For these days' updates, I want to say sorry for everyone's support, as for the reason why I can't update it's very simple, the mood is a little unstable.

It's been almost two years since I graduated from college, except for when I just graduated, I seriously looked for a month's job, and the rest of the time was all at home to write novels, and when I wrote my first novel on other websites, I didn't feel anything, but as time went on, I became more and more bored, and I couldn't control my emotions more and more.

I remember that in the early days of this book, there was also a similar single chapter, that time I really couldn't stand such a boring life, a person in the rural home, slept and ate, ate, wrote, slept, and slept, no different from a machine, no social activities, I was going to relax a little during the New Year, who expected that my grandmother died, and I was busy for more than half a month.

These days, I can't stand the backwater, I don't have friends to talk to, I don't have a place to relax, I just have a computer, a house, a bed, and a village without my peers, and I feel a little sad.

Let's talk about my personal life these days, I've been watching movies these days, because movies are really exciting, and the movies I disdained in college are all watched with relish, and the fun of otaku is estimated to be that, but because of this, I stayed up for several days and nights, only ate one meal a day, and didn't feel hungry at all, until I got up from bed every day, I felt very weak, and I was floating when I walked, and I finally realized that it really couldn't go on like this, and I was ruining myself.

When I had dinner today, I discussed with my parents that tomorrow I would go to my sister's house in Nanjing to live for a while, which is the city, and when you are bored, you can go out for a walk, go shopping, and relieve your mood.

After reading some of the previous words, I guess some people are afraid that I will have depression, hehe, it's not that serious, but I really need to go out for a walk, if you ask me, what is the biggest hobby before graduation, I will say that it is reading novels, now ask me, what is the goal of life, I will answer, write a satisfactory novel, do not tell lies, I regard writing novels as a life goal, so for this life goal, I want to adjust myself to the most haode state, in the best state, to write novels, the most tangled in these days is that there is no update, so I hate myself for not trying to adjust as soon as possible, and only now do I think of solving it......

Okay, I've said everything that needs to be said, I hope you can forgive me for a person who has graduated but has not stepped into society.

- Sword Swim is too void...... ，