But then, Jun Aosheng's answer confirmed the uneasiness in Jun Aolin's heart even more - "Big brother, if one day, I am not there, then these two children, please help me take care of them." "The only thing he can trust is his own big brother.

As soon as Jun Aolin heard this, his heart immediately sank and said, "What do you mean by this, what do you mean by your absence, I will tell you this kind of thing, don't say it again in the future!"

"In the future......" Jun Aosheng turned his head and looked at Jun Aolin.

In those dark phoenix eyes, there was now a dead air.

Jun Aolin's heart chuckled, his younger brother's eyes were like this he had never seen before.

"Big brother, I don't know if I have a so-called future, Xinxin may not last long, and I want to accompany Xinxin. He spoke word by word, his voice was not loud, but every word was unusually clear.

"If it's the pain of a full moon...... Maybe something can be developed, maybe ......" Jun Aolin wanted to say something, but Jun Aosheng interrupted.

"It's not because of the pain. Jun Aosheng said in a low voice, turned his head again, and looked at a pair of children in the incubator, "It's just that I can't live without a heart, although I can force myself to continue to live for the sake of my children, but I don't want to be like that after all, I am different from my father, there are some things I can't do." ”

Just think of him as selfish, his love is too single, if he loses the one he loves the most, then he would rather disappear into this world by himself.

Let his fate be the same as the original fate in the book.

Jun Aolin pursed his thin lips when he heard this, he knew that his younger brother was now explaining the aftermath to him. Jun Aolin's heart couldn't stop surging with sadness.

Jun Family...... In the eyes of outsiders, the scenery is infinite.

But only the people of the Jun family themselves understand what kind of helplessness there is behind that scenery.

"Don't be too pessimistic, no one knows if Yixin will get better until the last step. Jun Aolin said.

Jun Aosheng smiled hoarsely, "It's me who is too greedy, if I hadn't stopped her at the beginning, if I had let her go back, then maybe, she wouldn't be what she is now." ”

When he saw her body glow and saw her figure become void, if he hadn't done anything, maybe she would have returned to her original world like that, and then everything that followed would not have happened.

"Aosheng, what are you talking about?" Jun Aolin asked, he didn't understand what his brother said.

But Jun Aosheng didn't explain anything.

That night, Jun Aosheng returned to the Jun family's house, and in the safe in his room, he took out a pistol, this gun, has been with him for many years, I don't know if he used this gun to commit suicide against his temple in the so-called book in his heart?

Jun Aosheng looked at the short gun in his hand, gently stroked the body of the gun with his fingers, and then slowly pushed the gun to his temple.

Just pull the trigger lightly, and he'll die.

Xinxin once told him that his fate in the book, after being deceived by Huang Xiaohong's feelings, Xinxin chose to commit suicide.

What kind of mood should he have felt at that time? Falling in love with someone who is not worthy of love by mistake is probably more self-deprecation.

And now, maybe he will choose the same ending, but the mood is completely different, he is in love with a woman who is worth all his love, but ...... He shouldn't have forced the woman to stay with him.

If there is really a lifetime in life, then he hopes that she is still his life.

It's just that I hope that in life, she and him can be people in the same world.

Slowly putting down the hand holding the gun, Jun Aosheng carefully put the gun away, put it in the box, and left the room with the box.

It was only when he walked a few steps out of the room that he suddenly stopped again.

Old Man Jun was standing not far away, as if he had been waiting here for a long time.

"What are you holding in your hand?" asked Old Man Jun.

Jun said proudly, "It's nothing, it's just a gadget." ”

Old Man Jun frowned and said, "Are you really old and dizzy? What are you going to do when you come back at night with a gun?!"

Jun Aosheng then said, "I just want to be just in case." ”

"Just in case?!, do you think that someone is going to attack the hospital, and you need to take a gun to defend yourself?" said the old man.

Jun Aosheng lowered his eyes lightly and said slowly, "Dad, I can't do what you do, so, for me, I will carry this gun with me, and one day, I will need to use it." ”

When the old man Jun heard this, he suddenly took a few steps forward, raised his hand, and slapped his son suddenly, "What are you talking about! When did you become so cowardly and say such frustrating words!"

Jun Aosheng's face was knocked to the side, and a few red marks appeared on his face, but he just said quietly, "Dad, fate depends on fate, destined to depend on the people of the Jun family, if one day, fate is gone, then how can the people of the Jun family live? Those ancestors in the ancestral hall of the Jun family have all chosen to live and die with fate, and now I just made the same choice." ”

When Old Man Jun heard this, he suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness. Can't refute it, because that's the truth.

But do you want him to really watch his son die? Let the white-haired man send the black-haired man?

"Aosheng, you-"

"Dad, I'll go to the hospital first. Jun said proudly, raised his footsteps, and walked in the direction of the stairs.

Old Man Jun looked at his son's back as he left, opened his mouth, and wanted to say something more, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only sigh helplessly in the end, and the whole person seemed to have aged a lot in an instant.

Jun Aosheng returned to the hospital, and Wang Yixin was still in the sterile isolation ward.

He stood in front of the transparent glass window, looking at her lying on the hospital bed, his fingers holding the gun case tightened unconsciously, "Xinxin...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

But no matter how much he blamed himself, he couldn't get her eyes open.

Two days later, Wang Yixin left the sterile isolation ward and returned to the original ward, but her physical condition began to heal, although there were the best doctors, although there were the best medicines, but for her, it was useless.

Her body became thinner and thinner, and even in just one week, she suffered several cardiac arrests and was rescued by doctors.