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Because on this floor, the door is open. Moreover, the roar of the zombies also kept coming out of it.

Tam Kun frowned, just now, the woman asking for help has not sent WeChat. At first, he thought it was someone waiting, but now it seems that something else has happened that caused the woman to not be able to send the message.

Walking to the front of the door, looking inside, Ramkun gasped.

On the floor tiles of the living room, the woman who had sent a message for help was lying there, bleeding from her mouth. An adult male zombie lay on her stomach, tore out her intestines, and gnawed on her.

Tam Kun silently pulled out the Qin sword at his waist and looked at the silver-white sword body that was two fingers wide.

He really felt that he was too weak. You can't help people, even if you have a weapon in your hand, you can't save someone.

Coming behind the zombie, it seemed that it was enjoying its food, so it was completely unaware that a more vivid human was coming behind it.

Holding the sword in both hands, Tam Kun swung it down violently. And the zombie, just reacted, and before he could turn around, his head was split by a sword.

The headless corpse fell, and Tam Kun looked at his hands holding the hilt of the sword, as if his swing and stabbing were much more powerful than he had imagined. But now, is it really time to think about this?

Looking at the ground, the woman who was not completely dead and convulsed.

He turned his wrist, and the silver blade swirled beside him, driven by his wrist. Spun around, he grasped the hilt of his sword with both hands behind his back, the tip of the sword pointing downward, aimed at the woman's head.

"I can't save you, but at least, I can make you die as a human and not return as a zombie. ”

Looking at the woman's desperate eyes, he didn't know if this woman was willing to die like this. But he knew that this woman must be very unwilling! At least, if it were him, he would definitely not be reconciled, unwilling to die at the mouth of such a monster.

The force stabbed straight down, and the tip of the sword sank into the woman's forehead.

The action is done in one go, and it seems so easy. Who could have imagined that this man who could use the sword to slaughter so easily had always doubted the power of the sword?

Can you really pierce through the armor and pierce people? The seemingly easy slash of the tip of the sword can really cut the target open? In the past, he was uncertain and skeptical about all this.

But what about now?

Look at the zombie corpses that he killed, and then look at the heads that are not rotten and were easily pierced by him. Feeling the weight of the Qin sword in his hand, looking at the silver-white sword body, he swayed, as if he had been drained of strength, walked towards the sofa, and then sat down on it.

Sighing and relaxing......

His thoughts always annoyed him like this, and always in a split second, the troubles of thinking from multiple angles washed over his consciousness, making him feel confused and divided.

Because he couldn't save a woman he had promised to help, he was sad and resentful of his incompetence. Because he always does this, he makes promises, but he never gets done.

Whether it was talking to people in the past about where to go to play together, what to do together, or now promising to save people, but being one step late, these are unbearable for him. In particular, no matter how much he promised in the past, it was only a harmless little thing.

But it's really because he didn't have time to do what he promised, and some people are tortured and die.

He had to endure the pain of having to do it himself, to end the declaration of a living human being.

These make him uncomfortable, no matter how much a person suppresses his emotions, when such a thing happens, he still can't stand it.

In addition, another problem he struggled with at the same time was about the sword in his hand.

I used to practice swords, because I liked it. But what about the feeling of actual combat? When he slashed through the air, he didn't know how powerful it could be, and he couldn't think it was possible to split the head of his target with a sword, or pierce the body.

Even because of the weight, he didn't think those fancy swordsmanship were useful. Compared with those fancy martial arts moves, he is more willing to believe in the swordsmanship in European and American costume dramas that he thinks is slow but very effective.

Or, the Roman dagger of the Spartacus type, which is more powerful and can dance more flexibly.

Otherwise, people who use cold weapons today prefer sabers, daggers, short swords, etc., rather than long swords, right?

Of course, he also thinks that it is because the long sword is inconvenient to carry these days. However, that's not the point.

The point is that he still feels that he has a long sword at first, and it is difficult to face the crisis.

But so far, what is the truth he has seen? he can easily cut off the head of a zombie, easily pierce a zombie, and do everything he thought would not be easy.

Even if you don't swing it, you can kill the target just by getting close or even without using all your strength.

Even the feeling of difficulty that would have been felt when wielding this Qin Sword had disappeared.

On the one hand, there is the lament of the loss of life, the painful feeling of resentment of one's own incompetence. On the other hand, they are immersed in their own power and unscientific changes.

The two senses are contemplated by two personalities split from one consciousness. And he didn't really have two personalities, and there was no split, the two feelings just washed over in his single consciousness, which made him unbearable.

Once again, he fell into a chaotic confusion.

Looking at the sword in his hand, it is not the kind of Qin Jian in the movie, but the style is like this. And the sword body is not the kind with various lines in the middle, but a silver-white sword body, like Qin Jian, but not like the one seen in the movie.

To put it bluntly, this is just a cheap, modern craft made with reference to the style of Qin Jian.

In the past, wielding this sword, I always felt a bit heavy, and although I could swing it, I couldn't swing it with agility. And now, after slashing all the way, the weight of this sword seems to have disappeared by more than half, and he feels extremely easy to wield it.

Did you become stronger, or did your sword become lighter?

It's an easy question to figure out, but he can only laugh at himself.

"Am I really getting stronger?"

He was a little painful, put down Qin Jian, and grabbed his hair.

"But why, I still feel so weak. ”

"Weak, makes me feel sick. ”

His eyes have changed, no longer as casual and lazy as in the past, but full of ambition, and there is a feeling of hating iron but not steel.

That's right, he hated himself.

I hate why I am so weak, I obviously want to do so many things, but in the end, he can't do anything. Although he has not practiced it, he knows very well what he can do, and what he wants to do but cannot do.

Because of this, he hated himself.