The two days actually passed quickly, and Sora was struggling in the bedroom thinking about what he was going to do, and in the past two days, he had made no progress at all in learning magic with Sophia, except for learning the most basic spells, the mana framework, there was nothing. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

In fact, a long time ago, spells were divided into elemental spells and arcane spells, but nowadays, mages can use the two together.

I've heard that this process is another epic task.

The mana framework is a basic magic, every mage can do it, but elemental spells don't need a mana frame, and the mana framework is the basis for building arcane spells, just like the fireball spell used before Sora didn't need it.

But if he's going to use a dozen magic missiles, then he can use them.

This spell became his practice spell, but unfortunately, two days passed, and he made no progress...... Even Sophia was a little disappointed that Sora didn't seem to be able to do it physically or magically, and although she had worked hard and made a lot of progress in her technique - it didn't work.

Technology may be able to expose you to twice as much power, but when the enemy is ten times more powerful than you, technology is not capable of turning the tide.

"I'm sorry, Sora. ”

Before leaving today, Sophia closed the door and said this to Sora, but Sora herself couldn't answer at all......

He has no talent for it.

Yes, maybe on Earth, he can learn good martial arts through hard work, but in this world, if ...... If you don't count plug-ins, he can only be regarded as the most ordinary group of people.

The only thing to be thankful for is that Merlin and the others have to take care of him at this moment, because he and Merlin have a contract with him.

However, this did not make the empty air happy to turn the corner, but his mood became heavier and more complicated.

"Why is it women's clothing......?"

He muttered again, and then continued to bury his head in order to be an ostrich.

"HOST, DO YOU HATE WOMEN'S CLOTHING, OR DO YOU LOOK DOWN ON THOSE MALE COSERS?"

"No, is it really okay to talk about this kind of war?"

"Big husband, cute big. ”

"Who the hell taught you these things...... Sora sighed, and then said in the middle of the pillow buried in his head, "I'm not qualified to look down on anyone, and I won't discriminate against others, but it's better to say, some men's cosers are not better than women in actual performance, women's clothing or something, to put it bluntly, it's just a performance, look down on it, don't like it, it won't be at all, it's admirable to be able to do it so well, it should be very hard." ”

“...... Why?"

"Seeing and doing are two different things. Sora sighed deeply and said regretfully, "I admire them for a reason, that's why, they can do things I don't dare to do, I've been like a girl since I was a child, and I've always been treated as a girl in the orphanage, the director has looked for me three or four times to confirm this matter, I am not allowed to go to the men's bathroom, nor can I go to the women's bathroom, so every time I have to wait for everyone to wash and wash alone in the middle of the night." ”

"Then I got a job, and the first reason I was fired was that this job was not suitable for women, and thank you for your love for the company. ”

"I'm a man. ”

"How much I have suffered since I was a child because of this face, if I was simply a woman, it would be okay, I hate this feeling of not being a man or a woman!"

"I can't wear women's clothes and become a girl, so I just want to be a man, even if I don't look like it on the outside, at least I don't want to be the opposite of my body on the inside. ”

“......”

After listening to the empty confession, the system was slightly silent.

It was probably a long time before the system whispered again, "So...... Are you happy with how you're doing right now?"

“......”

The questions of the system are very flat and smooth, without any waves at all, as if they are just chatting about homely things, but ...... Sora couldn't say the second half of the sentence at all.

Are you happy with your current performance?

"It sucks!"

I'm so bad!