Chapter 237: Ten years in vain

Mingxi finished talking about her darkest time, let out a long sigh of relief, and said, "Han Feng, do you know? When you said that I was your sunshine, I laughed at you in my heart for a while. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"Really?" Han Feng said, "What are you laughing at me?"

Mingxi said: "Laugh at your stupidity." You don't even know what kind of person I am, and you think of me so well, aren't you asking for your own suffering?"

Han Feng laughed and said, "Even if it's it." But there is hope, it is better than no hope. ”

Mingxi was silent for a while before he said, "But your hope is my despair." While in the ruins, I thought about a lot of things, I thought...... Muzhou Lake is also ridiculously stupid, in fact, people's hopes should not be pinned on others. When I was a child, I still understood this truth, how can I grow up to now, but it is not as good as before. ”

Han Feng said, "Then do you still hate me?"

Mingxi didn't answer him directly, but chose to continue: "After I can speak, I still follow my uncle to play around, and I still follow him to learn formations." When he was ten years old, the Yedi clan paid tribute to Bai Xue, and his father gave it to his eldest brother. The eldest brother said that he kept this tiger in a cage, so he gave it to me. ”

When she said this, she let out a long sigh and said, "Bai Xue has spirituality. It's alone in the mountains, and if it can't wait for me, it must know that something has happened to me. Alas...... It must have died of sadness. ”

Han Feng became sad again when he heard her, and hurriedly asked, "Since the eldest prince is such a good person, how can he have such a reputation?"

Mingxi said: "Isn't it easy for him to spread such a reputation? just find a few people to go out, do some bad things under the banner of the eldest prince, and spread it in one go." Good things don't go out, but evil things go thousands of miles, not to mention the evil things of the prince. The second emperor brother is not growing, he is doing things outside, he always says that he is the prince, but he does not say which one he is, when others spread it out, he deliberately arouses public anger, and the word "prince" is always not as exciting as "prince". Again...... My eldest brother himself ...... Alas......"

"What's wrong with him?"

Mingxi said: "He was careless in employing people. There are not too many people who support the advice he made in the court, and the people in the later clan support him, but ...... The people who supported him weren't all good people. He had a cousin who fell in love with a woman, and the woman had already promised someone, and he forced her husband's family to die, and the woman committed suicide by jumping into the river. The family went to the government, and his parents came to my eldest brother. The power of the eldest brother is already weak, and if his relatives can't keep it, then no one in the court will be willing to follow him...... In desperation, he had no choice but to find Jing Zhaoyin and suppress this matter. Later, it was rumored that it was said that the eldest brother bullied men and women. ”

When Han Feng heard this, he couldn't help but refute: "He's ...... Isn't it for the sake of your own rights......

However, he didn't finish a word, and was interrupted by Mingxi: "I also asked my eldest brother that at that time. I was very angry at that time, saying that I almost didn't recognize him, but my eldest brother only asked me one thing, and he said, 'Do you think it is better for me to be the emperor in the future, or is it better for your second emperor brother?' The eldest brother wants to be a good emperor, including the half-Yinu and the Lidu people...... The eldest brother said that the people don't need you to be good to them, you don't care about anything at all, and providing a stable world is really good to them. When everyone has to eat, they have to fill their stomachs, they have to eat and drink by their own efforts, and they can get it in peace and security, no one thinks of stealing, robbing, rebelling, and no one uses you to force them to do what they do. It doesn't matter who you are, it's the same. ”

Han Feng was a little stunned when he heard this: no matter whether the eldest prince was a good person or a bad person, just because he could say such a thing, he was already a man of outstanding knowledge.

Mingxi was silent for a while, and then said, "And...... That was a long time ago. When I was thirteen years old, I was no weaker than those who served in the DPRK. I told my eldest brother that he didn't have to act against his conscience anymore. At that time, the Rong people attacked the sheep intestine pass because of the invalidation of the covenant with their relatives, and my uncle took me there, and before they reached the pass, they set up a position and let them retreat. ”

"This is a secret of the DPRK and China, because the two armies did not actually fight, so the court did not spread the word to the outside world - the Rong people at that time were just for show, so they retreated after being blocked. When the battle report reached the palace, my father no longer thought that I was the daughter of God's damnation, and my mother's face was also bright, and at the same time, she ...... I'm a woman, and it's useless to have my feats come, so I'll give them to my eldest brother. ”

"For my eldest brother, the merits of the war are still secondary, and the most important thing is that I am doing this to show my father the attitude of my uncle and my uncle, and can make the eldest brother's position more stable. From the age of thirteen to seventeen, I experienced more than 100 battles, all of which were credited to my eldest brother. Han Feng, you said that Sister Xinghou of Pingsha City is a woman who does not let her eyebrows, how many battles has she fought? How many times has she been on the battlefield? Let me tell you, there are only a handful!"

As she spoke, she suddenly became excited: "If it goes on like this, the eldest brother will be the acting emperor steadily, and he will definitely enforce his law and government......! But everything is not going to work, everything is getting late! In Qinghe City, the Half-Yi Girl Uprising has already been laid out on the surface, do you know how many officials have been assassinated by their own Half-Yi Girl these days? Before I entered the village of the Yedi tribe, I got seven pieces of news. Although the rebellion of the Yi people was a secret thing, they colluded with Xinghou in the north and south, and there was no way to turn back. Han Feng, I didn't know this when I was on the shore of Muzhou Lake, if you agreed to be with me at that time......

She couldn't go on, she just cried tears when she held Han Feng's hand tightly, and after a long time, she struggled to say the two words "It's late".

Han Feng gasped, knowing that he was wrong to blame her. By the lake, she asked him, "If we are together, will you still make my father and the emperor rebel", he only blamed her for calculating him with marriage, but he didn't hear the despair in her words.

Mingxi said that she was also his sunshine, and he really was. It's just that even if he knew all this at the time, knew everything she was carrying, and knew what she had done and what price she had paid for Lidu and Banyi Girl, would his decision change?

What's more, even if it changes, what can it do? It was Liu Quan who really instigated the half-Yi women to rise up and contact the Yi people to cooperate.

Now that he thinks about it, he asks her if she still hates herself, which is really ridiculous and redundant. How can she not hate? What should she do if all her ten years of work have been in vain?

"I'm sorry. Han Feng couldn't help but hug Mingxi into his arms, and Mingxi cried loudly.

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