Liu Zijin continued to flip through the diary, his originally relaxed and happy mood had disappeared because of the first few pages, replaced by solemnity and silence. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"I'm a liar, I've been taught not to lie since I was a kid, but today I'm lying again. When my parents asked me how I was at school today, I said it was fine, but I just hid in the toilet for a day. If they were caught lying, they would be disappointed...... Maybe that's fine, if they can be completely disappointed in me, I'll be able to get out of here. ”

"Today, a good thing happened! Obviously this is me, obviously I am ignored by everyone! Today, someone accosted me! And I am a girl, a very beautiful girl! She ...... She was so cute! When I was about to hide in the toilet today, she suddenly tapped me on the shoulder, and I thought someone was going to beat me with her fist again, so I subconsciously shrank down. She seemed a little surprised to see my, she hesitated for a moment, apologized to me, I quickly waved her hand and said that it was okay, she suddenly burst out laughing, I thought I was going to be ridiculed again, but she happily said that she didn't expect that there were people in reality who reacted like the comics. Caricature...... Is the comic ...... decided...... I'm going to read the manga too...... In the future, no matter how badly I get beaten, I have to keep a dollar every day so that I can buy comics! Speaking of which...... Why did she tapped me on the shoulder? This is the first time I have hated the class bell......."

The handwriting here had become a little sloppy and messy, and it was clear that he was thrilled when he wrote this. Looking at his tone, Liu Zijin couldn't help but sigh, he had almost guessed that it was Luo Qingshan who wrote the diary, and the little angel who talked to him should be Concubine Lan. He knew what a good person Concubine Lan was, and he could only slightly look forward to it now, Concubine Lan would be able to bring a little light to Luo Qingshan. He flipped through a few more pages: "I know that the girl's name is Concubine Lan! The concubine's concubine! Her name is as good as hers!, however, I was almost found out today when I eavesdropped on her name, and when I was hiding behind, someone suddenly shouted, and I immediately jumped up, and as a result, my whole body began to hurt, and I was so painful that I was about to cry, but I was also a little happy, and I finally kept the money, so ...... I started buying comics and reading them...... What kind of comics does she like to read?"

"Tracking is too dangerous...... So I gave up, and I'm a person who gives up easily...... I didn't write about it anymore, I went to the bookstore for the first time today and bought the comics because I didn't know about Lan Fei...... No, how can someone like me call her by her name? Because I didn't know what comics Miss Blue liked her, I stood in the corner of the store and watched for an hour which comics sold best...... The boss tried to kick me out several times, but he gave up as soon as he met my eyes...... What's wrong with my eyes......?"

"I've read the manga to the end!The comics are really interesting! Everyone in it is as shiny as the Blue Girl!! I feel a little warm when I see them! Although this is only the fourth volume, I don't know the cause and effect, but I am completely attracted to them! I really want to talk to the Blue Girl about the plot of the manga, it would be great if I had the chance...... I'm talking about it!"

The next diary is full of ifs. Liu Zijin seemed to see that in this small room, in the desperate days when he had nothing, he sat on the desk, opened the diary and wrote the diary silently, and countless things leaked down with the light on the cracked wall, gradually, slowly. But the light he saw was false, he just caught that ray of afterglow, and then let his imagination magnify him infinitely, slowly warming himself.

"But who says false light is useless...... Even if it is false, it is a unique thing that can save a person from the abyss. ”

Liu Zijin gently stroked the pages of the book, he couldn't bear to continue flipping, he had already guessed the next development...... However, even if he didn't want to flip through it, he had to flip it down in order to turn on the computer, and the next diary was as real and ruthless as he guessed.

"Today, I plucked up the courage to say hello to Miss Blue! Although my voice was so small that I could barely hear myself, Miss Blue smiled and waved at me! I think I can still endure it, and I can still ......."

