Chapter 8: Unrecognizable
"He never cared about the beliefs of the Pagani family?" Agnie asked.
Trevor Paganey turned his head to look at Agnes and said, "At least in the Pagani family, he has never developed the behavior of believers, and he has never paid attention to the fact that the members of the Pagani family believe in other gods. ”
"I've always thought that all of His actions were more akin to treating the Pagani family as if they were his own livestock. It's like a shepherd who keeps the cattle and sheep alive and that the meat is fat, but never cares whether the cattle and sheep fear him or love him. Trevor Paganey said as he looked at Agnes with an inexplicable smile.
"He would hardly do anything extra to the members of the Pagani family, and if it weren't for the fact that we would dream of that woman from time to time, and that there would never be a spirit in the body after death, the Paganis would almost always think that He was just their fantasy."
The members of the Pagani family seldom prayed to Him, and He seldom took the initiative to show His strength. The only time I know of it was 180 years ago. The miracle spread throughout the world, lasting nearly three days. Trevor Paganey said with some indifference.
"I can feel that His power is affecting the whole world, but I can't know what He did," Trevor Paganey said with a rare look of confusion.
"So what does this have to do with the Pagani family?" Agnie asked.
Trevor Puganey looked at Agnes with a smirk and said, "Of course it is." After he revealed his power this time, the progress of the Pagani family's pollution accumulation suddenly accelerated, and the peak of pollution that would have taken at least five generations to face immediately became the current thing. ”
"What scares me even more is that the members of the Pagani family who have completed the 'beacon' transformation no longer have that dream."
"I find that the pollution in those members is quietly disappearing, and the pollution in me is increasing inexplicably, even though I have never used the power He has given since becoming the ruler of the Pagani family."
"After Connell was born, I checked it many times before I determined that the contamination on his body seemed to be only a little more serious than that of the Pagani family members who were born before, and it did not reach the level of qualitative change. His performance also showed me over and over again that he was just a normal child. And he is even much more optimistic and happy than the average member of the Pagani family. ”
"But what scared me was that when he was a child, he asked me why the Pagani family was afraid of the woman in his dreams, and he found the woman in his dreams very relatable."
"Other than that, he didn't show anything else unusual until Shara was born." Trevor Paganey said with a somewhat distorted face.
"When Sheala was born, she was more polluted than I had ever seen before." Trevor Paganey looked at the portrait in front of him with some indifference.
"The first time I saw her in infancy, I was so frightened and frightened by the pollution that I wanted to strangle her on the spot."
"But my intellect tells me I can't...... I can't ......" Trevor Pagney's body trembled a little.
"If she really was the child at the peak of pollution, then I couldn't have killed her; If she wasn't, then my act was killing my own child. ”
"So I endured my desire to kill her, and watched her grow up, she was so innocent and beautiful, she looked out of place with the Pagani family, but all the members of the Pagani family liked her, especially Connell."
"But it scared me even more, and I couldn't help but think of what Connor told me in his childhood that he thought the woman in his dreams was very relatable......
Agnes listened with a frown.
"The day before she came of age, I couldn't help myself when I saw her smile on her face and tell me that she was looking forward to getting the first crown I gave her tomorrow."
"I finally can't help but do it."
"I subconsciously used all the power I could muster, even what He gave me."
"She's dead, there's no spirit on her body, and the crown I had prepared for her adulthood was transformed into a 'beacon' before I knew it."
"Hahaha......" Trevor Paganey laughed, covering his face.
Agnes didn't speak, just listened quietly and watched.
Trevor Paganey finally calmed down, and the smile on his lips turned into that smile again.
"Arrogance! Utter arrogance! It's ridiculous, because of my prejudice, I killed my own daughter, and Connell broke with me because of it. He took Shala's crown and left his own 'beacon', the photo that belonged to him, and his 'beacon' has not changed since. ”
"Connell has always only said to the outside world because he was dissatisfied with my conservative attitude towards the changes of Rousail the Great, and never said the real reason for the rupture."
"I spent a long time in the castle before I finally realized that I had been trying to deceive myself, believing that I was sane enough to make the most appropriate choice, but in fact the horror in my heart had already turned me beyond recognition, from the time I was terrified by the sudden acceleration of the pollution accumulation."
"I finally figured this out, no longer rejecting His power, I tried to do something with the power He gave, and I even managed to permanently control a Bloodline who was contaminated by the use of the 'Beacon', and used this Bloodline's identity to join the Church of Mother Earth God."
"Yes, it's 'Trevor Accardo.'" He looked at Agnes with a smile on his face, but Agnes didn't react, and he continued with a rather bored look:
"But he didn't pay any attention, and the Mother Earth Church didn't refuse."
"I don't understand if the Mother Earth Church can't discover His contamination, or if it's already aware of it but turns a blind eye?"
"I've been in the Mother Earth Church for more than a hundred years under the name 'Trevor Accardo', leaving a lot of doubts, and the church has never investigated me because of this?" Trevor Paganey said with a sneer.
"I finally understand, why did the ancestors say that the Pagani family had long been abandoned, I don't believe in the strange power of the Pagani family in the past, the inexplicable suicide, and the countless pleas of the ancestors, the church and the royal family would not know about the problems of the Pagani family? But they never bothered. ”
"From the time the ancestor of Oladius chose to trade with him, the Pagani family could no longer escape." Trevor Paganey smiled sarcastically again.
"He must have reached a ...... with the gods, at least with Mother Earth."
"Mr. Pagni! Be careful! Agnes interrupted Trevor Pagney with a serious expression.