Chapter 10: Lack of Life

Seeing Xiao Jing say a few words, Lin Zixuan went to play a game with An Qingqing, Lin Xuan stroked his forehead weakly, his baby son is too easy to talk, he really regards Xiao Jing as a good person, no business or treachery! Lin Xuan secretly made up his mind to re-educate his precious son.

"Lin Xuan, I came to you today for"

"It's for your brother's sake." Without waiting for Xiao Jing to finish speaking, Lin Xuan directly interrupted him, this kind of thing, it is better to preemptively: "Your brother just recognized the wrong person, I thought you introduced your brother to me last night." ”

Xiao Jing nodded helplessly, he felt that Lin Xuan was now like a turtle, his head and limbs were retracted into the shell, only a pair of eyes were hidden under the thick shell and peeping around, occasionally sticking his head out to look around, and when he found that something was wrong, he immediately retracted his head.

What should he do with it? Originally, he wanted to help Xiao Lin, but now it seems that if he continues, not only will he not be able to help Xiao Lin, but he will provoke himself with an S, and then he will be even more inhuman.

"I didn't mean anything else when I came, I just wanted to explain the misunderstanding yesterday, if you don't mind, then I'll go up first." Xiao Jing had the heart to say something else, but the situation was stronger than people, and now Lin Xuan was afraid that he wouldn't be able to listen to what he said at all.

Lin Xuan nodded, breathing a sigh of relief, and his stiff body relaxed a little.

She was actually very afraid of Xiao Jing telling her what she had already suspected. Why do these people make her feel so familiar, but they don't seem to know her at first sight? Why did Xiao Lin feel a sense of disappointment the moment he saw her face, and then stared at her eyes stupidly?

She is familiar with Xiao Jing and An Qingqing, which can be said to be their relationship with each other on the Internet. But what about Hu Yanqing? Why could she call him by his nickname as soon as she heard it? It was no accident that she was even one step closer to what she was looking for.

It is precisely because of this that Lin Xuan did not dare to ask in depth, after the truth is revealed, where should she go? Of course, this is not the most important thing, the most important thing is Lin Zixuan, her baby son, what kind of future will Lin Zixuan face after her identity is revealed?

Seeing Xiao Jing's back walk out of her small office, and finally disappear, Lin Xuan struggled to bite her lip, she wanted to know everything, crazy to know everything, the previous her, that completely blank, missing memory, who was she?

But she was afraid to know everything, afraid that the outcome she could not accept, and even more afraid that the so-called answer would make him tangled and painful, and most afraid that someone would want to separate their mother and son.

No matter what happened before, it is all in the past, and her baby son is the most important thing for her now, no matter who or anything, don't want to take her baby son away from her.

Secretly made up his mind, Lin Xuan came back to his senses only to find that there was a missed call from Albert, and he was annoyed that he was so distracted, but he still bit his lip and dialed back.

Sooner or later, Albert, Lin Xuan originally thought that Albert would always be her strong backing, but now it seems that it is nothing more than that, Albert is definitely plotting against her and her baby son! But she can only make a fool of herself with the poisonous snake next to this nest

The video call was quickly connected, and Albert on the other side of the camera was still the man she knew with a gentlemanly smile. It's just that smiling face, but now it seems, how to look at it.

"Why, it's just you, baby." Albert's somewhat lame Chinese came out of the video, and it could be seen that he seemed to be in a good mood.

Lin Xuan took a deep breath, trying not to let Albert see her abnormality, and naturally showed a smile that was familiar to the person opposite: "He is playing a game with An Qingqing, but it's you, why did you think of calling me at this time?" When I came back from the toilet, I saw your missed call, so what to say. ”

"Alas, what are you doing today, I really think something is different, have you been wronged?"

Although Lin Xuan tried to hide his emotions no matter how much he tried to hide his emotions, five years of getting along day and night made Albert extremely familiar with Lin Xuan, and the slightest unnaturalness could be seen immediately.

Albert was actually nervous in his heart, although he took Lin Xuan away out of curiosity and the mentality of hunting for beauty, but five years later, his heart for Lin Xuan is real.

Why did she choose to let Lin Xuan return to China instead of occupying her and hiding her past, this is enough to show Albert's sincerity. Albert has Albert's pride, and he firmly believes that even if Lin Xuan knows what happened five years ago, he will still be with him, so he chooses to let go for the time being, this is for them to be better together in the future.

"Mommy, Mommy, what are you doing, I heard Daddy Albert's voice, did Daddy Albert call?"

Lin Xuan was embarrassed and didn't know how to answer whether Albert was bullied, and it just so happened that Lin Zixuan ran out of the house just to relieve her embarrassment.

