319. [319] Not afraid
The garbage basket still smelled of the vomit she had just vomited, but he looked at her as if he didn't realize it.
That pale and handsome face was full of broken remnants.
Guan Cancan suddenly had a funny feeling, she and him, one in a wedding dress and the other in a groom's dress, stared at each other, but not in the church, but in such a ward.
By their side, there is a former female singer who doesn't know if she's crazy or not, and there's a superstar.
This combination is probably unique.
He lifted his slender fingers and gently stroked the corners of her lips, wiping the vomit stains from the corners of her lips.
She only felt a kind of trembling, which kept coming, was she trembling? No, it was him trembling, trembling so much. His lips were closed one by one, and it took her a moment to realize what he was saying.
He was asking her, "Are you feeling better?"
"Is this woman Fang Ruolan?" she asked rhetorically, her voice sounding so erratic.
His lips quivered, and his voice was almost as difficult as squeezing out between his teeth, "...... Be. ”
"Did you make her what she is?" she continued to murmur.
Fang Ruolan's voice was still roaring hoarsely, "Guan Cancan...... You...... You don't want to die well...... Why are you ...... Happiness...... Why...... I'm going to be like this......"
Every time Fang Ruolan shouted more, Guan Cancan couldn't help but tremble.
Obviously, the other party's voice was originally so similar to her, but now, there is no trace of similarity.
Si Jianyu slowly stood up and walked towards the hospital bed, and as he gradually approached, Fang Ruolan's hoarse shout stopped abruptly after seeing Si Jianyu's appearance, and the bound body began to tremble, and the whole person was filled with an extreme fear.
Obviously, Fang Ruolan recognized Si Jianyu, and judging from Fang Ruolan's reaction, it must have been Si Jianyu who had given her an extremely terrifying experience, so she was so scared.
Si Jianyu lowered his head and glanced at Fang Ruolan coldly, how long had it been since he had seen Fang Ruolan? After torturing her so far, he just let her live like this, a life that was more terrible than death.
Seeing the cold eyes of her boss, Fang Ruolan trembled even more, and the bed board made a thumping sound with her trembling, "Don't ...... Don't let them ruin my face...... No...... Don't cut it with a knife...... I don't dare...... Don't dare......"
Si Jianyu raised his head and looked at Guan Cancan from afar, "If I said that I did it, you would ...... Do you hate me?", he said hesitantly, and even dared not ask.
I'm afraid the answer is not what he wants to hear.
Do you hate him? Guan Cancan finally stopped the urge to vomit, and almost staggered to his upright. He, dressed in a white gown, looks like a prince in a fairy tale.
She walked towards him with some difficulty, and every step was extremely slow.
Step by step, at this moment, she was not walking towards him at the wedding banquet, not in the church, not with the blessing of everyone, but in the ward, under Han Yanxi's mocking gaze and Fang Ruolan's frightened eyes.
Just as she was about to walk up to him, Han Yanxi's voice suddenly sounded, "Guan Cancan, you have to think clearly, is this kind of man really what you want? He can deal with a woman so ruthlessly, is this what ordinary people would do? In the past, he could deal with Fang Ruolan like this for you, then in the future, maybe he will also deal with you like this because of other people or other things." ”
Guan Cancan's footsteps stopped and turned to look at Han Yanxi.
Han Yanxi raised a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he was all in his control, and he was still giving the final blow, "Maybe now, Si Jianyu is very good to you, it's just because he loves you, but how long do you think this love can last? Ten years? Or twenty years? After he doesn't love you anymore, then you are nothing, and if you accidentally annoy him, I'm afraid that the end will be even worse than Fang Ruolan." It's better to leave completely while he's still in love with you, maybe it's better, at least we still have the best memories of each other, aren't we?"
The gentle and deep baritone, like the moan of a demon, is full of seduction.
Guan Cancan looked at Han Yanxi, silent, and then turned his head to look at Si Jianyu.
At this time, Si Jianyu's thin lips were pursed tightly, and his dark and deep eyes were filled with a layer of misty gray, and a wisp of blood, along the corners of his lips, slowly flowed down, dripping on his white suit, which looked shocking.
