Chapter 268: Thoughts

This night, the Li family couldn't sleep for a long time, but Li Xin washed her face and feet, hugged Yang'er and slept soundly on the bed, she didn't even dream, and slept until dawn. "Ya-Wen * Yan + Love $ First @ Hair"

got up and dressed Yang'er, Li Xin thought that he didn't pack Yang'er's baggage when he left, and he didn't change his clothes.

It's too late to do it at this time, but fortunately, Shanzi and Yang'er are the same age, and Yang'er can wear his clothes.

Pushing open the door of the house, I saw Jiang holding his waist with one hand and his stomach in the other, walking carefully in the yard.

As soon as he turned a corner, Jiang saw Li Xin standing there.

Jiang was suddenly surprised: "Sister? Immediately happily trotted over and took Li Xin and said, "When did my sister come back?" ”

Li Xin smiled, looked at the hall house, and asked, "What about Erlang?" ”

"Hey, didn't Erlang go to Lotus Village yesterday to report the good news to your cousin?" Jiang Shi wondered.

It seems that the Jiang family is drowsy, Li Erlang slept at night and walked during the day, she didn't pay attention.

Li Xin said briefly: "I came back with him yesterday." ”

Jiang didn't think much about it, and said to Li Xin: "Actually, my sister doesn't need to rush back in such a hurry, and Cousin Bao's affairs are not in a hurry......

Li Xin didn't explain, and asked her with a smile: "Is the child in the belly okay?" ”

"It's good, it's good." Speaking of Jiang's belly, she immediately grinned: "The spirit is very full, this baby is still strong, kicking me mercilessly, kicking me several times made me want to die, I thought I was going to give birth." ”

Li Xin touched her belly, a hard piece, and hurriedly withdrew her hand and didn't dare to touch it again.

Jiang lowered his head and smiled, "It must be a male baby......"

Li Xin smiled faintly: "The girl is also good, intimate." ”

"It's still a brother, and if you have a baby girl in the future, your brother can protect your sister."

Jiang smiled at Li Xin and said, "Sister hasn't had breakfast yet, right?" I've eaten it all, so let's go and see what else is in the stove. ”

As he spoke, Liu came out of the upper room. Seeing Li Xin hurriedly greeting her, she said, "I didn't wake up so late, I was reluctant to call you." ”

Yang'er obediently called "Grandma".

Liu's look at Yang'er at this time doesn't have a good face, this baby was raised by Guan Wenling!

Responding without being salty, Liu asked Li Xin to enter the house. Served her steamed buns and vegetables, as well as two bowls of egg custard. Although he can't see Yang'er, the Liu family is not a wicked person and will not let Yang'er go hungry.

After taking Yang'er to wash up, Li Xin put a spoon and asked Yang'er to scoop egg custard and eat by herself, chew steamed buns and eat vegetables by herself, and occasionally feed Yang'er a mouthful. Yang Er is also well-behaved. If you don't cry or make trouble, he will eat what is stuffed in his mouth, and if the adults don't speak, he will be silent with a very face.

Liu looked at Li Xin for a while before saying, "Your second brother went to Lotus Village again early this morning." ”

Li Xin took the chopsticks for a moment, then put them back and put them away, and responded lightly: "Hmm." ”

Looking at her appearance of oil and salt, Liu was angry: "Why are you going to tell your mother, what is it that a person is bored in his heart and waiting for germination and flowering, why can't he tell his mother?" ”

Liu sighed: "You think it's okay again, you say that you think Guan Wen is a good person." Now life is like this, even what. The words of resignation and resignation have all been spoken...... What can you do with your mother? Whether it's helping you get ahead, helping you make peace, you have to have a certain number, right? Do you still want to live with you? ”

Li Xin was silent, and Liu said a little angrily: "When others say you, you will yell back, learn from your mother and me, and see who dares to say you in front of you!" If you don't know what you say, you won't be able to hear it, and you can live your own life. You are in charge of the house and beat someone up, don't you just ignore your father-in-law? Why are you still messing with you in the past? ”

As he was talking, Zhang also brought a bowl of rice paste. followed by Shanzi, with a small pocket on his back.

"What's wrong with Xiaodou?" Li Xin couldn't help asking.

"This kid is frail and squeamish and refuses to eat coarse buns, and he is coaxing him at this time." Zhang sighed, and Liu put down her back.

Liu took Xiaodou out and hugged him in his arms, and Xiaodou grabbed the placket of Liu's clothes and looked at Liu pitifully. It doesn't work for Liu's heart.

