Chapter 174: A Sense of Grievance
Lin Qi looked out the window on the plane and cried. She suddenly felt sad. This month, Ling Xingchen and Mo Chengjun were inseparable.
And the last time she and he met was 20 days ago, and I don't know when the next time it will be.
"Perch. What happened to you. "Ling Xingchen
Lin Qi shook his head.
Ling Xingchen handed Lin Qi a piece of paper.
"It's fine." Forest dwelling
"Are you really okay?" Ling Xingchen
"Hmm." Lin Qi nodded. I closed my eyes.
Ling Xingchen and Mo Chengjun were dating. Lin Qi is thanks to Kevin and Lin Eucalyptus, and they occasionally go out with Lin Qi to play.
Thanks to her grandparents, she accompanies them, and she feels okay and not so lonely. She didn't expect that when she was close to him, she still felt thousands of miles away.
Lin Qi fell asleep. In the dream, they quarreled. Lin Qi woke up. Ling Xingchen noticed that something was wrong with her.
"What's wrong, perch?" Ling Xingchen
"How long did I sleep?" Forest dwelling
"Less than an hour." Ling Xingchen glanced at his watch. She was watching "The Little Prince" brought by Lin Qi, and she was fascinated by it.
"What's wrong with you. Is it a nightmare? "Ling Xingchen
"Hmm. Be. I dreamed that I had a fight with him. "Lin Qi
"You might as well quarrel with him. I always feel that you have been holding it in my heart, and it is very uncomfortable. "Ling Xingchen
"I, no." Forest dwelling
"Don't you blame him for not coming to see you off today? I don't know when the next time we meet. "Ling Xingchen
"I ...... Blame. This time Lin Qi really blamed him.
"But I can't help it. That inverted championship was his dream. "Lin Qi
"It's just two hours." Ling Xingchen
"Maybe those two hours are precious to them. Maybe you've solved a puzzle. "Lin Qi
"If it were like Amo, I guess I wouldn't be able to stand it and break up with him." Ling Xingchen
"Break up? Not really. Lin Qi never thought about this problem.
The flight attendant brought them lunch. Lin Qi didn't have much appetite and didn't want to eat. Ling Xingchen took one for her.
"Let's have a bit." Ling Xingchen
Lin Qi shook his head: "I'm not too hungry." ”
"You have to eat if you're not hungry. Meal ordered. There are still a few hours to go. ”
"Good, obedient. Well. "Ling Xingchen
"Okay." Forest dwelling
After returning home, Lin Qi saw the message sent by An Zijie and was sorry again.
Lin Qi replied: You only seem to be saying sorry.
I felt that it was inappropriate, so I immediately withdrew. I'm afraid it will affect An Zijie's mood. After all, it was she herself who said it didn't matter.
I've arrived. Lin Qi finished his hair, washed up, and prepared to sleep. She felt tired and weak.
Lying on the bed, she didn't know why a sense of grievance hit her, and she cried in the bed. She didn't want to blame him. But she felt uncomfortable again.
For a long time, Lin Qi did not write an email to An Zijie. The messages they send to each other are also scattered.
An Zijie only felt that she was busy, and she was also busy, so she didn't bother.
Before the start of his junior year, Lin Qi wrote an email to him.
An Zijie:
How's it going?
It's been a long time since you've written to me. It's because if I don't write it for you, you won't write it, right?
An Zijie, I think we're like online dating now, no, it's better to be online dating. When you send me a message, it's always my time to rest, and when I want to contact you, I'm afraid you're resting. It's been a long time since we've been on the phone, no video.
School starts tomorrow. I sent you this email from my dorm room. It suddenly occurred to me that last year, when you first went abroad, my mood was completely different from now.
One year in hand, will you be back? My brother told me that as long as you win the world championship, you should know that you will go straight to the research institute, but you have never mentioned it to me.
Are you ready to stay anywhere, or have you decided that you're going to come back to me?
I really hate who I am right now. I feel like I'm selfish. Obviously you were willing to stay, but I let you go. Now, I regret it very much and didn't keep you.
I thought that after you became better, I would still be the number one in your heart. But it seems wrong. I know you like me for that hasn't changed, but you love your game even more. I don't know if you're going to be upset if I say that.
An Zijie, I really miss you. I'm so tired, too!
Forest dwelling
August 31, 2018
Lin Qi sighed. I'm a junior.
"Qiqi, I brought you a cup of fruit tea." Jiang Xiao
"Thank you. Why don't you bring me milk tea? "Lin Qi
"You already have insomnia, and it's not suitable to drink milk tea at night." Jiang Xiao
"Okay." Forest dwelling
"This year's freshman 9.1 came to report. You ...... "Lin Qi."
"You want to ask me what will happen when I see Li Ruochen, right?" Jiang Xiao
"Hmm." Forest dwelling
"Hang him. He had said such an excessive thing before. Whatever the reason, I wouldn't have forgiven him so quickly. "Jiang Xiao
"Okay. Aren't you coming back tomorrow? How did I come back at night. "Lin Qi
"I had a fight with my mom and dad." Jiang Xiao
"You're going to quarrel with them." Forest dwelling
"Why, haven't you ever had a fight with your mom and dad?" Jiang Xiao
"Nope." Forest dwelling
"According to Qiqi's character, I can't quarrel with anyone." Xu Ruohan walked out of the bathroom. Just came out of the shower.
"Yes, too. quarreled with Mo Chengjun. "Lin Qi
"You and An Zijie haven't quarreled?" Jiang Xiao
"I don't know if it counts. I've had a little temper. Lately, we have had very little contact. As soon as Lin Qi mentioned it, he felt a little aggrieved.
"What's wrong. Your eyes are red. "Xu Ruohan
"It's fine. Have you ever quarreled with Yu Cheng? "Lin Qi
"Very little, he doesn't lose his temper, and I'm embarrassed to kill him. Every time I talk to him in a fierce tone, he looks at you like a puppy making a mistake. You can't be fierce. "Xu Ruohan
"You went to Cloud City to find you in the summer vacation. The circle of friends shows. "Jiang Xiao
"Hmm. Qiqi, aren't you American? How rarely look at you have dynamics. Didn't you use it when you were with him before? "Xu Ruohan
"I ...... We were only together for 5 days, and later, it was true that I was abroad, but we couldn't see him. Alas, I'll go wash up too. "Lin Qi
"Well, are you going to welcome the new man tomorrow?" Jiang Xiao
"This semester, it seems that we have not been assigned a job. The new minister said, "It's a junior, it's up to us to see what we want." He arranged for all sophomores. "Lin Qi
"Why, if you want to go, then let's go together, there's nothing else." Xu Ruohan
"Okay. Let's go together. I'm going to hook up with other junior brothers, and I'm angry with Li Ruochen. "Jiang Xiao
Li Ruochen won the escort spot. After that, he immediately confessed his mistake and apologized to Jiang Xiao. But Jiang Xiao still didn't add him to WeChat.
He was very decisive when he deleted it, and now it is too late to apologize. All the apologies that have caused harm to others are meaningless.
Li Ruochen will go to the company for an internship every holiday in the future, which he negotiated with his father when he came to Linda.
The reason why Li Ruochen wanted to come to Linda so much was, of course, because of Jiang Xiao. He liked her and always did.
If he didn't know Jiang Xiao, he would probably follow his family's arrangement. It's just that he met her, so he wants to rebel again.