Chapter 121: Thinking
"This memory happened before all I could remember?" Agnes asked, "I remember that 'Hye-jin' was my first name, and I knew that I begged him to change my name......
"Yes." The face in the lampshade nodded calmly.
Agnes closed her eyes for a long time.
"Their practice is very similar to that of the 'Soul Messenger', but it is significantly more ...... Orthodox. Agnes said in an affirmative tone.
"There's nothing to guess about, the 'soul senders' do come from them, and there is no difference in essence."
Hye-jin uttered such a sentence almost casually, and then smiled meaningfully.
"It's just 'a few times the sea has turned into dust'." Hui Zhen finally added such a sentence.
The origin of the "soul sender...... There is no difference in essence...... "how many times the sea has turned into dust", so the "soul sender" is only because of the change of certain conditions, causing the "soul sender" to pay a greater price to get enough power? Or was there a way to suppress pollution and reverse transformation, just like the memory of "controlling the human mind and controlling the Dao mind", and these things were lost in some things?
Agnes frowned with a headache, and although she had gained a lot of information from this memory, more questions arose as a result.
Moreover, the "Hui Zhen" in the memory, there are obviously some problems, "the heart of the Tao is natural", "almost like a celestial", and the "Dao Ruthless" that finally gave her a hard blow to this memory, all gave Agnes a bad premonition.
“...... Why did you choose ...... directly? That sentence? Agnes was silent for a long time, and finally omitted the subject and said directly.
"After all, I can fully believe that Shizun has enough ability to do the trick, and I don't need to think too much." Hui Zhen slowly hooked the corners of his mouth and said softly.
"Master......" Agnes frowned and paused before asking, "I thought he was ......"
Agnes paused, not continuing.
And Hui Zhen smiled and said directly, "Your grandfather? ”
Agnes nodded hesitantly.
"It can indeed be regarded as a person," Hui Zhen said calmly, "the same Dao heart, the same human heart, and the same memory, then they are one person." ”
"I'm not sure what you say." Agnes said reluctantly hooking the corners of her mouth.
Hui Zhen laughed happily and said out loud: "If you get the memories that follow, you will find that they regard their Dao heart and human heart as their essence, after all, they have cultivated to the end, and there is almost nothing left except Dao heart and human heart. ”
There is almost nothing left but the Dao heart and the human heart...... Agnes couldn't help frowning, not knowing what to say for a while.
"Of course, this is also an inevitable thing," Hui Zhen paused, with an incomprehensible meaning, "Whether it is the calamity of the human heart or the tribulation of the Dao heart, whether it can be overcome or not, it will permanently change this person, and then eventually shape this person into the form of his own human heart and Dao heart." ”
"They have gained from it, but they have also lost from it, and even to some extent, they have lost more than they have gained...... "Hui Zhen paused for a moment and continued to speak: "Most of the monks are unable to resist the erosion of the Dao Heart, even from their own human hearts, and when the people they knew before they established their hearts, or even when they saw them again after several eons, almost no one could recognize who they were just by their appearance at that time. ”
Agnes's heart shook suddenly, and she whispered, "This is exactly the same as the 'Soul Sender'. ”
"Of course." Hye Jin whispered, and then stopped speaking.
Agnes also stopped talking, just thinking about the information she had gotten.
"What about me?" Agnes suddenly asked, "I still don't seem to have a heart. ”
There was no sound in the room except for Agnes's own voice.
Agnes smiled predictively, and no longer asked, just putting away the things on the table.
After a long time, she stood up and said out loud without a beginning or an end: "You say, I have accumulated three parts of madness, what kind of changes will happen?" ”
......
Agnes picked up the wine glass on the table, took a sip of the "Baiam Heland" in the wine glass, and couldn't help frowning.
"I'm not used to it." Agnes reached out and pushed her glass a little farther away, looking at the already cold food in front of her.
Her heart was full of chaotic thoughts with negative connotations, as if a voice was constantly saying, "It doesn't matter if you eat it anyway, and you can't taste anything at all, so why don't you follow your inner thoughts?" ”
But her intellect tells her that the truth is not like the negative mess of thoughts in her heart, these meals don't matter to her to eat or not, and the "werewolf" doesn't have the ability to live without eating.
Agnes even suspected that if she didn't eat these things again, it was estimated that tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, she would probably become the first "werewolf" to faint from hunger because she didn't eat, after all, she had hardly eaten anything since that night and now for the fourth day, except when she was stared at by Nightingale.
Agnes knew it was a harbinger of the "walking dead syndrome" starting to really affect her life. After one intensification, the madness had reached a point where she could not avoid its effects through her own willpower.
Finding a way to eliminate or weaken the "walking dead syndrome" has become urgent for a while, and the solution to it ......
Agnes couldn't help but sigh, she had an extraordinary object in the way of a "spectator", but it was polluted by the power of the evil god.
Although according to Hye-jin, the pollution on it does not pollute her, Agnes is actually worried that it has some unknown effect and will have an irreparable effect on her as she deals with her own crazy problems.
After all, if she wants to solve this madness that causes her to use more power than she can bear, ordinary mediation methods are useless, and only by entering her heart and killing the part that represents this madness can she completely eliminate the source of madness.
And use an extraordinary object polluted by the power of the evil god to enter your own heart and kill the part that represents madness, who knows if it is normal or crazy self that comes out.