"I already know that I was wrong, and I have been punished, and I don't even know what I should do, so that you are willing to love me again, do you want me to bear all the grievances you suffered at the beginning, and the wrongs you suffered?

Chu Xici said, and the next moment, he fell to the ground on his knees like this and knelt in front of Ji Lianxin.

Beneath his knees was a blue-gray stone field.

Her eyes widened in disbelief, her mind went blank, she knew what he was doing.

This high-ranking man, on weekdays, even stingy with words like "I'm sorry" and "I'm sorry", but now in front of the public, he knelt down like this, and there were some neighbors around him, who were looking curiously at this side.

"Is that okay? or do you want me to kowtow?" he said, and he would do anything if he could make her change her mind.

His crazy actions made her startled and flustered, she naturally knew that with Chu Xici's character, she could definitely do what she said, "Don't ......" Ji Lianxin hurriedly said, she couldn't afford his kneeling and kowtowing.

She looked at the more and more neighbors and passers-by around her, frowned slightly, and knew that if she continued like this, it would only become more and more noticeable, so she said to Chu Xi, "You...... Come in first. ”

You can't let him just go out and continue to attract people's attention.

Chu Xici finally stood up and walked into the Ji family, which was also the first time he saw the situation in the Ji family's house.

This is a two-storey house, there is a small patio on the first floor, the patio is planted with loofah vines, under the vine, there is a small round table and a small rattan chair, on the round table, there is also a half-knitted light yellow sweater, that is the size of a baby.

Chu Xici could even imagine the scene of Ji Lianxin sitting on a rattan chair and knitting a sweater.

"It's ...... A sweater knitted for a child?" His gaze shifted to her already bulging belly.

Ji Lianxin suddenly felt a nervousness, she didn't want the child to attract his attention too much, and she didn't want him to compete with her for this child, "Hmm." She bowed.

"I didn't know you could knit sweaters. He said.

Ji Lianxin didn't knit sweaters originally, when she was a child, her mother knitted sweaters for her, but at that time, it was because the family was poor, so her sweaters were mostly because she was tall, and the family couldn't afford to buy a new sweater of the right size, so her mother dismantled the old sweater again, and then bought some woolen balls and re-knitted a sweater of the right size for her.

And when her height was mostly stable, her mother rarely knitted sweaters, and she kept wearing some old sweaters.

In B City, it is rare to see someone wearing a sweater knitted at home, but she came to this town, Ji Lianxin often saw some people knitting sweaters, so she recalled her memories when she was a child, just like her mother asked for advice on how to knit sweaters, and when she had nothing to do, she knitted something for the baby in her belly.

Because she is not sure about men and women, she only weaves some neutral colors.

"It was only after I came here that I started to learn how to knit sweaters. Ji Lian said in her heart.

"Do you love the baby in your belly?" he asked abruptly.

She looked at him defensively, a moment of nervousness.

"This is me and your child, and since you love this child, it means that you are not completely devoid of feelings for me, right? If you really have no feelings for me at all, then you don't want to give birth to this child, just now, outside, when I kneel, you can close the door yourself, and not let me in. He said, with a hint of hope in his eyes, "You have mine in your heart, but I hurt you too much, so you don't want to admit it, don't you?"

It's a desire, but also a question, wanting to hear a positive answer from her mouth.

In Ji Lianxin's heart, there was a stinging pain in the ground, and the original scene flashed in front of her one by one.

There are some things that you want to forget, but they will be engraved in the depths of your mind and cannot be erased. Ji Lianxin pursed her dry lips, and said in a somewhat dry voice, "Chu Xici, loving someone is not whether you want to or not, nor do you want to or not, but it is decided by here, not by human will." Ji Lianxin pointed to the position of her chest and heart, "When I first met you, I was attracted to you, and at that time, my heart fell in love with you, so no matter how difficult it is, I want to be by your side and try to make you fall in love with me." ”

This is the first time she has analyzed her feelings for him like this, "But now, my heart is very tired and tired, I don't want to love like that anymore, I just want to live quietly and raise my children well." You are the father of the child, if you want to see the child in the future, then I will welcome it, but you and I really don't need to be together, it doesn't matter if I have you in my heart or not. I've always felt that if you really love someone deeply, then you should trust the person you love. At the beginning, you didn't believe me, maybe it wasn't that you didn't love me, but this love was too shallow and too fragile, so you chose to believe the evidence, and now-"

Ji Lianxin's voice paused, and her eyes looked at Chu Xici deeply, with a trace of sadness and self-deprecation, "I have no way to believe what you said about me, even if you say thousands of words in front of me that you will trust me in the future and love me for the rest of my life, I can't believe it, Chu Xici, you say, do I still love you?"

When she hoped that he would believe in her again and again, and he stubbornly believed in the fact that he did it again and again, her love for him had gradually despaired.

Because of despair, it was buried little by little.

And when she said these words, her heart began to throb again. She looked at him in front of her, as if she was saying goodbye to her past self.

What was her pain? Was it the ridiculous innocence of her former self, or was it the fragility of her relationship with him?

Chu Xiqi's body shook suddenly, and the blood in his whole body seemed to be frozen at this moment, completely cold. She was asking him, did she still love him?<

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