"It would be nice if all the nasty things could disappear from my mind, and only the Blue Girl and the comics would be left. In that case, maybe I'll be completely different from what I am now...... However, I remember the last time I was in class, the teacher was talking about the nature of the country is easy to change, and even if I lost my memory and started over, I would still be like this. ”

"The bullying has worsened, and I thought it was the limit like that, but I was wrong. I cried today when I was stripped naked, my panties were tied to my face and on the flagpole. But the panties are also good on the face, so that the blue girl doesn't know who I am. She was a good person, and even the teacher only chose to pass by silently when she saw my appearance, but she ran angrily, but was dragged away by her friends halfway through. She was being dragged and yelled at me, telling me, don't be afraid, I'll call the teachers and the police. After an hour, the teacher rescued me, and he couldn't bear to look at my face all the time, and finally didn't take off my panties on my face. Does he not want to see me? Or does he want to protect my non-existent self......-esteem? Anyway, I'm not dead, is that good or bad? Hah, do you need to talk about it?"

"I don't want to go to school...... Locking myself in my room alone, it's funny that my parents knocked on the door and said they were going to work and told me to remember to go to breakfast. Until they came back, they didn't find out that I didn't go to school today...... Today, I read a lot of comics on the computer in my room alone, although it is a shame to say that I did not pay to see what other people have worked so hard to create. But if life is a sin, let me add sin to sin. ”

"In the comic I read today, the theme is redemption...... If only I were an honest person, if only I could tell my parents everything, if only I could tell Miss Blue. There have been many times when I wanted to come forward, but I just wanted to...... Never mind...... It's not bad to die slowly like this. ”

"It would be great if I could go to Miss Blue and talk to her about comics, animation, and novels...... But just thinking about it, my knees kept shaking, as if they were laughing at me and shouting at me for deserving it. ”

"I didn't go to school and was found out, and my father was sent to school after a big fire. Originally, I wanted to go to the toilet for a day, but I was found halfway through, and it hurt. ”

"Whether it's Chang'e in Chinese mythology or Kaguya in Japanese mythology, both of them left the earth and went to the moon. If only I could go to the moon too, where I could quietly watch the Blue Maiden every day...... How do I get to the moon...... am I going to be an astronaut? haha. ”

"In the novel I read today, there is a sentence that 'everyone is born to do something'. So what was it that I was born for? being bullied, being a burden to my parents, or ...... something else?"

"The main characters in the comics and novels are all sixteen years old, and I am seventeen years old. I can't be the protagonist anymore, and that's how my whole life is......"

"I don't want to be an adult, I want to die. ”

"The Internet is really convenient......"

"Goodbye...... I can't hear your voice anymore, I can't see your smile anymore, but that's not bad......"

This is where the diary ends. Liu Zijin closed the diary, he stretched his waist, swept away the oppressive atmosphere, and then said to himself: "Although I finished reading it, I didn't find anything about the password...... Am I looking for the wrong thing?"

He was in front of the computer again, and he casually moved the mouse, only to find himself directly in the desktop.

"Oh...... That's right. ”

Liu Zijin rummaged through the computer, he opened the browser, and looked at the history page by page.

"Manga, Anime, Fiction...... The interests are really mixed, I really watch everything...... But the most of them turned out to be shoujo comics...... Alas, why is your heart so delicate? If you go to see Long Aotian, maybe it won't be like this...... right? By the way, this is it...... Shopping sites, historical purchase history...... Hey, I thought it was some kind of weapon or drug...... I didn't expect it to be this book...... This...... What is it?"

Liu Zijin clicked on the screen, and saw that the book Luo Qingshan bought was called "Restart". Under the simple name, the cover of the book is so ominous, it is a hand-painted distorted human face, with extremely incongruous facial features, an elongated tongue full of steel nails, and a hollow pupil in the center of the eyes in the black.

"Humans looking up from the depths of hell......

Liu Zijin sighed, suddenly, he realized something, he immediately looked at the screen again, this time he finally found that in the lower left corner of the book, on the collapsed face, the strange discontinuous nine-sided thing, which he originally thought was a meaningless religious symbol, actually he knew.

"This thing...... I saw ...... on Liu Xiu's clothes."

Liu Zijin involuntarily clenched his fists...... After holding it for a while, he suddenly let go again, he smiled with relief, and said slowly: "If that's the case...... All questions are answered. ”

"The next question is, who sent me here, and how am I going to get back......

As soon as he finished speaking, Liu Zijin's eyes went dark, and he immediately habitually took a few steps back, but unexpectedly, he stepped on the air and kept falling and falling in the dark.