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There was a dead silence.

Three people, each occupying three directions.

Mo Nian fell into a deep shock.

Wei Chi Zhaoming stood with his hands in his hands, looking at a ray of light outside the narrow high window, his eyes were red.

Wei Chi Baobao shrank in a corner, unwilling to leave, and unwilling to ask anything, so he shrank like this.

Mo Nian suddenly laughed, with sadness.

Wei Chi Zhaoming reminded him that he had never thought that his birth, even in his mother's womb, was a mistake. He loved his mother so passionately that he could give everything he had for her, and he would spare his life.

But he never thought that it was his existence that ruined his mother and the happiness of the person he loved the most.

The mother he longed for was dead because of him, he killed his mother and the person he loved the most.

What a contradiction.

Like a knife, it plunged deep into his heart, twisting ...... How it hurts.

"I won't recognize you as a nephew, and I never think that I have a nephew, the Wei Chi family, and I won't accept a child like you. Wei Chi Zhaoming's tone was indifferent, but firm, unquestionable and changeable, and said with a little disgust: "Where do you come from, you can get out of here for me!"

Mo Nian's heart was dripping blood.

But not because it can be recognized by the Wei Chi family.

It was he, caught in deep self-reproach, self-reproach for his mother.

For the first time, he doubted the meaning of his life.

The meaning of being alive.

He was born because of a mistake, and to live is a mistake.

Mo Nian was a little disheartened.

He was tired and deeply powerless.

He used to be an optimist, but when he found the answers to his important life questions, what he got was deep exhaustion.

"I don't ask for acceptance from the Wei Chi family, and I never want to return to the Wei Chi family. Mo Nian said calmly: "I came to confirm my mother." Now that I've confirmed it, I'm satisfied. ”

Wei Chi Zhaoming nodded, and then opened the shackles for Mo Nian.

"Let's go, Wei Chi's family, you're not welcome. Wei Chi Zhaoming's tone was indifferent, and he frowned: "In the future, never come back." ”

"Father!" Wei Chi Baobao suddenly wept and said, "You are too cruel like this......"

When Wei Chi Zhaoming saw his daughter, he suddenly remembered Mo Nian's contribution to catching the flower thief, so he said: "By the way, you helped us catch the flower thief and protect the little girl, this is a great achievement, and my Wei Chi family has always been too meritorious." If you hold this token, you can withdraw 3,000 taels of gold, which is a thank you fee. ”

As he spoke, Yu Chi Zhaoming threw a token to Mo Nian.

Mo Nian looked at the token on the ground, and suddenly couldn't help laughing.

"Keep it for the dogs......"

Then he turned around and walked out.

Just as Mo Nian was about to step out of the lobby, Wei Chi Zhaoming suddenly remembered something, "Stay!"

Mo Nian paused.

"Regarding your mother's grave, I think you can go to find someone, Zhang Dushi, an old woman from Houshan Mansion. Wei Chi Zhaoming said calmly: "If Xue'er didn't die, it must have been her doing, maybe it's a clue." ”

Mo Nian lowered his head. "Thank you. ”

Get out of the dungeon, the sun is shining.

Mo Nian was in a trance.

This journey to pursue his life experience was so painful, which Mo Nian never expected.

But most of the things in the world are unexpected.

Unexpected births, unexpected deaths.

As he walked, tears rolled down his face.

He didn't want to shed tears, it was too weak. But he couldn't help it, his eyes were not angry, he was always gushing out, and he had to wipe hard.

Mo Nian walked aimlessly in the mountains, and even at this time, he couldn't even judge the direction, walked for a long time, stood on the mountain road, and got lost.

After a long time, I remembered that I was going to find Zhang Dushi, the old woman in the Houshan Mansion.

Finding his mother's grave is the only thing he cares about right now.

He wanted to commit suicide in front of his mother's grave to apologize.

He didn't want to live anymore.

Wei Chi Zhaoming's words woke him up and caused his spiritual pillar to collapse.

He could not forgive himself for the fact that he was to blame for his mother's death. He felt that Yu Chi Zhaoming was right, his existence was a mistake, his mother's perfect life was ruined by him, and his father was just a monster who hijacked women, and in the end he died innocently, he was the evil seed of this evil monster, and he himself was a half-human and half-demon monster. Suddenly, Mo Nian felt that there was no point in living.

Why live?

This question suddenly became the biggest puzzle that lay in front of Mo Nian's life. He couldn't find the answers, he couldn't find the meaning of living. The mother who has always been in love with him was killed by him.

What a brutal truth.

Since birth is a mistake, let's put an end to it yourself.

After Mo Nian figured it out, he made up his mind, first asked someone about the road to Houshan Mansion, and then went straight to Houshan Mansion.

It took half a day to gallop and jump on the mountain road and arrived at Houshan Mansion. Compared with the inner house, the buildings of Houshan Mansion are not so concentrated, more scattered, one by one, scattered in the large mountains and forests behind Fulong Mountain, the buildings are dotted, only one is more concentrated, that is where the owner of Houshan Mansion is located.

Mo Nian first went to the place where the mansion master was, where there were many buildings and more people.

He asked all the way, but no one knew about Zhang Dushi.

He wanted to estimate that this person was usually relatively silent, so Mo Nian asked the elderly people, and asked a lot of questions. Finally, when he asked more than 30 people, someone told him where Zhang Du's residence was.

Mo Nian gave the man a gold or two thank-you fee, and then he led the way, all the way to an old house in the mountain nest.

In front of the old house, Mo Nian saw the old woman Zhang Dushi.

She's old.

White hair grows in a mess on the head, and the skin is full of wrinkles carved by the years.

She sat on the bluestone at the door, holding a bamboo pole, as if basking in the sun, time was comfortable and leisurely, and it seemed that the embarrassing life did not make her worry in the slightest.

When she got closer, Mo Nian realized that she was closing her eyes, probably closing her eyes to recuperate.

Mo Nian greeted her, and when Du Shi opened his eyes, one eye was blind, but the other was fine, and his ears were okay, and he could hear what Mo Nian was saying.

When Mo Nian said his mother's name, Yu Chi Zhaoxue, he obviously felt that the old woman's eyes were smart.

"I am her son. Mo Nian replied, very firm.

Zhang Du's eyes looked straight at Mo Nian, and after a full minute, muddy tears suddenly flowed, and his trembling, old hand stroked Mo Nian's face, cherishing it as if he was touching a treasure.

"You're Miss Snow, son......"

Her old voice, with endless love, did not show a trace of surprise.

While touching Mo Nian's cheek, he grinned, very pleased, and said slowly and tremblingly: "I did it back then, right......"

Mo Nian was in a heavy mood.

"I just, I see...... Miss Xue, I want to give birth to you...... She ......" Zhang Dushi coughed and gasped for a few breaths.

She's so old that she has to gasp for breath when she talks old.

"She thought, give birth, you......" she repeated again.

Mo Nian smiled sadly, "No, she won't want to give birth to me, I'm a mistake, it's a mistake to conceive me, without me, she can continue to live happily, I broke everything for her." ”

Zhang Dushi didn't seem to understand Mo Nian's words, she looked at Mo Nian stupidly, and was stunned for a while.

Then he touched Mo Nian's face lovingly again.

"Silly boy...... Mother's ...... Who doesn't want to let ...... own children...... The ...... who survived" She was slow, but kind, and her voice was soft and comfortable.

Mo Nian was stunned.