Chapter 270: I feel sorry for myself

Early the next morning, Liu came to pull Li Xin and urged her to get up and wash.

Li Xin was lazy and didn't want to move, and said, "Just go to my mother, what are you pulling me to do?" ”

"Hugging the little baby will make you more blessed, if you can let him urinate on his body, it will be better, and he will avoid evil."

Liu quickly added rice porridge to her, and at the same time sandwiched half a salted egg for her: "Hurry up and eat, I can't let your aunt wait, otherwise I have to talk about it again." ”

Li Xin dug it. The salted egg was chewed and drunk. Porridge said, "Mother, I don't want to go." ”

"Why don't you want to go with your mother?" Liu turned his head to look at her: "There are only four of your cousins, Li Chun won't talk about it, I won't have anything to do with her in the future, and now she has a lot of things to do, so we can't take care of it." The rest is your cousin Zhu, your cousin Bao, and you are still one, if your cousin doesn't go, I'm afraid your aunt will not be happy. ”

Li Xin rubbed the corners of her forehead helplessly and said, "Then when the eldest aunt asks me why I am at home, I can't say that I will wait for the Guan family's resignation?" ”

Liu glared at her: "Don't make excuses, my mother knows that your brain is not so stupid." Liu sighed and said: "You don't have to think like this, just say that you came back to your parents' house after getting the letter, your eldest aunt is thinking about your cousin Bao now, and she won't care too much about you." ”

Li Xin sighed, this can't help but go.

was about to speak, but he heard Liu's words: "Yang'er's baby, your sister-in-law knows to help you take care of it, he and Shanzi play together, you don't need to worry about it." ”

Yes, the back road was also cut off for her.

Li Xin sat in the hall in a regular manner, waiting for the carriage hired by her eldest aunt to pick her up and her mother.

Li Xin didn't know how much money the Yang family compensated Li Houbo's family, but Li Xin knew that this money was a plan and would not have anything to do with their second room. Her father would definitely not want to calculate the money that his eldest nephew got in exchange for his life, and her mother never had the idea of that money at all, and helping to organize the funeral was based on the blood relationship of relatives, not for anything else.

As for whether her third uncle and third aunt had anything to do with her uncle's family, Li Xin was even more unclear.

However, just looking at the fact that her eldest aunt can hire a carriage to go to the town to see her daughter, this is a bit big, and she thinks she has won a lot of money. The Yang family probably shed a lot of blood.

As soon as he put down his job, he heard someone shouting outside, Liu Shi hurriedly went out, and came in and called Li Xin later: "Hurry up, your aunt's carriage is waiting on the road outside!" ”

Li Xin straightened her clothes and was pulled by Liu. Liu dragged people with one hand and basket in the other, and there were words in his mouth: "I am really accurate at this hour......

The carriage hired by the Zhu family looked quite spacious, and there were two people sitting in it.

Liu drove Li Xin up, climbed up again, and the groom who drove the car asked them if they were seated, and when they got a response, they whipped and began to drive the horses.

Li Zhu looked even more haggard than the last time she saw her. People have lost a lot of weight. Li Xin called out "Uncle Niang" and "Cousin Zhu", and sat quietly on the side, so he didn't say much.

But let Liu say it, Zhu didn't ask Li Xin a word, but chatted with Liu about parenting, and when the two were young, Zhu began to recall the situation when Li Bao was born.

The two concubines chatted hotly, and it seemed that the two cousins, Li Zhu and Li Xin, were not very gregarious.

Seeing that Li Zhu was also embarrassed, Li Xin smiled at her. He started talking and asked, "When did Cousin Zhu come back?" ”

Li Zhu smiled bitterly: "It's been a while since I've been back." ”

Li Xin was stunned, and remembered what Li Erlang said when he came back, there was a rumor in the village that Li Zhu was divorced by her mother-in-law's family - is it true?

This cannot be asked explicitly. Nor was she supposed to ask.

was hesitating, but Li Zhu asked her rhetorically, "Where is Sister Xin?" When did you come back to your parents' house? ”

Li Xin said vaguely: "I came back yesterday and the day before yesterday......"

Li Zhu smiled and said, "You are willing to go back to your parents' house, and you didn't come back with you?" ”

Li Xin's face stiffened with a smile, and his speech was unnatural, so he made a vague "um" sound, avoiding Li Zhu's eyes.

Look at her like that, how can Li Zhu not understand? Tentatively asked, "The young couple quarreled?" ”

Li Xin was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "His father said that he wanted to leave me out, and I am waiting to see if he will send the letter of resignation......

Li Zhu suddenly exclaimed, so that both the Zhu family and the Liu family heard it.

Zhu hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with Zhu'er?" ”

"No, it's okay......" Li Zhu hurriedly rounded up. Seeing that Zhu was still looking at her, he lied and said, "The carriage was upside down just now, and I hit my ass." ”

Zhu scolded her with a smile: "Pay attention to yourself, be careful." Then he turned his head to talk to Liu.

Li Xin can tell Li Zhu about her, and she is not worried that Li Zhu will publicize it. Her lobby sister is five years older than her, although she hasn't played with her since she was a child. But there is still sisterhood, and the face is passable. Li Zhu is different from Li Bao, Li Bao is shrewd and powerful, Li Zhu is soft and hearted, saying that it is good to say that it is not to cause trouble, and it is difficult to say that it is called a stuffy gourd, and everything is in his heart.

