Chapter 14: Face it bravely
The next day, Lin Xuan couldn't wait to ask Xiao Jing for leave, and took her baby son to the kindergarten to sign up. Ignoring the disgusted look on his baby son's face, Lin Xuan couldn't stop laughing happily alone. Finally, he can let his baby son live the life of a normal child, and he will see what a normal child should do in the future, and he will learn to do it, so that the subtle influence will definitely make the baby son become a normal child as soon as possible.
Lin Xuan confidently sent her baby son to the kindergarten, and when she left, she felt a little reluctant, she couldn't see her baby son all day, and no one pestered her to take her to brush BSS, Lin Xuan suddenly felt that her eyes were a little sour.
"Okay, okay, go back quickly, I'll obediently play with the kids here in the mud and play with the blocks." Lin Zixuan's impatient words instantly amused Lin Xuan, and after thinking about it, he felt that his sadness for no reason was too hypocritical, so he naturally let go.
In order to alleviate this emotion called "loss", Lin Xuan took a day off and prepared to make a table of delicious food to comfort and comfort himself.
Looking at the large table of dishes on the table, Lin Xuan felt more and more lonely, the days without his baby son were really monotonous, alas.
Sighing, Lin Xuan stared at the dishes on the table again in a daze, why hasn't it been afternoon yet, why hasn't the baby son come back yet, making so many delicious things is what the baby son likes to eat, isn't it her heart to send her son to kindergarten? What's going on with this feeling of entanglement in my heart?
Picking up the chopsticks and plucking the rice that had not been touched at all, Lin Xuan felt that he couldn't eat it anymore, so he sighed irritably and went to work in the study.
After throwing away the nth piece of discarded rice paper, Lin Xuan finally realized that no matter what she did today, she couldn't calm down. It will be fine in two days, Lin Xuan thought so, and Son put down the work of his mobile phone, opened the notebook and played the game.
The blind man of the gang watched the play: Xuanxuan, you are up, has the little baby been sent to school?
The people in the gang also expressed their concern when they saw Lin Xuanxuan online, after all, Lin Zixuan's popularity is so good, so loved, I haven't seen him all morning, so naturally I miss him tightly. Some people also joked that the blind man should watch the play and give birth to one himself, so that he would not have to covet other people's children.
Seeing the words "little baby", Lin Xuan's eyes were sour again, so many people cared about her baby son. The heart was pounding, it didn't hurt, but it was very suffocating. This suffocation is not only because he is reluctant to give up his baby son, but also because he saw the words of the merry swordsman.
Gang Merry Swordsman: When the child leaves his side, his parents must be the saddest, if you restrain yourself, Lin Xuan will definitely care more about Zixuan than you.
When the child leaves his side, the parents must be the saddest! Lin Xuan kept silently reciting this sentence in her heart, she felt depressed and irritable when her baby son left her side for such a day. And what about her mother?
She was gone for five years, her previous memories were lost for five years, five years, what about her parents? Is she worried about her all the time like she cares about Lin Zixuan?
Thinking about it, Lin Xuan burst into tears.
Suddenly, she felt an abnormal tightness in her chest, how could she escape the truth because she didn't dare to face it? For half a month, she ignored all kinds of doubts in her heart, didn't look at it, didn't think about it, she was afraid that she would have painful memories after recovering her previous memories, she was afraid of knowing some truths that made her sad, and she was even afraid that she would lose her precious son because of revealing her identity.
And now, Lin Xuan finally realized the mood of his children leaving him, although he has been entangled in his heart, he has opened the knot in his heart to avoid pursuing the truth.
Anyway, the baby son is not at home, and the dishes on that table are wasted if she doesn't eat them, her good skills can't be in vain, thinking about it, Lin Xuan called An Qingqing and asked her to bring someone to eat.
An Qingqing responded without saying a word, but she had a small calculation in her heart.
Liao Xue'er's cooking skills were so good in the past, but now although she has been in a car accident and has lost her memory, there should still be an instinct for what she would have known, maybe you can call Xiao Lin to taste the taste of Xue'er's cooking.
Lin Xuan didn't know An Qingqing's careful thoughts, so he urged An Qingqing to hurry over, and calculated the time that they were almost there to heat up the dishes, and the cold dishes didn't taste good.
Less than five minutes after Lin Xuan finished heating the food, the doorbell rang. Sure enough, it was exactly the same as the calculated score.
Sweeping away the depressed feelings in his heart, Lin Xuanhuan happily ran to open the door, today should be a gathering of friends.
Opening the door and seeing An Qingqing and Xiao Jing standing at the door, Lin Xuan smiled and looked at it again: "Hey, why are there only you?" ”
"And who else do you want? Chunxin was so angry that he wondered which handsome guy he was? An Qingqing smiled and quipped, inadvertently hiding the complex emotions between her eyebrows and eyes. Originally, she called Xiao Lin to come over, but halfway through thinking about what happened halfway, An Qingqing's heart trembled for no reason, how could someone look so similar?