Shanzi said in surprise: "Brother Yang'er! ”

"Brother Shanzi." Yang'er was almost finished eating, and put aside the soup spoon in a proper manner, Shanzi hurriedly climbed to sit on the bench with Yang'er, and said happily: "Are you here to play with me?" Daddy let me ride Zhaocai yesterday! ”

Yang'er blinked, Shanzi looked at Li Xin again, and suddenly closed his fist like a baby: "Shanzi's fortune, Niu Niu doesn't give it to my aunt!" ”

Li Xin laughed, and Zhang scolded with a smile: "Villain, remember it for so long." Saying that, he went out to play with Shanzi, and Shanzi was busy climbing down and running away with Yang'er.

"Let the little baby go wild, let's get down to business."

Liu held a small pocket, and Zhang brought rice cereal to feed him.

Liu turned his head to Li Xin and said, "Mother still asks you that sentence, do you still want to be in charge of your house?" ”

Li Xin snorted, sighed and said, "I don't know either." ”

Liu Shi suddenly said angrily: "You don't know yourself, why do you ask your mother's family to help you deal with this matter?" ”

"Sister, you have no contradiction with your head of the house, in fact, your father-in-law is blindly mixing there, right?" Zhang fed Xiaodou a mouthful of rice cereal, and persuaded softly: "Anyway, he is willing to protect you if he is willing to stand up for you, don't say too much, you must know that what you say is the water that is spilled, and you can't take it back." Could it be that you are really waiting for your boss to send you a letter of resignation? ”

The center of the contradiction lies in the fact that she used to be Sister Yao'er's past - this indelible mark that will run through her life.

But what can she say? If she complains in front of her father, she will inevitably blame her father and make her mother uncomfortable.

It's enough for her to be uncomfortable herself, so why make her father and mother uncomfortable.

Li Xin sighed and said, "If he really sends the letter of retirement, I won't have any worries." I don't accept the letter of resignation, and if I want to break the relationship, I will leave, there is no other way. He still has some tricks in my hands, and I don't mind being a wicked person who threatens people. ”

Liu Shi looked at her and said, "You don't have the slightest idea of repairing with your master?" Liu couldn't help but say, "You don't have any feelings for your boss?" Can you really leave him? ”

Li Xin lowered his eyes and sighed lightly, in the end, he said: "Mother, I used to think that no matter what, he was the only one in his heart. That's enough, after all, I have such a past, and he is willing to treat me wholeheartedly, what else do I have to complain about? But then I thought about it. It's really a lack of human hearts to swallow elephants, where is it so easy to be satisfied. ”

Li Xin stared at the tip of the chopsticks and said: "The idea is very simple before I get married, the time I visited Lotus Village, I saw that he knew to protect me before he agreed on his relatives, and I agreed with him in my heart, and he had a decent look and a good reputation." Even if there are more brothers and sisters in the family, he is also the first marriage after all, and it is fate for me to be able to talk about being in one place with his relatives. ”

"Then why did the people's hearts become insufficient, and the snake swallowed the elephant?" Liu couldn't help but ask.

"After getting married, I feel that life is really not like that." Li Xin smiled: "If you get a foot, you want a zhang." He cares about me a little more, and he wants him to care more about me. If I see too much of him putting his father and brother in his heart more important than mine, my heart will be unbalanced. Especially when I clashed with his father and younger brother, whether it was out of homesickness and the idea of everything being happy, or out of the idea of filial piety to my father and caring for my brother, in short, he felt that I should endure it if I had a soft temperament, once or twice, but more, I really couldn't stand it anymore. ”

Li Xin touched his palm and said, "He was more obvious before he was seriously injured, so I went back to my parents' house for a while, and he also had a heart." After catching up with the man who had repeatedly pleased, I followed him back. But he really had a lot of bad things to do with the family, and I had a hard time coping with the same, but he would only say sorry to me, that I had worked hard, and that I should not worry about his father and brother...... Until he was seriously injured. saw his father and sixth brother clearly, so he restrained a lot. ”

"But mother, I wish he could lose his mind for me." Li Xin stretched out his index finger and gestured vigorously: "Just once." ”

"He's always calm and rational, maybe because he used to think too much about things when he used to dart, and when it comes to handling things, he likes to think about it. He thinks about other people's emotions, thoughts, and how things will play out after they pass, and then makes a calm judgment - even when it involves me, he does. ”

Li Xin said with a wry smile: "I'm not saying that this is bad, of course it's good to handle things rationally, but then it also has to divide things." He's always been thoughtful about everything he thinks about, and he's taken everyone into account, but he doesn't think about my feelings. I was also aggrieved and sad, and he would only tell me nice things afterwards and coax me to tease me. I would have forgotten at the time, but over time, little by little, it gathered up - this time it was not that I was willful, but that I really couldn't help it. ”

Liu listened sluggishly, and Zhang also forgot to feed Xiaodou rice paste, and looked at her without blinking.

