Chapter 205: The So-Called "Fear"
If Wang Xuan was just a little emotional just now, then he is really a little disordered now. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
You can love, but you don't dare to love.
The word "afraid" really bothered him.
And while he was thinking, the people in the classroom were really gone, leaving only the beautiful woman sitting quietly at the central table, and Wang Xuan, who was thinking hard.
He suddenly envied the people who had tasted the fruits of love, at least they understood that feeling, and they could have a clear understanding of this 'fear' emotion.
It's not like him, with a splitting headache.
Why are you afraid?
Is it because of low self-esteem?
Wang Xuan only saw a strong confidence in the font of the dragon flying and phoenix dancing, and even the only punctuation mark also carried a momentum of dominating the world.
Such an outstanding person, or even one of the few people in the world, really has such an emotion of inferiority?
Wang Xuan only thought about it, and quickly dispelled this thought.
Inferiority complex has existed in his body before, every time he sees the young woman drying clothes on the house next door, his young heart will be stirred, but in the corner where the woman can't see, he can only glance at it casually, and then quickly turn his gaze.
This is inferiority, having nothing, so never asking for extravagance.
Wang Xuan sighed again, this was his third sigh, and every sigh would express the unhappiness in his heart, and in this way, it would make him feel a little better.
The questions continued, but fortunately, there seemed to be no time limit for this preliminary exam, and it also gave him enough time to think.
Isn't it because you don't love enough?
He watched romance dramas in his previous life, and he also shed tears of emotion, many heroes and heroines are alive in the end, but they can't walk together for various reasons, and even the end of the world is strange, and the two don't see each other.
Some people say that love without an ending is love, and love with fruit is marriage.
He doesn't understand love, he doesn't understand marriage, and he can even be said to be a layman. But he has always felt that the reason why these idol dramas that earn tears have unperfect endings is not because they especially want to take some money out of the audience's pockets, but because love in this world generally cannot be called love.
Their love is intense, but too fast. It's like a cup of quick-brewed coffee, fragrant and bitter, without the human touch of grinding.
One of the direct results of this is that although they love and hurt, they can't be together.
As long as it is not eternally separated, two people who truly love each other can always come together through all the hardships, and time will not fade, but will make them more lingering and compassionate, and make their hearts more closely together.
It's not that you don't love, it's not that you don't dare to love, it's that you don't love enough.
Because the love is not deep enough, it will feel that it is not true enough.
But Wang Xuan also denied this possibility.
He has always thought that a man who can drink as much as his life can ask such a question, if it is not because of love, it is a strange thing.
The amount of wine he can drink shows that he loves deeply.
Just because when he drinks, he must be sorrowful, and if he wants to extinguish this flame of sorrow, he naturally needs enough wine.
There is no doubt about the amount of alcohol that a drunkard who is addicted to alcohol.
So, what he loves is indeed deep, and it is very deep, deep.
But since he loves so much and is good enough, why is he 'afraid'?
This question is really a brain-bursting tangle!
Wang Xuan read through this question I don't know how many times, and I don't know how many times he read the beautiful words written by the beautiful woman just now.
He suddenly realized that all the instructions he had written before him had been written by a woman!
And the woman's appearance appeared in his mind at this time, becoming clearer and clearer, until the delicate facial features and fair skin were completely revealed.
Woman?!
He finally thought of it!
Why does he keep dwelling on the man who writes this question, but the key question is not him, but the object he is talking about, and that object must be a woman!
"What if I meet someone I can love, but I'm afraid I can't grasp it?"
What he is afraid of must be to hurt the woman's soft mind in the days to come, and he, a man who is so magnificent and tall, has become twisted and pinched in the matter of love, looking forward and backward.
Wang Xuan couldn't help but laugh because he finally understood something.
That is, no one is without weaknesses, and if they are not found, it can only mean that their weaknesses are more hidden.
Because of such an airtight handwriting, it is almost impeccable and has no flaws. But there is the most obvious flaw, that is, the question he raised.
No matter how strong a person is, he will also have a weakness, and his weakness is love.
He didn't know which elder had asked the question, and he didn't want to dwell on it, because he knew that he seemed to already know the answer.
Question 2: What if I meet someone I can love, but I am afraid that I can't grasp it?
Wang Xuan's answer is very simple and realistic, and it can even be said that he only looks at the present and ignores the future.
"How much love is left in the world, and a thousand changes are welcomed. And lovers, do happy things, don't ask if it's a catastrophe or fate. ”
His answers were always so short, but he said all his thoughts, leaving nothing behind.
Because what he wants to do is not just to make this question of the exam, but to drag this confused strong man to the right path, and not let this pair of lovers look back on the past, and still have some regrets.
He sighed again, this one deeply, heavier than ever, for he had used up almost all his strength to make a sigh.
Sometimes the fatigue of mental work even exceeds a lot of physical exercise.
He just lay down on the table and took a nap, completely forgetting everything, not knowing that he was still in the process of the exam, not knowing that he had only answered two questions, and not knowing that there was a pair of beautiful eyes looking at him straightly.
The beautiful woman's name is Jiutian Xiyan, she is excited at this time, I don't know how much time, her heart has been calm as water. But at this time, she was indeed excited.
All because he saw that line of words, that line of words that almost made her cry.
How much love is left in the world, and the floating world is changing. And lovers, do happy things, don't ask if it's a catastrophe or fate.
He had told her that when he returned, he would tell her the answer to the question and make her wait.
She has been waiting, waiting for the girl to become mature, waiting for Dexi to become calm.
But Wang Xuan's only one sentence was tantamount to throwing an intercontinental missile on the calm lake, which changed color and made the woman lose her mind.
"Is this your answer?" she muttered, her eyes looking at Wang Xuan, and her mind was already at a loss of where she had flown to. (To be continued.) )