151. [151] Her feelings for him
There were all people around, but Guan Cancan was hardly knocked down by anyone, the tall figure beside her was protecting her, and his hand was holding her hand tightly from beginning to end.
Time...... In fact, it was very short, and it took him only a few minutes to squeeze her out of the crowd surrounded by reporters, escorted by security guards. But she felt that it was very long, so long that she could clearly hear every beat of her own heart, every breath, so long that every step forward seemed to be in slow motion before her eyes.
In her mind, there seemed to be a voice that kept saying to her, Guan Cancan, it's him!
Isn't what she is looking for someone who will be on her side no matter what happens, who will always hold her hand and will not let go!
And now, this person is by her side, and there is no need to look for it anymore, it is enough to be sure!
Determine a certain feeling in my heart, a certain feeling.
When Si Jianyu took her to the car, Guan Cancan was still immersed in this thought, so much so that when he took off the suit that covered her head, she just looked at him in a daze, without speaking, but that glance was like ten thousand years.
On the contrary, it was Si Jianyu, seeing that she hadn't spoken, a trace of anxiety flashed on her face, "What's the matter, did you hit something just now?" said that, leaned over, touched the back of her head with his hand, and eagerly made sure that she had not been hit.
Guan Cancan shook his head, "No, I haven't been hit anywhere." ”
He breathed a sigh of relief, the corners of his lips moved, and then he covered his lips with his hands, his expression was a little weird, a little complicated, and finally turned into a helpless self-deprecation, "I'm almost scared to death by you, don't let me be so frightened next time." He raked his hair and said.
From seeing her not speak, to hearing her say that she was fine, his heart fell together, which made him break out in a cold sweat and almost breathless.
Guan Cancan said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I was just thinking about something just now." ”
"What do you think, do you need to think of looking at me like that?" he asked casually.
"I think you're so good-looking. She said.
This time, it was replaced by him who was stunned, with her character, she rarely said such things, and occasionally said, always red-faced, and looked like she wanted to bite her tongue off.
But now, she was saying such things with a very serious look, which made a trace of doubt flash in Si Jianyu's eyes, and then she raised her hand and brushed Guan Cancan's somewhat messy hair, "Really, then in your heart, am I the best-looking man?"
"Hmm. Guan Cancan nodded without hesitation, and reached out to touch Si Jianyu's face, "You are really good-looking, when I saw you for the first time, I was actually already amazing." At that time, I already thought you were good-looking. She said, her fingers sliding down his eyes.
And he, just like that, watched him quietly, letting her fingers move over his face. If others see this scene, they are afraid that they will be surprised again and again, which is simply a presumptuous behavior.
But for Si Jianyu, this kind of skin contact, her gaze, is a kind of enjoyment. In this world, for him, she is the only person who is qualified to touch him like this.
"I used to say I didn't like your eyes because they were so beautiful, the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. Every time I look into your eyes, I feel like my mind is drawn into it. But many times, beautiful things will make people afraid to approach, and people will set up defenses, and I seem to be one of them. Guan Cancan continued.
Tsushimami's eyes flickered, and long eyelashes brushed the skin on her fingers, "Why do you want to defend it, and why don't you dare to approach?" he asked in a low voice, his gaze fixed on her.
"Because I'm afraid of getting hurt. She replied, "I'm afraid that I will be attracted to this beauty and fall into it, and end up with a lifelong wound." "Her mother's experience made her always set a guard in her heart, not daring to believe too much, afraid of investing too much, and finally finding that she had been deceived and would not be able to withdraw.
As if it was some kind of psychological disorder, when she was dating Liu Zhengjie at the beginning, she never even let Liu Zhengjie kiss her once.
"No, you won't get hurt, and I won't let you get hurt. Si Miyu's voice said powerfully, "Cancan, the person who is now attracted to fall into it - it's me!"
