is reincarnated as it was before it was born.

"Ahh

The little girl subconsciously screamed, then opened her eyes, she looked around, couldn't help but sit up from the ground, and patted the dust behind her.

Xu Xianxian stood in place, glanced at the bloody wood door that opened and closed behind him, rubbed his somewhat sour neck, and whispered to himself: "Is this a backlash of hairpins... But I'm not a fool, I've been on guard for a long time, and there is no point in such temptation. ”

"My essence is cuteness, not just greed. ”

From the moment she was entangled in a rabbit hairpin, she knew that there would be such a day, this thing really had bad intentions, and actually wanted to merge and replace her. - Don't look at Xu's big swagger, he is actually more cautious than anyone else. Hairpins have helped her so much and never trusted one day.

In other words, after Xu Xianxian was brutally killed in her previous life, she can no longer believe in anything 100%, whether it is people or things.

But she couldn't imagine what it would be like if she was really fused.

"It's a double-edged sword, if it's mandatory, I'm really fine. But if you have to get my consent, then you have to wait a few more lifetimes!"

Xu Xianxian's expression was not as comfortable as ever, but solemn, she spread out her left hand, and the rabbit hairpin that should have been crushed by her was still lying on it for a long time.

The red glow of the rabbit's eyes on the hairpin flashed, and then quickly dimmed.

"Sooner or later, one day, I will completely dominate you, even destroy you. ”

And Xu Xianxian's eyes flashed red, shook her head, and pinned the hairpin to her hair again, a delicate blood-colored rose appeared between her eyebrows, as bright as blood.

The little girl glanced at the wooden spiral staircase below, and walked slowly down with an indifferent expression.

With each step, a small footprint remained, and the hollows of the footprints spilled viscous blood from the ground.

After this baptism of blood, Lolitsu seems to have gained new strength.