Li Zhu pulled Li Xin and whispered to her: "Are you serious? ”

Li Xin tugged at the corners of her mouth and nodded silently.

Li Zhu suddenly shook his head at her and said, "You are stupid, this is not deserved." ”

Li Zhu hesitated and said: "Listen to my cousin, you can't be divorced no matter what, the three aunts and six women in the village, spitting Xingzi can drown people!" ”

Li Xinqiang smiled and said: "If I really can't get by, I also pinched their handle, they don't want to tear their faces, I won't accept the letter of resignation, and if you want to separate, you can only reconcile." Said to Li Zhu: "Cousin Zhu, I still have this measure." I said I was waiting to see if he would send me a letter of resignation, but I just wanted to see what he was going to do. If he does, I'll die. ”

Li Zhu seemed a little stunned, Li Xin shook her, and she came back to her senses and smiled at Li Xin very unnaturally.

"Cousin Zhu, what's wrong with you?"

Li Xin looked at her worriedly, thinking in her heart that it was estimated that Li Zhu's dismissal was true. Although her heart is also a mess, she is also a woman, so she can naturally feel Li Zhu's mood.

Li Xin squeezed her hand, and neither of them spoke.

When they arrived at the place, Zhu and the others got out of the carriage, Zhu paid the money, and pulled Liu to speak.

Li Baopo's house is in the alley, and the carriage can't pass, so you have to walk for a while.

Zhu and Liu are talking about it. Walking forward, Li Zhu and Li Xin were a long one.

This road was quiet, and there were no people around, Li Zhu and Li Xin held hands. Halfway through, Li Zhu said softly: "Sister Xin, listen to my cousin, since you are married, don't leave your in-law's family until you have to." No matter what the truth of the matter is, people in this world will only criticize how women are, and then it is the man's fault. It will only be counted on the woman. It doesn't matter if it's a break or a separation, it's all the same. ”

"Cousin Zhu......"

"If you want to talk about peace and separation, this is still the noble daughter of the noble minister's family in order to protect the relatives of the powerful lord Gaomen Emperor, and I gave birth to such a word, we countrymen, where can we manage so much. Even if it is reconciled, it will be talked about, unless you find a good man to marry. Otherwise, you won't be able to hold your head up for the rest of your life. ”

Li Zhu took a deep breath and looked at Li Xin's expression very worried: "You listen to your cousin, your cousin will never harm you." ”

Li Xin was slightly stunned. Looking at this cousin who was obviously still very young, but felt very old, he couldn't help pursing his lips and said, "That's all your own thoughts, cousin, first of all, you look down on yourself, so you feel that others look down on you." I've done this before, but I've bound myself up. Say those gossip about me...... No matter how much I say I don't care, I actually care a lot in my heart. ”

Li Xin took Li Zhu's hand and said, "Although I don't know what happened to you, Cousin Zhu, there is one thing you don't forget, Cousin Zhu-if you don't even feel sorry for yourself, who will feel sorry for you?" And even if everyone doesn't feel sorry for you. But at least you feel sorry for yourself, don't you? Where is it worth it for a woman to be kind to herself and hurt herself with the mistakes and slanders of others? ”

Li Zhu was shocked, and Li Xin, who had been watching her and pulling her, naturally felt it.

Li Xin shouted again in surprise: "Cousin Zhu......"

Li Zhu's eyes widened, looked at Li Xin and said, "Sister Xin, what you just said...... Do you want to feel sorry for yourself? ”

"Hmm." Li Xin nodded: "If you can feel sorry for yourself." It doesn't matter if others don't feel sorry for themselves. ”

Li Zhu moved his mouth, and was about to speak when he heard Liu's voice in front of him: "What did your cousin say?" Hurry up and catch up! ”

Li Xin answered, and walked forward hand in hand with Li Zhu.

Li Xin said: "Cousin Zhu, don't laugh at me if you tell you something. I had a falling out with my in-laws, and when I went back to my parents' house, my heart was not very happy. Yesterday, I heard Erlang say that my head is sick. I felt a faint ache in my heart, but at the same time I felt a sense of pleasure, thinking that he could also taste the feeling that he couldn't breathe. It's good to let him experience it, but if he still can't experience it, or if he really takes the letter of resignation in the end, then my expectations for him will be completely gone, and I can't get along with his individual family, and I can't get along with him. It is better to have a husband like him than not to have one. ”

Li Zhu listened to her in a daze, and asked softly: "But you got married and divorced...... Those gossip ......"

"If you don't listen to gossip, is it what gossip is?" Li Xin smiled: "I still have my father and brother to support me, and I am not alone." ”

Li Zhu muttered: "Father and mother, brother......"

Suddenly, there was a loud cry of "wow".

Zhu and Liu, who were in front, hurriedly walked back when they heard the movement, and Zhu pulled Li Zhu and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Liu also asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Li Zhu wiped his eyes, and suddenly burst into tears and smiled.

Zhu and Liu were both startled, and Zhu even reached out to Li Zhu's forehead, touched his own, and muttered, "No fever......"

"It's okay, second aunt." Li Zhu smiled: "Sister Fang Caixin told a story, I was moved ......"

Liu looked at Li Xin and complained, "What kind of story do you tell well?" ”

Li Xin opened her mouth, and Li Zhu said, "It's okay, second aunt." Then he said to Zhu: "Mother, hurry up and send Tommy to the second sister." ”

As he spoke, Li Zhu smiled naturally at Li Xin.