Chapter 40: Should I Give Up?

Li Yucheng's favorite classes are Wednesday afternoons and Friday mornings.

Classes during these two time periods are taken together by the entire major. He can sit with Lin Qi.

Wednesday arrived. Li Yucheng knew that An Zijie and Lin Qi were officially dating. But he still took a seat for Lin Qi.

"Perch." Li Yucheng pretended to be the same as usual.

Lin Qi looked at the other positions, and after saying thank you to Li Yucheng, he chose other vacant seats.

Li Yucheng's heart chuckled. He didn't expect that she would deliberately keep a distance from herself for An Zijie's sake, just a friend.

Lin Qi is actually more afraid that he will sit next to him, not only will he be misunderstood, but he will also be misunderstood.

It's just that she doesn't know, she can be misunderstood, and Li Yucheng can't even ask for knowledge.

Li Yucheng comforted himself, at least, he could sneak a few glances at her like he did in high school. It's also good to be able to look at her a few more times.

After class, An Zijie came to pick up Lin Qi. At this point in time, An Zijie did not have classes.

An Zijie naturally took Lin Qi's book and took Lin Qi's hand. Now, he can make no secret of his love for Lin Qi, and he doesn't want Li Yucheng, so he can only bury his love deeper.

"Perch, goodbye." Li Yucheng

"Goodbye, Yucheng." Forest dwelling.

"Goodbye, Yucheng." An Zijie's tone was full of sneering.

Li Yucheng looked at the backs of the two people talking and laughing, and a tear slipped down from the corner of his eye.

He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, looked at the tears on his hands, and smiled bitterly.

This scene was seen by Xu Ruohan. She understands the bitterness of not being able to love.

Xu Ruohan thought that this had nothing to do with him. There is no need to say anything more. But thinking of himself, the day he went to the bubble tea shop to resign, and when he came back, he only dared to secretly shed a few tears in the bath.

Actually, she wanted someone to show up to comfort her. Probably he'd like to, too.

Li Yucheng walked towards the playground and sat in the middle of the playground. Watching people come and go, watching others laugh and laugh, watching all kinds of couples in the school holding hands.

After Xu Ruohan walked a few steps, he still turned around. She looked at the lonely Li Yucheng from the edge of the playground.

Li Yucheng didn't expect that the original heartache was real. He thought that the only person he could contact now might be Zhang Sheng.

"I'm out of love." Li Yucheng sent a message to Zhang Sheng and lay quietly on the lawn.

But now Zhang Sheng is busy studying and practicing every day, and he has almost no time to look at his mobile phone.

Zhang Sheng has a line between the company's practice room and the school every day, and the people he likes want to take a look at them, but they don't have a chance.

There will always be a little bit of sadness in everyone's life. It's an inevitable part of growth.

Li Yucheng stared at the screen, but there was no news. He let out a long sigh. Looking up at the sky, azure is the favorite color of Lin Qi.

Li Yucheng didn't hold back his tears after all, he felt an unprecedented sense of loneliness.

Xu Ruohan didn't know if he was suitable to comfort him. Hesitating on the side of the playground.

In the end, he walked to Li Yucheng, and Xu Ruohan gave Li Yucheng's brother a piece of paper.

"Why are you here?" Li Yucheng was obviously a little panicked.

"I'm passing by. Pass by. Xu Ruohan also felt outrageous after speaking, how could anyone pass by the playground and detour to the center of the playground.

She kept the paper handing over the pose. "When the wind blows in our school, it's really easy to squint." Gently shook his hand and asked Li Yucheng to end the paper.

Li Yucheng took the paper and nodded. Xu Ruohan sat next to him, and there was a gap of about 30 centimeters between the two.

"The weather was nice today. Blue sky and white clouds, and flying birds. Xu Ruohan regretted that he shouldn't be nosy.

Just looking at a boy and crying for a girl, it's quite touching.

"Say, shouldn't I give up?" Li Yucheng

"What?" Xu Ruohan

"You don't have to pretend you don't know. You can see it, don't you? "Li Yucheng

"Hmm." Xu Ruohan nodded.

"I didn't mean to, you're right at the door of the classroom, and I accidentally saw you wiping your tears, so, I'm sorry." Xu Ruohan

"Why are you following me?" Li Yucheng's eyes suddenly sharpened.

"Me, don't get me wrong, I just think you need someone to talk to you right now. Because I've experienced that before I can even say what I like, I have lost the feeling of possibility. So...... Well, if you don't like it, I'll go inside now. ”

Xu Ruohan stood up and patted his pants and the corners of his clothes. Walked away. Before he could walk a few steps, he was stopped by Li Yucheng.

"Xu Ruohan." Li Yucheng patted the place where Xu Ruohan had just sat and motioned for her to sit back.

Xu Ruohan sat back obediently.

"How long have you liked that guy?" Li Yucheng asked.

"It didn't take long, it was only a month. It didn't take long, but I was really sad for a while. When I mention it now, I feel a little sad again. "Xu Ruohan

"I've liked her for over 2 years. From my sophomore year of high school to now, I don't even know when I'll stop liking her. "Li Yucheng

Xu Ruohan didn't expect that Li Yucheng would be so affectionate.

"Perhaps, you should tell her about your anger." Xu Ruohan

"Really? Then why don't you tell him. "Li Yucheng

"Because I know it can't be." Xu Ruohan

"Is it possible for me?" Li Yucheng

"You're not like me. I can put it down, you can't. "Xu Ruohan

"How do you know I can't put it down?" Li Yucheng

"More than two years, not two months. I liked it for so long, and I never expressed my heart, isn't it because you're afraid? "Xu Ruohan

Li Yucheng was stunned for a moment. Yes, indeed. Isn't that just scared? Before, I didn't dare to say it, because I was afraid that she would hate herself. Later, I didn't dare to say it, because I was afraid that the friendship I had established with her would completely collapse.

"I was really scared." Li Yucheng

"Don't think too much, the more you take into account, the more you don't get, and sometimes you can lose more." Xu Ruohan

Li Yucheng was silent. He thought that on the day he graduated from high school, he told Lin Qi what he originally wanted to say. If she could show her heart before she didn't like others, would the result be different from what she is now?

Unfortunately, there are no ifs. There is only the past, the present and the future

"But they're already together. If I don't confess, won't it all help? "Li Yucheng

"What you need is an account for yourself. Of course, if you think you can put it down, you can watch her and others happy, sweet, and nothing. ”

"At our age, isn't that the age when we are in love? All today will become tomorrow's past tense, today is sad, tomorrow will not be so sad. ”

Xu Ruohan got up and left after speaking. Li Yucheng lay on the lawn and thought.