Xiao Jing seemed to be in a very good mood, and pulled An Qingqing, who seemed to be thinking about something, and walked in without seeing anything outside: "I didn't know you could cook, but I'm going to feast on it today." ”
Yes, even if it's not her, Lin Xuan is also their friend, isn't he? An Qingqing immediately kicked the irritability in her heart out of the clouds, even if Liao Xue'er came back, Lin Xuan would not change if she was her friend.
The three of them walked to the table with a smile.
"This propaganda, this is really what you did?" An Qingqing pointed to the food on the table, which was a little incredible, and the familiar taste stimulated their taste buds, and at the same time stimulated their memories.
Like, so similar, it's literally made by the same person.
An Qingqing and Xiao Jing, who also had an incredible face, glanced at each other, and the tacit understanding between the two for many years made them understand what the other party was thinking in an instant, this matter is definitely not so simple!
"Naturally, I did it, but today I showed you a good hand, these are Zixuan's favorite foods, but it's a pity that he went to kindergarten today, and he is destined to not be able to eat." Lin Xuan gave them a look of "it's cheaper for you", and urged them to wash their hands.
The three of them feasted happily and ate a table of dishes, An Qingqing burped embarrassedly, and even Xiao Jing touched her stomach a little embarrassed. Only Lin Xuan watched them gobble up very calmly, and she even felt a little unfed at the end of the meal.
"Full?"
"Eh, I survived until I hiccup" An Qingqing burped again after speaking, and her face turned red by two points, eating at someone else's house was actually like this, just like a refugee who hadn't eaten for a long time.
Lin Xuan couldn't help but cover his mouth and smile, feeling complacent in his heart, what does this mean? It shows that her craftsmanship is really good! Seeing that An Qingqing and Xiao Jing were really a little sad, Lin Xuan hurriedly got up and went to the room to get stomach and eat tablets.
"Come, it should be better to eat two, wait a minute, don't sit still, it's better to go out for a walk." After Lin Xuan finished speaking, he didn't turn his head and didn't look at them, for fear that he would laugh again without holding back one of them, wouldn't those two people be even more embarrassed at that time.
After eating stomach and digesting tablets for a while, both of them felt a little better, and began to chat with Lin Xuan.
An Qingqing had a lot of questions to ask, but she couldn't ask them directly, she was really uncomfortable, so she could only say in a roundabout way: "Xuanxuan, who did you learn this cooking skill from?" ”
"I don't know, you also know mine, I can't remember the events of a few years ago, I didn't deliberately think about it, forget it, forget it, maybe there are some bad things, it's better to live like this." Lin Xuanman didn't care about it, in fact, she wanted to die, she now wanted to know what had happened before, she especially wanted to know who she was, and she especially wanted to know if she also had parents who loved her.
An Qingqing and Xiao Jing glanced at each other, Xiao Jing said with some pity: "That's really a pity, Xuanxuan's cooking tastes very similar to the cooking of a friend of ours before, and it's all the same delicious, but my friend disappeared five years ago." ”
After speaking, Xiao Jing looked at Lin Xuan's face fixedly, as if he wanted to see something from her face, he always felt that Lin Xuan did not look like a real amnesia, but he couldn't find any evidence. sighed slightly, if Liao Xue'er hadn't disappeared
"I" Lin Xuan suddenly felt a little excited, she felt that she was very likely to be the friend in Xiao Jing's mouth: "Can I meet your friend's family?" ”
Xiao Jingyizheng: Is "you" really as he thinks that Lin Xuan is actually Liao Xue'er, in fact, she has no amnesia? Otherwise, how can she explain that she is so excited to meet Liao Xueer's parents?
Lin Xuan also seemed to realize that her emotions were too excited, and quickly calmed down, and said with a smile: "I just want to see if your friend's parents miss their children in particular, to be honest, I am particularly reluctant to think about the past for some reason, but I feel a sudden pain in my heart when I think that my parents may also be waiting at home every day." ”
Lin Xuan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then said, "I just want to go and see them, I" choked up and couldn't say any more. An Qingqing hurriedly ran over and patted her on the back to give her relief.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, let's just take you there, to be honest, Xuanxuan, no matter what concerns you have, can you really put aside all the previous things? Even if it's not for your own sake, you should think about Xiao Xuanxuan, right? Maybe his real father is looking for you day and night, looking forward to your return. ”
An Qingqing's persuasion at this moment hit Lin Xuan's heart hard, making her heart, which was already shaken by Lin Zixuan, fall apart in an instant? It made her breathless and burst into tears, so she could only nod her head at An Qingqing.
In the future, she will not run away anymore, she will no longer ignore it, even if the previous memories are unbearable, she will face it bravely!