Fear of failure
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Facing her own troubles, she gradually drowns in it, and the nerd's lack of energy when she eats breakfast even makes Remilia cry out unpleasantly.
What kind of unappetizing face are you putting on!!Doesn't this make me lose my appetite to eat!!
Not only was Remilia angry, but even Red Misuzu was a little unhappy, as a morning exercise to temper her magic, the nerd teamed up with Red Misuzu as usual, but, unlike her usual state, today's nerd gave people the feeling that Red Misuzu was very dissatisfied.
It was a fear of what to face, not only in the collision between fists and fists, but also in the enthusiasm of the nerdy fists of the past.
I'm sorry, Remiliaβ
The nerd smiled apologetically at Remilia, as a member of the Red Devil Pavilion, he was too unspeakable today, making everyone in the Red Devil Pavilion show uncomfortable expressions.
I'll figure it out.
In fact, the nerd himself knows what he is afraid of, and it is precisely because this is a difficult problem that he himself has to overcome.
Hmph, it's good to know, as the owner of the pavilion full of majesty, I'll forgive you!!
Remilia stood in her chair, straightening her breast, which showed no signs of development at all, with a great expression.
The nerd breathed a sigh of relief, not only did he stay up late today, but his spirit was a little sluggish, but also because Sakura's affairs were gradually unable to be hidden, and with the presence of Sakura, it represented the increase of those black fogs.
Eventually, when a person is injured, the matter will spread among the people, and eventually it will evolve into a crusade mission handed over to Reimu, and although Reimu is a fool, his mind is not bad, that is to say, he is a fool with a good brain.
Because of this, the nerd didn't want Reimu to be exposed to this mutation.
In order to hide important friends, he naturally has to hide even the people around him, and the nerd's behavior is nothing more than this, but, even so, he still can't think of any way to solve it.
The mind that has always been easy to use is now stuck in a quagmire.
The brain is like a mess of paste, and nothing is going on in any way, and it is precisely because of this that the nerd is more and more distressed.
The more anxious he was about this, the more he couldn't calm down.
The nerd's mind is full of images of Reimu's heartbreak, and this time the task is to deal with the energy of those wishing machines that were extracted by Yakumo Murasaki and buried in the ground, and it is those energies that support half of Gensokyo, maintain the balance of Gensokyo, and also support Sakura's body now.
And the nerd doesn't know if Gensokyo will collapse because of it if he transfers those energies, these nerds don't know, but in case, then everything living on Gensokyo will probably be in danger.
And the nerd doesn't know if the wish made by Layla Prizmliba after he transfers those energies, the three spirits will disappear because of this, after all, for the nerd, those three spirits are already friends who need to be protected.
And the nerd doesn't know if he can maintain the body named Yui if he transfers those energies, and the nerds can't be sure at all, and it is precisely because of this that the nerds are not good at taking action against those energies.
It's the fear of the unknown, the risk that will be taken after failure.
This mutation was originally just taking away the existence of Layla Prizmliba, constantly absorbing the vitality of Yakumo Murasaki, and the power contained under this land did not begin to disintegrate this land.
However, Sakura's wish caused the balance to be disrupted.
She wanted to stay with Reimu, and she made this wish, and the dead could not be resuscitated, but this common sense is an exception in Gensokyo...... That's the power of desire.
Gensokyo can even fulfill the wishes of illusory fakes, and it is such an incredible Gensokyo.
The nerd suddenly discovered that Dai's existence was not in itself a wish that Kazami Yuka missed Dai, and that constantly accumulating thoughts was condensed into a wish, isn't it because Kazami Yuka made a wish to the land of Gensokyo.
That's why Dai exists.
Outcome...... It is precisely because of this kind of energy condensed in this large underground that it can lead to the countless miracles caused in Gensokyo, which is the characteristic of this land, and it is also the shrinkage of the gathering miracles.
It is precisely because of this [mutation] that other [mutations] are gathered.
So...... As long as this land of Gensokyo exists, those [miracles] and those [anomalies] will exist, and if the nerd moves those energies, then Gensokyo will lose these [protections] and lose the power that it should have.
It's because of this that nerds are even more afraid, although there are [mutations] in this land, so there are all kinds of heart-pounding stories continuing, and because of this, encounters and expectations, Gensokyo continues this kind of anticipatory [mutation], and continues this abnormality.
Nerds just like this kind of Gensokyo, so they always want to guard, guarding this land that is loved by Yakumo Murasaki, and also guarding all the people in this land who are worthy of their own protection.
