Chapter 38 Doing good and accumulating blessings, and doing evil causes evil
Agnes watched herself grow up day by day, but she was not old enough to be sensible, and her grandparents gradually stopped taking her with her.
She is well-behaved enough, and her grandparents gradually dare to let her stay at home alone, and the village is a family member, and she is not worried about losing it.
And Angnes, who encloses an area in the corner of the kang with a pillow and will stay there quietly by herself until they return, what is there not to reassure them?
As the days passed, Agnes grew to three or four years old, and Agnes only met her mother two or three times.
Agnes watched as her grandfather cut out triangular pieces of wood, polished them carefully, and then put them on a thin iron chisel to make an abacus and teach Agnes to use.
She watched as her grandfather grabbed Angnes' delicate little hand with his calloused hands and wrote the word "Hui Zhen".
She watched her grandfather hold a pencil and write down the words "do good and accumulate blessings, do evil and cause evil" and asked Agnes to write them down and remember them over and over again.
She sees her grandfather send herself to the only primary school in the village, and is called by her teacher to help correct Angnes' pencil posture.
Agnes watched her uncles and aunts, who were five or six years older than herself, begin to play with her.
She watched as she followed them up to the low wall of the fourth master's house, who was out on business, and then secretly picked the green fruit from the apple tree in the yard that was untended together, washed and ate it by the ditch, and then was so sour that her tongue stuck out.
She watched as she followed them out of a pile of straw to find the eggs of her cousin's free-range chickens, and then Aunt Nine secretly cooked them in her own tin pot and stuffed them for Agnes.
She watched as her uncles added a hand-held portion to the cans they had drunk, then pulled a piece of charcoal of the right size from the stove in the room and put it in for Agnes to carry while they played.
Grandpa no longer fed Agnes the hydrogel-like thing, but had Grandma wipe Agneth's vest with a potion every night.
Agnes saw that her mother had finally returned with her father, and this time she had picked up Agnes.
"Dad, Hui Zhen is also five years old, I want to take her to school in the city, we will bring her back during the holidays."
"It should be, it should be." Agnes heard her grandfather repeat the phrase over and over again, followed by a sigh.
Agnes saw that she followed her parents to the city and enrolled in elementary school, and because she was a little short of reaching school age, her parents paid 3,000 yuan to the school.
She saw herself struggling to change her accent with a strong vernacular accent.
She saw that she and her parents gradually became familiar with each other, and the estrangement gradually dissolved.
She saw that she couldn't change her posture with the pen, and eventually her parents gave up correcting it.
She heard that the third uncle's family gave birth to a girl, and she was also given to her grandparents to raise.
Agnes watched as she was teased by her classmates for her name, and then complained to her mother.
"Mom, can I change my name?"
The mother stopped chopping vegetables and looked at Agnes.
"What's the matter, Huizhen, your name is very good."
Angnes saw that her face was flushed, and she held back for a long time before she said, "My classmates say that my name is like a nun's name!" ”
The mother sighed and said, "This is your grandfather's idea." ”
Agnes saw herself returning to her hometown on vacation and pestering her grandfather to change her name.
Grandpa hesitated for a long time, and said while writing with difficulty on the paper: "Then change 'true' to 'zhen', the sound is the same anyway." ”
Angnes saw that she was not very satisfied, and pestered her grandfather, who refused to change anything.
Agnes saw that she had won the "Three Good Students" in school again and again, and both she and her parents took it for granted.
She saw that her grandfather began to teach her a completely different language system of the current script.
She saw herself writing over and over again under the care of her grandfather, "The mind is so clear, and the heart is disturbed; The heart is so quiet, and I want to take it".
She saw that the little sister of the third uncle's family always watched her grandfather teach her from afar with curiosity, and then ran to pester herself and take her out to play after her grandfather's teaching to her that day.
She saw that every morning when her vacation was about to end, she always dropped a kiss on the eyebrows of her little sister, who was sleeping soundly, and then left.
She saw that she had walked through elementary school, walked through middle school, and watched herself and her grandfather open the dusty ancestral hall for a long time and walk in together.
"Who can stop the river from going down! Time is also ......" Angnes sighed when she saw her grandfather carefully cleaning the tablet, he scraped off the dust on the tablet and collected it, and Angnes found that even if it was cleaned, she still couldn't read the words on the tablet.
Agnes saw herself come up and bow down, and Agnes suddenly felt that she had control over her body.
"When the time comes, you can do what you have to do, and what the final result will be can only be decided by God. Are you right, Hye-jin? Grandpa sighed.
"I don't believe it." Agnes spoke.
Agnes stood up.
Grandpa glanced at Agnes, did not respond to Agnes's answer, but slowly wiped the tablet while muttering, "Who can purify it?" The sea of bitterness is turbid and humiliating, how can it give birth to Mingde? ”
"The purest flowers can naturally bloom in the filth, and the sweetest sugar crystals will surely be precipitated in the bitter sea." Agnes took the tablet from her grandfather's hand and placed it in its place, and she found that even if she held it in her hand, she still couldn't see the words on it, as if there was a force blocking her recognition of them.
Grandpa laughed suddenly, and he stared at Agnes, as if he saw the soul below through his body.
He suddenly said something irrelevant: "Remember, if you do good, you will accumulate blessings, and if you do evil, you will cause evil." ”
"Hmm." Agnes nodded.
Agnes helped her grandfather sweep the dust off the beams and pull out the accumulated soil in the ding. The strange thing is that the ancestral hall seems to have been uncared for for a long time, but there are no cobwebs, and the building itself is not damaged.
Grandpa looked at the cleaned ancestral hall and smiled, but Agnes didn't feel joy in it.
"Huizhen, it's time for you to go." Grandpa looked at Agnes and said.
"Well, it's time for me to go." Agnes nodded, and a trace of black gradually floated out of her body, floating in the air and spreading.
The already dim colors of the ancestral hall became darker and darker, and the colors gradually faded.
Agnes heard her grandfather sigh and say, "Treasure knows only the wisdom of the ......," and then her voice was ethereal, and gradually became intangible.
The darkness gradually soaked in, and finally the image in front of me shattered and disappeared like a mirror.