At this moment, Guan Cancan suddenly understood, Yu, he was afraid, I am afraid that he was afraid to the extreme, so he had such a reaction. He didn't even say a word, just thinking about a man who was waiting for the death penalty.
Han Yanxi's voice sounded in the room again, "Guan Cancan, how long do you think the so-called love can last? Those so-called lifetimes are just deceptive things in film and television dramas." ”
Guan Cancan took a deep breath, and then fell his gaze on Han Yanxi's face again. This man, she couldn't figure out the purpose of his deliberate approach to her, and now, she still can't figure out the purpose of his words.
It's as if his whole body is filled with a sense of contradiction and disobedience.
"Han Yanxi, I think you will say these words, it means that you must not have really loved someone, if you really love someone, then no matter what that person has become or what he has done, you will love it. Just like back then, she thought she didn't love Yu anymore, and thought she had completely let go of Yu, but in the end, she still loved it, and she loved it even more.
The light smile on the corner of Han Yanxi's lips froze, "Why do you say that I haven't really loved someone?"
"So if the person in your heart has gray hair, will become old and ugly in the future, or will you do something extreme because of you, will you not love her mother? Will you completely erase her from your heart?"
Guan Cancan's series of questions made Han Yanxi in a trance, and the figure that he was completely attracted from the first sight appeared in his mind.
At that time, when he saw the little sister for the first time, he couldn't take his eyes off it, and the young lady at that time, like the little princess in a fairy tale, was surrounded by all the light.
And as he grows older, Xiao-sister is becoming more and more beautiful, and he feels more and more the gap between them, so he works hard and constantly uses all kinds of means to compete for the position, just hoping that he can be worthy of her.
Even if he tried hard, even if he and Xiao-sister already had a child together, he never entered Xiao-sister's heart.
But now, he is used to seeing all kinds of women in all shapes and shapes, but he still can't let other women really enter his heart. If one day, the little sister is old, ugly, and even does all kinds of excessive things, will he still love the young lady?
And the answer is yes!
No, he knows better than anyone what it's like to love someone, and is even willing to do anything for that person, even if that person despises him and takes advantage of him!
Han Yanxi was stunned, but Guan Cancan didn't pay any more attention to him, just looked at Si Jianyu who was only a few steps away from her.
The blood on the corner of his lips was still flowing, and every drop of blood made her heart shake. But he didn't feel the slightest pain, and let the blood continue to flow, his eyes still looking at her without blinking, and the lifelessness at the bottom of his eyes made her nose sore.
He was reluctant to tell her about Fang Ruolan's whereabouts, and he didn't want her to see Fang Ruolan, because he was afraid that she would leave him because of this. His extremism, his fear, it's all because of him.
And everything he did was because of her!
Guan Cancan approached Si Jianyu and raised his hand to touch the corner of his lips, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." She murmured softly, and his body shuddered, his almost dead eyes moving, proving that he was still listening to her.
Her fingers reached into his lips little by little, stopping him from biting his lip continuously, "Don't be afraid, okay, believe in me more, believe that I will not leave you, believe that I will marry you, believe that no matter what happens, you and I will never leave." ”
His lips were holding her fingers, and he finally stopped biting the corners of his lips so hard, and the dead air in his eyes gradually faded because of her words.
"No...... Do you hate me?" he asked, his voice hoarse, each word squeezing out of his throat.
Guan Cancan shook his head gently, "Why do you hate you, what you did, I know, it's all because of me." ”
There is a cause, there will be a result, because of her departure, so the other party Ruolan moved such a hand. And it was not only him who ruined Fang Ruolan's life, but also her.
"So......" Tsumimi's voice paused, "will you be afraid of me, will you be afraid that I will do such a thing to you in the future, will you be afraid of ......"
And her answer was to stand on tiptoe directly, put her lips to the corners of his bleeding lips, suck his blood little by little, and use her actions to tell him, she ...... Won't be afraid.
Yes, not afraid!
When she followed him into the icy river water and rescued him from the water, when she did artificial respiration for him over and over again, trying to wake him up, when she knew from Lu Lifang's mouth about what had happened to him in the past, she would no longer be afraid of him.