Because of this land, this Gensokyo is a place where [miracles] and [encounters] are gathered.
If you lose this characteristic, is it still Gensokyo?
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The nerd enters the Enchanted Villa, a space in a huge magic crystal ball created by Pache combining more than twenty Enchanted Villas, bare, with some corrections to her long black hair, and the nerd is subjected to three times the gravity.
Although many spiritual chapters say that the protagonist accepts ten times the gravity and a hundred times the gravity, the nerd says that the sincerity is outrageous, only three times the gravity, and the nerd's blood circulation is already driven by the strengthening of magic power, after all, although the nerd has deviated from humanity, but the strength of the body, and even the strength of the internal organs, is not much different from that of ordinary humans.
There's not much intensity, that's why nerds are working out here.
But at the same time, he is also tempering his consciousness, waving his fists forward, sweating.
A sound soul dwells on a sound spirit and a sound **.
Although the nerd is at the level of [abnormal] from soul to spirit to **, he is also tempering his **, tempering his magic, continuing to temper his spirit, and strengthening his will by tempering these.
However, there is a lot of fear about that anyway.
Who are you going to hurt this time?
When the solution of the mutation he wants to carry out is full of the possibility of causing harm to others, the nerd does not dare to act at will because of this.
Constant punching......
The nerd let out a sigh, as for Kazami Yuka and Dai, who are dating in another area, and only the nerd is distressed, Sakura is now going to Hakurei Shrine to play with Hakurei Reimu.
In this [mutation], there are already four known victims related to the [miracles] of this land, what about the others?
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Are you so weak?
The cold and arrogant figure sounded beside the nerd, this area with a special magnetic field, the closer to the center, the greater the gravity, and the women who walked over in the center of this area did not even have a trace of messy skirts.
In order to protect the weak, he gained a powerful and desperate power.
That powerful aura defied hundreds of times the gravity, and for Kazami Yuka, she didn't feel anything at all, and Dai was even more floating beside Kazami Yuka like a ghost, her hands around Yuka's neck, and a ridiculous sneer on her face.
Huh?
Today's you are unbearable.
The effect of this magic villa is that the time inside is twelve times the flow rate of the outside world, one hour outside and twelve hours inside the magic villa.
As the most suitable cultivation weapon for exercise, Youcheng has been here for a day, and when he heard Yuxiang's words, the nerd stopped exercising and looked at Yuxiang with a strange expression.
As the two people who made a promise to fight again.
At this time, they stared at each other with big eyes, although Kazami Yuka's eyes were very red and beautiful, but the nerd didn't know why that Kazami Yuka would talk to him.
Because apart from that agreement to fight again, the nerd and Kazami Yuka have almost no intersection.
It's unbearable to look down on you, what are you afraid of over there, it's unbearable, I even want to despise you like this, understand?
Kazami Yuka is very unpleasant, she is the invincible flower lord, she is called a queen and is feared, even the monster sage Yakumo Zi is not willing to conflict with her, but, there is a caring existence, that person is not afraid of himself, and he is not not afraid, he is even afraid of the gap with his own strength, he is afraid of this, but he also has the will to fight against that fear.
Kazami Yuka didn't hate that person, although he lied to himself and cursed her as Kazami Yuka, but Kazami Yuka was really grateful to this person.
Now that the curse is with her, it makes her seem to be even weaker, but she is very happy, so she is not disgusted by such a happy curse at all.
Everything that started with that lie made Kazami Yuka feel incredible.
Oh...... I'm sorry, Yuka-sama.
Sister Yuxiang, don't laugh at him, he can't find any evidence that can put him at ease, so he can't prove the consequences of his next actions, however, this hesitation is correct.
This pain is also worth appreciating.
Although Dai and the nerd are completely the same person, but completely different personalities, completely different three views, for Dai, the center of her world is Kazami Yuka, and for the nerd, the center of his world is everything in front of him.
Good or evil, strong or weak, strong or weak, the true meaning of dark magic is to receive everything.
Dai really thinks that nerds are very suitable for this, he has always accepted all these things unconditionally and tolerated them, but for nerds, the difficulties they are facing now are a little too high.
His mind has not yet been completely transformed into a human being, but he still has a human mind and a human heart.
So in the face of failure, there will be fear and pain.
It's the same soul as the nerd, so Dai knows very well what the nerd is thinking, this time the mutation is really super troublesome, if one is not handled well, Dai will even be affected, and Dai, who is surrounded by the smooth neck of Kazami Yuxiang, tightened the power in his hand.
