"It's cold-blooded, Agnes." Agnes collapsed on the bed and covered her eyes.

She still has enough to support her own thinking and reason, and Agnes is a little self-deprecating, she thinks that she will go crazy or even lose control.

She felt as if the bottom of her heart had leaked, and the sadness and pain in her heart were gradually disappearing, as if something had taken her away. In the short time since she had killed her mother, the pain and grief that made her want to kill herself when she walked out of the room had become less intense, and even the bloodthirsty desire to kill because of these emotions had become controllable, even lighter than when the curse was induced.

Obviously, part of the reason why he left his father and Aurerio's place at that time was because he could no longer control his bloodthirsty desire to kill, and he was afraid of hurting Aurerio and his father.

She was now able to carry the myriad hallucinations in front of her eyes, and she didn't know what was a whispering voice in her ears to think about why she suddenly appeared at Le Hua Manor, why her father and mother were assassinated there, why the ring her father gave to her mother was a "beacon of thorns", and what she would do after that.

Yes, she is now filled with countless hallucinations in front of her eyes, after she killed her mother.

Sometimes it's like a mother falling to the ground, sometimes it's a humanoid with an unclear face, a humanoid creature with a bony foot and an eel on the bottom, and sometimes it's just staring at a pair of apologetic eyes that don't know who it belongs to.

But more often than not, it's just a patch of blood. There seemed to be something going on in that blood, but I couldn't see it clearly. And this proportion of time is getting longer and longer.

There were different female voices in her ears that kept repeating the same sentence, and some of them seemed to be heard somewhere, but when she searched her own memories, she felt vague and couldn't remember.

It wasn't that important, though, Agnes thought to herself with some self-deprecation.

After all, she could tell the content of this sentence, because she had pronounced it when she killed her mother before, in the same language she had learned from her grandfather in her previous life.

"The sea of bitterness is turbid and humiliating, wandering life and death!"

It was part of a simplified ritual in her memory of those dangerous knowledges. Through this ritual, she killed her mother and amputated her soul.

After all, the transformation of the "Thorn Beacon" is not something that can be escaped by just dying. In other words, when the transformation reaches a certain level, the "soul sender" has almost become the possession behind the "thorn beacon", and if you kill it directly, the soul will naturally be taken away by the existence behind it, but if you don't kill it, the "soul sender" will be controlled by the existence behind it in a short time, and the end will be more painful than death.

After the severed soul is performed through this ritual, the transformed part can be removed by different means, and then re-entered into "samsara".

Oh no, there is no real "reincarnation" in the mysterious world, but there are other ways to start life again.

The only problem...... It's just that after the transformation part is removed, the soul is no longer what it used to be......

Agnes felt a person appear in front of her bed, and she lowered her hand covering her eyes and looked at the other.

"Your Excellency Rossi." Agnes sat up and whispered.

Lord Rossi sighed, hugged Angnes, and said for a long time:

"Agnes, every life is in the process of growth, prosperity and decay. Grow, decay, wither, year after year, life after life. ”

"I understand." Agnes nodded, wanting to say something, "I just...... I just ......"

Angnes didn't say anything really meaningful, and she was suddenly at a loss, not knowing what to say.

She seemed to want to tell Lord Rossi that she had killed her mother, but she felt that it was not necessary, and Lord Rossi must have known; She also wanted to say that the assassination was very strange, but it was also an obvious thing, and Lord Rossi must have known more than herself; Say she doesn't feel good in her heart? Agnes couldn't speak, and as the pain and sorrow that occupied her heart gradually drained, Agnes only felt that there seemed to be something empty and dazed in her heart.

"You want to leave Fenerport City?" Lord Rossi asked with a sigh.

Agnes nodded. She had a feeling in her heart that if she stayed in Fenerport City any longer, something even more unpredictable would happen.

Besides, if he left, maybe Aurelio would feel a little better, Agnes remembered the way Aurerio looked at her before, and sighed in her heart.

"Don't make decisions in an emotional situation, you're more like an avoidance with this behavior." His Excellency Rossi said with a frown.

"I think very clearly," Agnes shook her head and said slowly, "Besides, I have prayed to the Mother Goddess and received a response from the Mother Goddess. ”

Previously, she prayed directly to Mother Earth in her study to leave Fenerport, which was perhaps the quickest way to get permission to leave, and the Mother Mother responded directly to her request.

"Let's go to the church first and wait for the church to discuss the plan." Lord Rossi sighed and said, "There is nothing wrong with Lorenzo, Aurelio's injuries have been healed. ”

......

"According to the oracle of Mother God, the church has discussed three options, and you now have three options." H.E. Rossi said.

Agnes listened to Lord Rossi's words, and her eyes stared at the corners of her clothes with a little wandering.

"The first, 'Agnes Pagni' disease worsened, was difficult to treat, and eventually died. If you want to hide it from you, Lorenzo and Aurelio, the church will help you fake your death and get a new identity, so that your father and your brother really think that you died of illness, and you have nothing to do with the church on the surface, but you are actually an informant for the church. ”

"Second, 'Agnes Pagani' was inspired by the teachings of the Mother Goddess and vowed to leave home to serve the Mother Goddess for the rest of her life, and to preach for the Mother Goddess as a nun. The Church does not restrict you to where you can preach, as long as you obey the nun's 'three vows' openly. But if you don't reach out to the church for help, the church won't give you more support. Of course, if you are willing to take on more responsibility, the church is also willing to give you more support. ”

"In the third case, 'Agnes Pagani' became a deacon of the church as a 'divine favorite' and was transferred directly to other regions. This is similar to the 'Red Gloves' of the Night Lady Church, where you need to complete the mission directly as a church assignee, and the church will give you the greatest support. ”

"So, which do you choose?"