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The gloom on his face was heavier before he let go, and when his mind kept flashing back to their previous scenes, she kept saying that she wanted to let go of the past

He is the only one who is troubled now, and she can't wait to keep a distance from him and leave the relationship behind.

The nameless anger in his chest was getting stronger and stronger, and the wine glass in Chu Xici's hand was smashed to the ground, and with a crisp cracking sound of glassware, the originally delicate goblet had been turned into pieces on the ground.

Ji Lianxin was startled, and before an exclamation could overflow from her mouth, Chu Xici's body was already approaching her again, clasping her waist with one hand, clasping her jaw with the other, and pressing her lips heavily on her lips, forcing her to accept this kiss.

"Hmm" she instinctively wanted to struggle, to push him away, but it was useless.

There is a natural difference between men and women in terms of strength, not to mention that the object is still him, a person who has always done his own thing, as long as it is what he wants to do, then no one can stop him.

If struggling doesn't work, then it's better not to struggle at all. Keep your heart and tell yourself that it's just a part of your body that you have touched.

Ji Lian's heart was quiet and did not move, and she tried to think about some inconsequential things in her mind, such as what to eat for dinner, how to handle the company's business on weekends, and what else to deal with

Compared with her quietness, Chu Xici kissed more and more devotedly, like a traveler who is about to die of thirst in the desert, and after getting a water source, he will desperately try to get it.

Unlike the last time she resisted, at this moment, she was quiet like a doll, obediently in his arms, kissed by him.

It's like going back to the past, no, it seems to be a little different from before, and the feeling that the feeling of being empty in my chest is filled little by little, which I haven't felt before.

He couldn't help but want to continue kissing like this

I don't know how long later, when he finally stopped the kiss, his lips were still gently pressed against hers, and there was even a kind of reluctance.

Oh, once upon a time, he would use this word on women.

"Is it enough?" her lips moved slightly, and the sound sounded in his ears like an emotionless piano sound.

Chu Xi was stunned for a moment, slowly raised his eyes, and fixed his gaze at the face that was close at hand.

There was no expression on her beautiful face, even though the sides of her cheeks were flushed with a slight flush, but her eyes were forbearing, cold and cold, as if she had to endure his kiss just now.

Such a look, like a basin of cold water, violently dispersed his original feeling of satisfaction, making his heart contract suddenly, and every contraction was accompanied by a tingling pain.

"If that's enough, then let go. Ji Lianxin said expressionlessly.

Chu Xici glared at the woman in front of him fiercely, and the fingers pinching her jaw tightened unconsciously, "Why, did the kiss just now make you so disgusted?"

"It's not disgusting, but I really don't like it, I think this kind of physical contact would be better done by people who have feelings for each other, and it's not suitable between us. Ji Lianxin replied.

Her calm answer, which could be called rational, made his anger even worse, "When you were by my side at the beginning, why didn't you feel unsuitable At that time, don't forget that you took the initiative to kiss me"

Ji Lian's heart and body stiffened, she raised her eyes slightly, and looked at the man in front of her, she thought that her mood would be very complicated, but at this moment, it was so calm, calm as if she was facing someone else's business, "Because at that time, I loved you, but now, I don't love you anymore." ”

Her words, as if teasing all his anger, his fingers, almost crushed her chin, "I don't love it, are you sure?"

Her face was crumpled with pain, and she wanted to speak, but the strength of his fingers was so strong that she could barely spit out a word.

The next moment, Ji Lianxin's whole person was thrown into the sofa by Chu Xici, and before she could struggle to sit up, his body had already covered up, pressing her whole body under her.

The calm on her face finally turned into a panic, "What are you going to do?"

This is basically equivalent to nonsense, and a man, who presses a woman like this, usually does just one thing.

Ji Lianxin resisted, and Chu Xici's fingers had already untied the clothes on her body, and his palm caressed her skin, giving her a trembling feeling one after another.

No, no, it can't go on like this

If it continues, then it is likely to be

The temperature of her body was rising, and she felt his lips kiss the fingerprints on her cheek, and then the tip of his tongue brushed gently over her jaw, and down her neck

No

Such an intimate touch, she doesn't want now

"Chu Xici, if you want a woman, then you can go to other women, don't you always like to force women" She said loudly, at this moment, it was finally no longer polite and rustic to call him Mr. Chu.

Chu Xici's movements suddenly stopped, yes, he has too many women to find, there is no need to force an unwilling woman like this, even if he wanted to get Dong Xiaoren at the beginning, but he was not as reluctant as he is now.

What's wrong with him, because of the anger in his chest, is he doing something he has always disdained?

It's just because of a Ji Lianxin, so even reluctantly, I want to get her again, and I want her to take back the words that I didn't love him just now

"Come back to me. He gasped slightly and said in a hoarse voice.

Her heart fluttered, and she couldn't believe what she had just heard, what he was talking about, or if she had misheard

Silence permeated the two of them, and all that remained in their ears was the sound of each other's breathing and heartbeat.

"I don't understand what you mean by that. Ji Lianxin muttered, and when her voice came out, she realized that her voice was also hoarse.

"Fall in love with me and come back to me. He said that as long as she returned to her, as before, then the discomfort he had been feeling these days, as if something was missing, would also disappear.

Ji Lianxin suddenly felt like an arrhythmia, her heart was beating wildly, almost as if she was about to jump out of her throat, and her mind became almost blank.

After a long time, she said with a slight tremor in her voice, "And then?"

"Then," he looked up, as if he had not thought about it at all, "what do you want, a house, a car, or jewelry, and you can tell Secretary Gao to do it." "As long as it is what she wants, then he can satisfy her, and he can even ignore the value, even if she wants tens of millions of things, he can give it.

Ji Lianxin's heart slowly calmed down, slowly, she closed her eyes, the excitement she was at a loss just now, but now, it has become a deep self-mockery.

What was she thinking, did she think it would be different, or deep down, she hadn't let go of it yet, so his words could still make her have some expectations.

To return to him is to be one of his many women, as before, to meet his needs when he is in need.

Then she can love him, but he will never love her, even if she sees him intimate with other women, she will never have the right and qualification to say anything.

And the compensation she received was the material things he spoke of.

Slowly opening her eyes, she met his eyes, dark and deep, but beautiful, few women can not fall in love with this man under the gaze of these eyes.

But if you fall in love, what if this man doesn't know how to love others, but that he loves someone else.

"You can't give me what I want, so I won't come back to you and I won't love you anymore. She replied very seriously. I'm giving him an answer, and I'm giving myself an answer.

His eyes sank, and it was obvious that his answer made him very dissatisfied, "There is something I can't give"

"Can you love me," she said, "can you love me as the other half of your life, except for me, in the future, you will not love other women, nor will you be with other women, you will only have me in your eyes." ”

The surprise in his eyes expanded, and then it turned into a sneer, "This is what you want, don't you feel too greedy?"

There has never been a woman who dares to say such a request to him in front of him, and those women who are jealous and play tricks will only beg him for a trace of love in the end.

Ji Lianxin smiled lightly, but it was even more detached, and the meaning expressed in his words was actually very obvious, "Maybe for you, it's greed, but for me, it's normal." I love someone, and I naturally hope that the other person will love me, and money and material things may be able to get temporary satisfaction, but not forever. ”

After a pause, she said in a very affirmative voice, "Chu Xici, if you can't love me, then I will never be able to love you, let alone return to you, my feelings, although they are not very valuable, but I don't want to be bought and sold." ”

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