As a human being, there will naturally be faces.
Especially after a failure, the result is not long ago.
Let's make an analogy that makes it easier to understand the current situation of the nerd, for example, the nerd is a bomb disposal expert, and he is asked to do a job to stop the explosion, but the bomb that is being defused explodes, and the nerd does not do it at all, and hides and hurts a very important friend.
The remorse of not saving a very important friend made the nerd lose his confidence, hesitate in uneasiness, and face a similar situation again, and the things that he experienced failure are vividly in front of his eyes, and in this state, the nerd basically trembles and defuses the bomb.
The face completely affected his normal play.
However, if a nerd is compared to a bomb disposal expert, after one bomb disposal failure, or several bomb disposal failures, and the result of the failure is to affect relatives and friends, then this bomb disposal expert who has lost confidence may have been abandoned long ago, and I am afraid that the bomb disposal operation will have a shadow and fear.
This is the case for nerds, scared, super scared, this time the difficulty is not solved by strength, what you need to know is the price that this fantasy village needs to bear at the same time as the mutation is solved.
If left alone, then Sakura, who made a wish, will overflow Gensokyo because of her presence, and the negativity of the black fog that spreads, thus destroying the place that this nerd cherishes.
And to take care of it, losing a lot of energy, Gensokyo loses its characteristics is small, and it is not impossible to disintegrate directly because of the energy imbalance.
Resolved, Gensokyo destruction is possible, not solved, Gensokyo destroyed.
A time bomb is buried in the pillar of the building called Gensokyo, if left unchecked, boom, the building will be blown up by this time bomb, and to defuse the bomb, the pillar has to be chiseled open, and the possibility of the building itself collapsing before the bomb explodes is too great.
That's all the nerd is facing, and no amount of explanation or emphasis can stop the nerd from trembling.
If this mutation can be solved by force, the nerd will definitely solve it by force, and if this mutation does not affect the people he values, the nerd may be ruthless.
However...... It's the last thing nerds want to face.
Success is also lost, and defeat is lost.
Is it too ugly? Are you still a man!! It's too unproductive.,It seems that I'll have a time to wander when I see the fragrance.γ
You want to know?
In the face of Youxiang, the top-down sight makes the nerd very unhappy, very, very unhappy.
The nerd is very gentle, so he wants to hide it, but what do you mean!
Then I'll tell you, and then tell me! What should you choose!! How can you choose!! This matter also has something to do with you! It depends on the Dai you likeββββ
The nerd will be his troubles, all his pain along with the self-deprecation mentality, all shake out, this is Gensokyo's big crisis, for the sake of friends must do, but solve the mutation, Gensokyo may be finished, and sit idly by, Gensokyo will be finished because of the expansion of the mutation.
Tell me about it, you want to protect Gensokyo, and destroy Gensokyo!!!
Kazami's face was completely gloomy.
The problem that the nerds are talking about is almost a dead end, and it is also the degree that the nerds are only human, so ...... He can't do it yet.
Ignoring those living beings one by one, that's why we will be troubled and miserable.
And you can't let others know, let others worry, so a person hides, constantly distresses, thinks, in order to strengthen his will, here secretly exercise.
That's all you want to say?
It was the angry flower face and moon appearance that destroyed the beauty of the wind and the fragrance.
Dai floated in the air and secretly laughed happily, while Kazami Yuka grabbed the nerd's shirt and lifted the nerd, who was a little shorter than her.
Gloomy, weak, useless, useless! It seems that I have really raised my expectations for you! You coward!!
Kazami Yuka shook his hand directly, and the nerd's body suddenly broke through the speed of sound and rose into the sky, almost displacing all the organs inside the nerd.
Stupid people......ββββ
Kazami Yuka shook her head and clenched her fists.
To the witch who once faced my attack and stood in front of you...... Let's reflect on it!!
In the face of the nerd who continued to rise, Yuka Kazami flew up, overtaking the nerd at an even more alarming speed and stopped in the air, and Yuuka, who was paused in the air, threw a second punch at the nerd flying towards her.
ββββ bang.
The magic barrier was torn apart, and the power of this slender arm, which was completely contrary to common sense, was completely blasted to the ground.
The nerd's body was blasted from one area to another, which was the island area, and the nerd's body was blasted into the sea of the artificial sea, as if smashed on the concrete floor, constantly squeezed by the heavy pressure.
Falling from the sky and stepping on the rough sea, Kazami Yuka showed a look of disdain.
He raised his hand and whispered.
Let me teach you how to be a competent youkai!!
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