The hand that grabbed the chest was pale, and even because it was too hard, the fingertips were slightly numb.

When he spoke again, he no longer had the same righteousness as before, and even brought some shame and repentance.

It turned out that Sun was in charge to protect the cubs, but she was too ignorant.

Su Xiaojiu lowered his head, carefully wrapped the rock candy in his hand, slowly handed it to Sun Zhangshi, and muttered: "I'm sorry Sun Zhangshi, I don't know, you have thought so much about the cub, these two rock sugars, can you give them to the cub for me?" Just say what you give! The days in the palace are hard, but I still hope that he can taste a little sweet. ”

Speaking what was in her heart, Sun Zhangshi also felt a lot more relaxed, she shouldn't have said too much to this little palace person who had only met twice, but looking at her clear and sincere eyes, she couldn't hold back for a while.

sighed, but didn't refuse, took the rock candy and held it in the palm of her hand, her face softened, and said: "You are very kind, but this kindness may not be suitable for this harem~~ You don't want to come to him again in the future, I don't want him to attract anyone's attention." ”

"Yes, slave remembers."

Su Xiaojiu respectfully saluted Sun Zhangshi, turned around and prepared to leave.

"Actually, if you really want to help him, it's not impossible."

Back.

Sun Zhangshi looked at her, and his eyes were deep enough to see through the world: "Unless you become strong enough to have the ability to protect others." ”

Su Xiaojiu was confused for a moment.

She remembered the little cat-like face of the cub, who should have been dressed up neatly and pretty, like other children, and stood in front of everyone generously.

Dressed in a well-dressed manner, his ten nails carefully trimmed into a rounded arc, he smiled confidently at everyone who passed by.

She thought of the sweet and soft little ball in the cold palace again, and remembered that she had said to herself more than once in a tone full of regret and yearning: "I really want to go outside to see, but my mother won't let me." ”

"Sister, Xiao Wu didn't do anything wrong, why is she being locked up here? Is Xiao Wu not well-behaved enough? ”

And at the end of spring, the little girl who was a little cute and a little mother-in-law wrinkled her nose and said to her: "Xiaojiu, I'm so hungry, when can I live a life where I can eat enough every day?" ”

And then there's the cramped dwelling with the smell of a dozen people......

The wind blew, and the corners of their clothes were fierce in the night wind.

Sun Zhangshi looked at the straight little girl standing opposite and standing in the night, and a flame seemed to be lit in her eyes.

The moon is like water, and there is silence in the Ronghua Palace.

Quietly pushing the door out, Su Xiaojiu sat on the stone steps in front of the door, his hands on his cheeks, and quietly looked up at the sky.

On the evening of early summer, the night breeze was still bone-chilling, Su Xiaojiu wrapped his clothes tightly, and sighed silently.

Today is the fifteenth, and the moon is big and round, hanging in the sky like a silver platter, looking coldly at this solemn and silent court with an eternal attitude.

My heart was a mess.

There is no going back to the modern world, and this strange place should be a long, long time away.

When she suddenly landed in this world that was incompatible with her, Su Xiaojiu naively positioned herself as a spectator.

Even though she was bullied by Lianxiang many times, she still hypnotized herself and comforted herself by saying that she had to worry about an ancient person.

But everything that happened recently, especially the words of Sun Zhangshi, gave her a blow to the head and woke her up from a clear dream that had nothing to do with her.

She suddenly realized that she had already become a person in the play, and she needed to face the same situation as these ancient natives.

Does she really want to stay in a mess like this until the day she leaves the palace ten years later?

For the first time, she felt that her previous salted fish mentality seemed to need to change.

The wind blew again, rolling up the fallen leaves on the stone steps, and along with some emotions that had been suppressed, both disappeared into the night.

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The sky gradually brightened, and the palace people got up in twos and threes.

Su Xiaojiu returned to the room, and was yawning to make the bed at the end of spring, when she saw her entering the house dressed in cold, she exclaimed, "Where did you run away without sleeping?" I thought you went to the hut, but you never came back, and I fell asleep again. ”

"I couldn't sleep, so I went to the door and blew the wind."

Lian Xiang heard the conversation between the two, and couldn't help muttering: "And, doglegs, it's good to freeze to death!" ”

Glaring at her at the end of spring, Lianxiang looked at Su Xiaojiu, didn't speak again, and went out to wash.

As long as she doesn't provoke head-on, Su Xiaojiu doesn't bother to take care of her.

What the end of spring said is right, she can't really kill people, and she will have to work together in the future, and it is not good for herself to really force this kind of villain to jump over the wall.

The only way to stay away is to jump out of the circle and leave them far behind.

I didn't sleep all night, and I was sleepy and naturally refused to let her go easily.

He bracked his sleepy head to clean the courtyard, but his ears kept an eye on the movement in the temple.

At this hour, it was supposed to be the time for Concubine Qi and the Four Emperors to take a lunch break, but Aunt Zhang never came out inside, so Su Xiaojiu kept an eye on it, and specially chose to wander back and forth not far from the palace gate.

Sure enough, when he was in a daze, a baby's cry suddenly sounded, and Su Xiaojiu was excited, and his brain instantly sobered up.

There was the sound of Concubine Qi coaxing the baby intermittently in the hall, but the crying of the four princes did not decrease at all.

After a while, Aunt Zhang hurriedly ran out, looked at the door of the hall for a while, saw Su Xiaojiu, her eyes lit up, and she beckoned to her and shouted: "Su Xiaojiu, hurry, come quickly!" ”

Stabilizing his excited mind, Su Xiaojiu threw down the broom and followed Aunt Zhang towards the inner hall.

Concubine Qi was full of anxiety, walking back and forth with the four princes in her arms, and when she saw Su Xiaojiu, she suddenly urged as if she had seen a savior: "Don't salute, you hurry up and show Yun'er, why are you crying again?" ”

She hurriedly cleaned her hands, covered them warm, and then carefully put her hand under the fourth prince's small coat.

The little belly that should be soft and delicate is now hard and bulging.

Sure enough, it was flatulence again.

After another careful hot compress and massage, after half an hour of busy work, the fourth prince's breathing finally stabilized, and the tight calves returned to an "M" shape.

Concubine Qi wiped her son's sweat distressedly, and Aunt Zhang glanced at Su Xiaojiu and motioned for her to step down.

Su Xiaojiu pretended not to see it, but stood on the side with his head down, bowed down and said to Concubine Qi: "Back to Niangniang, when the slave maid was massaging His Highness, he found that His Highness had some eczema on his body. ”

Professionally, her job is to make the baby grow up comfortably and healthily, so when she saw eczema on her fleshy little chest, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable for the four princes.

Before the full moon, the little baby can't speak, and the body is uncomfortable and will inevitably cry, if the adult does not understand its meaning, it can only suffer.

Of course, if it was still the time when she had just crossed over, even if she felt uncomfortable, she would hold back and not say anything.

But now, it's different.