"Wow, it's really Daddy Albert, Daddy Albert I miss you, why do you only call Mommy and don't call me?" Lin Zixuan ran over and asked the computer camera to point at his round cute face, pouting and complaining dissatisfiedly, and a mouthful of standard English came out.

In Lin Zixuan's world, apart from his wife, the most important person is Albert.

Obviously, Albert was also very happy to see Lin Zixuan, damn the awkward Chinese all dead side, and instantly chatted with Lin Zixuan.

Lin Xuan, who should have been remembered by Albert, quietly retreated, and before she could figure out how to face Albert, she still tried to avoid meeting Albert, lest she couldn't control herself and show some abnormal emotions.

Looking back at Lin Zixuan, who was chattering with Albert again, Lin Xuan smiled, and turned his head to An Qingqing's cubicle without nostalgia.

Between Lin Zixuan and Albert, there is not only the relationship between father and son, but also the friendship between teachers and students, even if they are not biological, they can still be very close. That relationship is at least much better than Lin Zixuan's father.

When Lin Xuan arrived at An Qingqing's cubicle, An Qingqing was biting the tip of her pen and staring at the blank rice paper in front of her with a bitter and bitter look.

I don't know how many of them are now, but she has drawn one after another, and none of them can satisfy her, and she always feels that something is missing from what she has drawn recently. But she used to draw the same thing, so why can't she paint a painting that satisfies her now?

Lin Xuan walked over, picked up the rice paper that was thrown to the ground by An Qingqing, and looked at it one by one seriously, and the small animals on each rice paper were vividly presented in front of Lin Xuan's eyes. But Lin Xuan's feeling is the same as An Qingqing's, this painting is obviously missing something. What's missing?

Lin Xuan stared at the eyes of one of the little tigers, the little tigers were in flames all over their bodies, and there was a tuft of fiery red hair on the top of their heads, and even the word "Wang" on their foreheads seemed to be rendered in the color of fire.

"Hey, Xuanxuan, why are you here?" It wasn't until Lin Xuan walked to An Qingqing's side that An Qingqing suddenly discovered her arrival, and looked at the rice paper discarded by her in Lin Xuan's hand with some embarrassment, An Qingqing quickly opened the topic: "It's rare to come to my side, do it casually, next to Xiao Xuanxuan's seat." ”

Lin Xuan was not polite, he directly pulled a chair and sat down, looking at the various expressions on An Qingqing's face, pouting for a while, frowning for a while, and the various expressions could almost be a school of their own. Lin Xuan's heart moved, and he suddenly understood what was missing in An Qingqing's painting.

"It's anger, what is missing in your paintings is anger!"

"Huh? What do you say, what is lacking in anger? What is anger? An Qingqing was confused by what Lin Xuan said, she was weird since Lin Xuan came over, and now she is even saying some strange things, shouldn't she have been overstimulated by Xiao Lin yesterday?

Thinking like this, An Qingqing was taken aback by herself, how could Lin Xuan be frightened by Xiao Lin, it turned out that the two people who loved so much, if you want to say that the reason why Lin Xuan's soul is not kept is because of lovesickness, then the credibility will be a little higher.

Lin Xuan knocked An Qingqing's head: "Qingqing, what do you think, I mean there is a lack of life in your paintings." ”

"Huh? Ahh An Qingqing still looked ignorant, and it was the first time she had heard of the lack of anger in the painting.

I don't know why, An Qingqing feels that her current painting style and painting skills are even more mature than before, but I don't know why she used to be very satisfied with her paintings, but now it seems that she is more and more substandard.

Lin Xuan saw that she didn't understand, and patiently explained: "When I say angry, I mean Shen Yun, Qingqing, your painting is indeed good, and it even looks like the real thing at a glance, but if you think about it carefully, you will find that there is a big shortcoming, I believe this is also the reason why you can't be satisfied with your paintings now." ”

"Yes, yes, yes, I feel it too, but I don't know why, I don't feel this way, it's just recently, I always feel a little powerless in the design of sleepwalking." An Qingqing looked annoyed, she is actually a very serious person, she actually wants to do her job very well.

Lin Xuan sighed, and secretly sighed that An Qingqing really didn't know the true face of Lushan, only because she was in this mountain, but she still opened her mouth and said: "Qingqing, what about people, if you insist on learning a technology, the technology will naturally get better and better, just like you are now."

The reason why you are not satisfied with your paintings now is precisely because your technique has almost reached the highest point of your own ability, so at this time, it is already difficult to break through from the technical aspect, and you have to find another way to improve in other aspects. ”