She didn't say anything, and he took her hand, and kissed each of her fingers with thin lips, "Or what do you want me to do before you let down your guard? ”
She blinked inexplicably, only to hear him say, "Disfigurement, or removal of the whole appearance, it should be possible." ”
said it so casually, as if as long as the goal could be achieved and she could not be afraid, then his body could be disposed of casually.
Guan Cancan's fingers trembled, and he suddenly felt a little sour on the tip of his nose, "There's no need for that, I used to be afraid, but now I won't." Yu, I think I'm lucky to be your girlfriend. "Being loved and cared for by him like this, when she is helpless, he will stand by her side and always guard her.
It is rare to meet such a person in a lifetime, and it is even more difficult to be able to love each other with this person!
But now she has both.
"But maybe in the future, there will be a lot of things like today. He said. Once, he deliberately wanted others to know that they were dating, wanting to create a fait accompli in the eyes of outsiders, like others declaring that she belonged to him.
But if she is really known to the outside world that she is his girlfriend, then I am afraid that in the future, there will be some gossip reporters around her, and the tranquility she wants, I am afraid there will be none.
He has never cared about the needs and troubles of others, after all, for him, he has always been just to achieve his own goals. But now he would think about her.
"I know that there are many things, and if you get them, you will give them. Guan Cancan smiled lightly and replied.
On the way he drove her back to the apartment, she kept holding his suit in her arms, and what came to her mind repeatedly was the scene of him protecting her in the midst of reporters just now.
At that moment, her head was wrapped in a suit, her face was against his chest, and her sight was only his body, and she could only rely on him to move forward, as if without him, she would fall hard, and she would fall in pain.
She has always told herself to be strong, to be independent, and not to rely on others, because once she relies on it, she is afraid that when she loses her support, she will have nothing to rely on. But because of this, I have never really experienced the feeling of relying on others.
Is that...... Put all that you have on another person.
When she returned to the apartment, she took the initiative to pull him to the bed, stripped off his clothes, pressed against him, and said in a voice of great certainty, "Yu, I think, I should be in love with you." "Yes, if you fall in love, you don't have to wait for a long time, you don't have to think about it, you should like it a lot, it will be love.
Some love needs to be trickled and experienced, but some love comes from that moment of understanding.
She only knew that the moment he stood beside her and held her hand, her heart was extremely steady.
Si Jian Yu was stunned, and for a moment, even his mind became blank, there are very few things that would make him like this, but at this moment, he forgot any reaction, just looked at her in a daze, and what rang in his ears repeatedly was her voice.
"You...... What did you just say?" He asked in a hoarse voice, at this moment, his lips were trembling slightly, and the tip of his tongue was trembling slightly, so that his voice was full of vibrato.
"I said, I love you, Mi, I love you. She said, if you get, you will give.
She received his love, so she gave her own love in the same way.
Loving and being loved, that's what it should be.
"Say it again. He clasped the back of her head, pulled her face towards him, and stared at her eagerly and longingly, "Cancan, say it again!" He wanted to hear more clearly, to know if he had heard it wrong, for fear that it was just her sudden fantasy.
"I love you. She said as he wished.
"Say it again. His thirst continued unabated.
"I love you, I love you, I love you...... I love you......" she said over and over again, the voice like heaven to him.
"Cancan......" his lips kissed all over her body, and finally landed on her white and delicate toes, "I want you, you have always loved me......"
The voice fell, and he took her toes into his mouth, sucking, licking and kissing, as if he were doing the most humble and loving thing.
He loved her, so he put all his qiē at her feet.
The lingering and gentle love continued continuously, and Guan Cancan only felt that his senses were about to be drowned in this fast.
I don't remember how many times I passed out, how many times I woke up, and I don't remember the first time his lips kissed all over her body. WHEN SHE WAS AWAKENED BY THE STIMULATION IN HER BODY AGAIN, SHE HEARD HIS GASP, AND WHEN SHE OPENED HER EYES, SHE SAW HIS FACE FULL OF AFFECTION. Sweat rolled down his forehead and dripped onto her.
Her body moved, but she clearly felt his presence.
"Are you awake?" he said, his body pounding against her.