March 3, 1328

"Today, after completing Mera's Evil Spirit Mission, I re-examined it, and His Excellency Rossi has not yet given the results. At that time, His Excellency Rossi prayed to the Mother Goddess, and it seemed that I had changed amazingly this time. ”

"Lord Rossi thinks I've taken part of my 'humanity' from Mera. For the time being, I think her guess is right, so how did I take it from her? Is there a loss in translating into my humanity? ”

"His Excellency Rossi said today that no one can clearly say what is the basis of human existence. It is true that human nature is a very complex being, but there is no doubt that each person's humanity is something dependent on itself, and to transfer one's humanity to others, there must be an extremely complex mechanism to eliminate the imprint of the donor, especially since I did not feel any memories or other influences from Mela. ”

"Recall how it happened today: first Mela remembered her pain, and then I felt a sense of empathy and the urge to touch Mera's spirit. After coming into contact with Mera's spirit, I felt the ups and downs of my emotions increase. This enlargement culminated in my spiritual connection with her to share her pain. ”

"In the process, I seemed to see a sea of gray as I connected with Mera's spirit, much like what I saw when I meditated on my own. But the object of meditation must be imaginary out of thin air that does not exist in this world. In this way, the ocean I saw must not exist in this world. ”

"Something about my dreams? But I don't have any relevant information in my memory, and what I have forgotten? Or do I simply not know? ”

"His Excellency Rossi informed me about the possible mission and reminded me to accumulate more practical experience. Her Excellency Rossi really treats me like a junior, but unfortunately I can't be completely honest with her. ”

"I think the reason why His Excellency Rossi is so good to me may be the following reasons:"

"(1) After losing her father and fiancé, Her Excellency Rossi made a lifelong vow to become a nun of the Church, and from then on served the Mother Goddess and remained unmarried for life; (2) The mother was raised by His Excellency Rossi, and they had an excellent relationship; (3) After I became ill, His Excellency Rossi took over the treatment of me, and after I took the initiative to contact the church, she was responsible for every assessment, and I was more familiar with her, and it was easy to develop a relationship. ”

"Is my humanity really enhanced?"

"I met Rita, who was on leave before."

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March 4, 1328

"Today, I followed up with Rhaenys about a case related to cultists. It's ridiculous that a group of ordinary people who don't know about the occult tried in vain to communicate with the unknown through bloody rituals, but fortunately they didn't succeed. Is this the existence of the evil of human nature? ”

"I killed the leader of the cultist today. This is the first person I killed. Rhaenys looked worried about my mental disorder. It's not a pity that the scum died, except that we didn't find out about their plans sooner, and I didn't have any other negative emotions. ”

"Frank Lee is looking for Rhaenys today. Rhaenys commented that Frank was a rare genius in the church, and that Frank had accumulated enough merit to be promoted to Sequence 7 soon. ”

"Your Excellency Rossi gave my assessment results, which are similar to those given by Alyssa, there is nothing to analyze."

"I met Krash, Meno and Justin, who I hadn't seen on a business trip before."

"Ms. Jones brought the results of my application for seals. The Church denied the request for the seal, and only agreed that I could use the corresponding charm if necessary, and that the corresponding charm would be given to me in a few days. ”

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March 6, 1328

"Participated in a vampire hunt. Tsk, there are still non-church vampires who dare to move freely in the area of the Mother God Church? ”

"Oh, it's wild and I don't know the situation, that's fine."

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March 8, 1328

"Today is the day of the gathering of the extraordinary mentioned by Germaine Moody that day, and I wonder if Alyssa will succeed in catching the thief. All Sequence 8 is on standby at the Institute tonight, but unfortunately I'm Sequence 9. ”

"Ms. Jones has brought me a charm. Ms. Jones said that the charm was made from a seal, and the effect could last for about a month. It shields me from my unwanted desires and emotions for a period of time, leaving me in a sane state. Ms. Jones called it the Charm of Calm. ”

"Honestly, the name of this spell is good...... Down-to-earth. The effect of this spell is useful to me, but I can't rely entirely on the power of the spell. ”

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March 9, 1328

"Last night's arrest seemed to go well, the team successfully caught the thief, and the church took over the follow-up last night. That thief was just a Sequence 9 thief, who helped him prepare for the anti-divination? ”

"Does Alyssa know what that extraordinary item from President Carman is? How will the Church deal with President Carman's efforts to hide this remarkable object? ”

"Damn, I shouldn't have thought about this case anymore, I'm no longer involved in this case, the team has caught the thief, and the church has taken over the follow-up. Besides, as Lord Rossi said, I should not pursue what may have been done by my father's faction. ”

"But was the father involved in the case? If so, to what extent is he involved? My father knew that extraordinary power existed, so was he himself extraordinary? However, based on his father's previous performance, he doesn't seem to have any extraordinary powers. But it is also possible to be hidden. ”

"Lord Rossi said that his father proposed the abolition of the guild system, and Aurerio was asked by his father to graduate early, does it have anything to do with this?"

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March 9, 1328

"Participated in the hunt for a witch today. Tsk tsk, witches are really everywhere. ”

"I tried the piano in the restaurant during the break, this piano has not been used for a long time, and I need to tune it, what a waste."

"The missions have been going well these days, and it seems that the first two missions didn't go well just by coincidence."

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March 10, 1328

"Today, I tuned the piano in the cafeteria of the institute, which was so troublesome and took me almost an afternoon. However, after adjusting it, I tried to play it, and it was well received by almost everyone present, so it was worth it. ”

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March 13, 1328

"The mother held a music salon and also invited Mr. Conte. Mr. Conte's music is as infectious as ever. ”

"For some reason, I find this social situation more and more boring. Thankfully, no one knew that my symptoms had eased considerably, and I was able to pretend to be unwell and leave. This is also the benefit of my illness. ”

"When I left, I heard some ladies say that I was really pitiful, and it was ridiculous."

"Actually, to be honest, maybe fulfilling my duties as a father's daughter, it may be more beneficial for me to digest potions. But I seem to be getting more and more unaccustomed to their hypocrisy. I'm still too headstrong. ”