Li Xin shook his head lightly: "In the past, he loved to take care of his father and sixth brother's affairs, but now he doesn't care so much, but he still misses the relationship between father and son, brother and brother." After all, it's blood, and although I understand, I don't want to go on like this. He said that he is also changing now, I believe it, but I am not confident that he can change the same as I think. ”

Zhang couldn't help but say: "Sister, since he said that he is willing to change, it means that he does have you in his heart." ”

"If he didn't have me in his heart, I wouldn't have lived with him a long time ago." Li Xin said calmly: "It's because he has me in his heart that I have endured it until now." ”

Li Xin smiled lightly and said: "Sister-in-law, it's not easy to meet a man who doesn't dislike me in the past and is willing to live with me for the rest of my life." When I first asked Aunt Li to say goodbye, I also said that I don't ask the man how to do it, as long as the man is kind, I don't expect the man to understand or tolerate my past, I just need him not to use this matter to disgust me in my future life. ”

Zhang frowned: "You are in charge of talking about you?" ”

Li Xin shook his head: "No, this request of mine, so far he Guan Wen has done it, but he can't make everyone like him." Li Xin tugged at the corners of his mouth, "We don't care what others do, but the most basic thing is that he has to at least let his father, and his younger brothers and sisters don't speak ill of me." It's one thing for him to not be able to do it, so it can only be said that his father and sixth brother are indeed not right with me. But he didn't make the effort to do it, which is another thing. I'm not satisfied with him just talking about maintenance, sometimes I also hope that he will teach people a lesson, my father can't fight, and my brother can't fight if he's ignorant, right? He couldn't give up, so he only made me wronged. ”

Zhang suddenly said: "Then didn't he come out to help you beat someone yesterday?" Could it be that the second brother is lying? ”

"How can the second brother tell a lie......" Li Xin snorted lightly, but the smile was extremely unnatural: "He came out to beat people, but he will only be cruel to outsiders." I asked him if he would beat people to death if it was his father or his sixth brother who spoke ill of me—he didn't answer me, but I know the answer, he won't. ”

Zhang said: "Sister, that's his father and brother, of course you can't do it casually." ”

"Sister-in-law said the same thing......" Li Xinqiang laughed twice: "Be ruthless to outsiders, shouldn't you be more ruthless to your own people?" The gossip that your own family members have to say, how can outsiders say it? Outsiders say that they will be beaten, but their family members say that there is nothing superfluous to happen, and it will be done after saying two words - one thing, two sets of standards, where can you convince the public......"

"Sister ......"

"To put it mildly, whenever his sixth brother gossiped about me the first time, he could roll up his sleeves and teach him a lesson, so that he would suffer a little, and his sixth brother would no longer dare to gossip about me in front of me and him. His father is the same, he bullies the soft and is afraid of the hard, he is frightened, and he probably doesn't dare to provoke me. Li Xin said: "So far, if you want to say whose fault it is, he is at fault, and I am also at fault." He is at fault for being too affectionate and too rational; My fault is that I am too soft and believe in him too much. ”

Liu was silent for a long time, Zhang sighed, walked Liu's leg and staggered under the table, and threw himself into Li Xin's arms.

Li Xin hugged him up, Xiaodou reached out and wiped her eyes, and kissed Li Xin on the face with a mouthful of rice paste with his own mouth, and said twice: "Xiaodou huhuhu, don't feel pain, don't cry......"

Li Xin bent her lips and reached out to wipe her face, only to realize that she was really in tears.

Zhang silently went to clean up the bowl, took a handkerchief and wiped the rice paste on Li Xin's face that was made by Xiaodou, took Xiaodou and hugged him.

Liu sat down next to Li Xin and reached out to touch her hand.

After a while, Zhang brought hot water and a handkerchief, and drew a handkerchief for Li Xin to wipe his face.

Liu reached out and hugged her in his arms.

"Mother's daughter, it's my mother who can't live with you, what does it matter if I left you at home in the first place, why let you get married, but if you get married, you will be idle, it's my mother's fault......"

Li Xin shook her head, "It has nothing to do with my mother, it's my problem, it's not my mother's business......"

Liu only hugged her, and Zhang's eyes were red when he saw it.